Katelyn Tarver - Cynical (Official Music Video)

Video directed by Se Oh

VERSE:
I don’t know, when I got scared
Scared of my imagination
Used to see, beautiful things
Now I got this sick fixation

PRE:
On playing out every single fear I’ve ever had, scrolling through their pictures seeing all I don’t have
Believing every negative feeling is a fact
I don’t wanna get used to that

CHORUS:
Why do I beat myself up
And tear myself down
I’m so good at being critical
I guess I learned
it’s hard to get hurt
when you’re good at being cynical

VERSE 2:
i’m jealous of, when i was young
and everything was right there waiting
wanted the sky, aimed so high instead of
lowering my expectations

PRE:
i don’t know how else to keep my feet on the ground
And stop the voices in my head from getting too loud
I think I’m realizing no one figures it out
And I gotta get used to that

BRIDGE:
if i hope and it doesn’t work
then i know it’s gonna hurt
so i make a joke act like nothing’s wrong
And put another layer of armor on

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[katelyntarver]

HI GUYS! Sorry, I got knocked out of the live chat. But thanks so much for watching and commenting along with me. That was so fun. Keep watching and sharing the video! I'll be responding to the comments here too, so ask me Love yall.

[crimsynheartticker]

"Sometimes it's easy to see beauty in others than your own."

[heathermorrison]

This is so real omg. I’m in my early 20’s and these lyrics really speak to me. When we’re teenagers the world feels like it could be anything we want it to be but as we grow we start to realize that no one really has anything figured out.

[nicolasannear]

There's no way this girl makes a bad song, basically everything she makes is art! Very proud of how far you have come!

[idkbutitsmanley.]

“You Don’t Know” how excited I am for this new song!!!♥️♥️😉

[GretaM]

“If I hope and it doesn’t work then I know it’s gonna hurt so I make a joke act like nothings wrong and put another layer of armor on” that just hits so dam hard...

[pratyushakoratala]

I found you with you don't know and since then I've been listening to all your songs and your lyrics make me feel so much and then way you sing them it makes me so emotional :')

[NakeshaMoore]

I am a 37 year old woman and every song I hear moves my spirit. You are an exceptional songwriter. You can always tell when someone writes their own music. You can feel the authenticity. Can’t wait to hear what’s next.

[thaynabae]

this song describes my life so much that looks like I've written it myself

[theintrosproject]

Katelyn always has the best depression songs. And it’s a compliment.

[kazierjallim]

Why do i beat myself up and tear my self down??? 😭😭😭

[dluv]

It's after 3AM here and I needed to listen to this before going to bed. You're such a gifted artist. Your music touches people and makes a lasting impression. Thank you 💕

[banana_supremacy]

teenagers across the globe are crying at how relatable this masterpiece is

[alexyleraven]

She is my favourite by far not gonna lie.

[Rasm]

No es posible que está canción no tenga más visitas, Katelyn es una geniaaaa ❤️❤️

[alexandracl]

Katelyn always knows how to perfectly put my emotions into lyrics; i feel so identified by her music

[Mia_Slay]

Your music is so raw and speaks to my soul. I play your songs on repeat. I suffer from severe chronic anxiety and depression, and it's truly like you took my feelings outside of my heart and head and wrote them down! Thank you for sharing your talent with the world.

[chuksbliss]

you sing like a saint...
good girl vibe....
sends lonely to my spine...

I know your songs are emperical..
Thats makes me to love you Kate..
love from Nigeria.

id always be rooting for you

[dkrmana]

i love this direction you took with your music. it sounds really personal

[enoonmai]

"I'm so good at being critical"... got it right there... 🖖🖖🖖