Katelyn Tarver - Starting To Scare Me (Official Music Video - Alternate Version)

Video Directed by Skylar Brown.

© 2023 Katelyn Tarver under exclusive license to Nettwerk Music Group Inc.

Lyrics:

There’s a girl on the internet and she drives me insane
I should probably look into it but I’d rather complain
I throw gas on the fire cause I don’t wanna change
I just keep choosing the pain

There’s a crack in my windshield I probably won’t ever fix
I been breaking my neck so I can see around it
And I know I know better but i’m stubborn as shit
I’m just a sucker for it

I keep digging myself deeper
I’m not mad about it either

Maybe I should care
Maybe I should stop
But the more I wear it the more I like
How it feels on me
Have I lost my mind
I’m still me but barely
I’m starting to scare me

I live in a city where everybody’s a critic
I guess that it’s made me a little too analytical
I’m picking apart the things I actually like
Cause I wish they were mine

I’m self destructive
I wish I wasn’t
I’d rip out my heart to feel it
Cause feeling something’s
Better than nothing
Even if it kills me

Maybe I should care
Maybe I should stop
But the more I wear it the more I like
How it feels on me
Like I’m tearing down walls I built carefully
I’m starting to scare me

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[PsychoRavager]

There's just something about your songs that's just plain real to me... something that doesn't seem to exist with a lot of mainstream songs that are famous to a fault... and that's why I've followed your music across the years now!!! Really love this and the video!

[marnelonfleek]

This is what I liked about her songs. They are all relatable not just making music

[maricarurmeneta]

Every word in the song is very relatable. I felt that someone understands my pain too. I LOVE U

[suhaib_BM]

Been listening to this on repeat and yet it hits me every single time. This is amazing

[Juan-jerk]

This song has been on repeat with parallel universe, this past months ❤️‍🩹

[kaidencook]

it’s been a while since i listened to her and oml her voice has matured sm❤❤

[diegoflob]

What a song. Always here supporting you ❤️ that was amazing
It will be on repeat

[jazzylim]

You don't know your starting to scare me so elated to me!

[maricarurmeneta]

I have anxiety and mild depression. Your song helps to comfort me ❤️. Thank you so much.

[bryanmoyna]

Honestly i cant sleep. It isnt the first day i listen to this song... Its just that today it has opened a door i closed long ago. Theres a person i cant see anymore, its not that i am scared to message her again but rather theres no point, and theres nothing i can do about it. Nothing but missing her, us, and not letting hope die while i cruise through life without her...i wish i could know if shes okay, that at least would give me some comfort and hapiness.
Right now im sitting on my bed, in the quiet darkmess of my room and... I just wanna pack some things and run away, step by step until i cant walk no more... Til i can finally forget. Its not the first time, its not because of this song, its just that i dont think i will ever be able to forget.
I miss you, us... and more important than that, i miss me, i miss me so, so much...

[Alexa_Spencer]

This resonates so much, and I bet with many people as well. I have take thinks to keep myself from scaring me and questioning if it actually works

[leenb.]

Absolutely love everything about this song, thank you, love it! ❤

[Hannah-kbxu]

this song is genius and beautiful.. you’ve saved me from with a few of your songs ❤
i hope you are doing okay

[constantingonzalez]

I love you!!!! Fan #1 here.
Play and replay. 😄💕

[RobertEirich-jkzm]

What an amazing voice, goes beneath everything

[dannyolv]

Minute 1:19 OMG🤯🤯🤯 awesome video! Katelyn you are the incredible, thanks for your music.🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹

[Lucky]

Sinceramente, que talento essa cantora tem! Vou começar a acompanhar seu trabalho

[PincheChineaux]

Just when I made a point that modern music has lost its soul and sincerity…. Thank you for proving me wrong

[oren]

I appreciate and support that song is very impressive and technically it repeat to listen

[juliocuevas]

Una canción que no se puede dejar de escuchar Kate i love you desde México ❤