Rainbow Kitten Surprise - Cocaine Jesus (lyrics)

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Song: Cocaine Jesus - Rainbow Kitten Surprise

From the album "RKS" now available on iTunes & Spotify

Listen in it isn't when you're talking for your name's sake
Jesus, Mary Magdalene you are, are you okay?
Sitting by the well Jill, you’re falling down the hill Jack
And everybody laughed, Don't you pray? Don't you pray?

To a Cocaine Jesus in a black four-seater
Got a man, don't need him, but you wait
Call me when you want, or just call me when you need it
If you only ever need it for the day
High won't hold, won't hold, and I have no more, than all you left of me
I have, I have, I have no more, than all you leave

High as hell, feeling fine, nothing bad but nothing kind
Not a word from me, at least nothing you would mind
In my head, in my head I get lonely sometimes
Feeling fine, coming down, never back cause we're never out
You'll never call the cops again, I'll never call her mine
In my head, in my head, I get lonely sometimes
When you find an old picture of us, and you clear away the dust
I hope you miss me sometimes
When you see a frame that reminds you of me, would you remember the times
Oh the times that we believed
In a Cocaine Jesus in a black four-seater
Got a man, don't need him, but you wait
Call me when you want, or just call me when you need it
If you only ever need it for the day
High won't hold, won't hold, and I have no more, than all you left of me
I have, I have, I have no more, than all you leave

I'm nothing more than a page unwritten on the pavement, blowing in the wind
You win a lot, and lose just a little bit more than you gained in the end
God, I wish that I, was better than I am, but no luck, no love, no Gospel I could understand
I'm nothing that ever wanted to lean on, yea, but even then
When you find an old picture of us, and you clear away the dust
I hope you miss me sometimes
When you see a frame that reminds you of me, would you remember the times
Oh the times that we believed
In a Cocaine Jesus in a black four-seater
Got a man, don't need him, but you wait
Call me when you want, or just call me when you need it
If you only ever need it for the day, today
I'm just a page unwritten on the pavement, you needed 'til you left
But I'm more than a need or a thing you believe or a word that you leave unsaid

[imanilabady]

I hate how comfortable I am with being sad. I don’t want to be.

[taliatarabishi]

I was falling into a depression and this song singlehandedly pulled me out of it, I just heard it for the first time and it helped lift the weight in my chest

[doomiedud]

I can physically feel this song. I can’t elaborate, or explain. Just, when it’s on, I physically feel it.

[aidenfiddler]

One of those songs that you don’t like at first until you listen to it over and over

[skittle]

This was my best friends favorite song. Now all I do is listen to it on repeat. Rest In Peace Elliott.

[petercraig]

My older brother taught me this and now every time I hear this I can’t help myself but cry thinking about him.(he moved to college)

[mthh]

I had a best friend, we were so perfect for eachother. We were so similar loved the same things had the same problems there wasnt any problem they couldnt understand. But what i couldnt understand. Was how we both wrecked eachother at the same time. We threw eachother under the bus time after time with no intention of ever even hurting one another. And in the end we looked at eachother and realised niether of us are the same people we were. We changed and along the line our friendship died away. Became toxic
Became hate. And i left. I left becuase if i hadnt we would both have thrown away everythig we wanted holding on to somethig we didnt even recognise. But i miss the person they used to be. But i look in the mirror and i also miss who i used to be. I hope one day were both better people enough to try again. But until then in the hard times i have to fight. Becuase youre not somebody i can call anymore.

[jenchristine]

Oh brings me a flood of memories. There was a man who was so in love with me. We were both 19. I was addicted to drugs and only used him for that purpose, to fill that need. I played him. I called him a few years ago after having been in recovery and apologized to him. I was truly sorry. I was young, and I only ever called him when I "needed" him. I have a fiance and children now but he crosses my mind still, neither of us really knew what love was.. I do miss him silly as that sounds.

[uninspiredghost]

The emotion in "I'm nothing that you ever wanted to lean on" is my favorite

[mirtta]

this song is scratching my brain in a good way

[alexxcain]

This song is singlehandedly getting me through the grief of losing my best friend three years ago in a car accident and a horrible breakup-

[SorrowsSkull]

this song really hits. especially “when you find a old picture of us” and the rest of those lyrics describe what I want to say to him. I wish I could.

[simplemelody]

This is a song I hated at first as it was recommended to me by someone who I hate now for so many reasons. But now I listen to it on repeat, thought it still reminds me of them, I don't care anymore because this song makes me feel good. Somehow.

[tylerroyle]

the lyrics of these songs are so powerful, it reminds me of being addicted to substances with a best friend and they get clean and you don’t- they have a kid young and your left alone

[matthew]

Still mad this isn’t blown up the way it should have

[alectoombs]

Rks is seriously one of my comfort bands. Like, their music honestly helps me with my mental health.

[bcaviz]

I've been listening to this song on repeat. There's so many things and thoughts i had in my mind but never could say them out loud. I've been through hard times, lost people i wasn't ready to lose. Lost alot of motivation and hope. But I find many people have faced the same things that have commented on this before. And it makes me feel a bit better that I'm not alone and hopefully we all will find things that are meant for us and for us to get better. Thank you everyone who have shared their words in comments. I find many of them really helping. Thank you.

[remarkablyunhumane]

my father is an addict. he recommended me this rks which i already listened to a bit, and told me to listen to this song which i had maybe heard but it held no real meaning before that. i think i listen to it a minimum of ten times a day now. most definitely gonna be my most listened on spotify wrapped this year. every day i feel more and more connected, cant count how many times ive cried to it. he's a homeless addict but he will forever be my favorite person, i will forever miss him. i love this song with all of my soul.

[laylapringle]

I love this song do much, I recently relapsed and quickly stopped to sing this song as it came on. This song gives me that feeling I've been looking for

[angelfoxyfox]

I’ve been going through a really rough time right now and this song really speaks to me. Struggling with addiction and a bloodline of addicts is something that is hard to deal with. I’m losing people left and right and I’m so mentally exhausted from everything and I just wanna stop. Let everything go so I don’t have to hurt.