yaeow - does it really matter?

Listen to 'does it really matter?' by yaeow
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[yaeow]

Thank you for sharing 💜💜💜 this one means a lot, much love

[mishalmushahid]

yaeow never fails to make me sad, and that's a compliment

[Venomk]

it's so scary how quiet i am but
how loud my heart is weeping at the same time. it's hard because i feel like I'm stuck and i can't do anything to make it feel better. I just can't deal with anything anymore.

[BRITdave-sosl]

In the end, it's not the year's in your life that count, it's the life in your years that do

[thequickslayer]

Back to this channel to find some music to listen to. Always a good bet on finding songs that is relateable

[asianinlofi]

In this life in which everything is relative, in which sometimes good is bad and bad is good, I want to wish you good luck and that the bad that happens to you be for the better.

[xTheRealDanieL]

3 months ago I met my soul mate thru the bootleg boy.

Earlier this month she blocked me for no reason with no warning.

So the song is very relatable. I hope when (if) she sees this, know that I wish her the best.
Maybe I'm actually falling. Maybe some of us are made to be isolated, like me.
Have a great day everyone!

[gfy_]

"Self-discipline is the only power which can keep you energized even in the thoughest of the circumstances."

[EnjoyMusicOfficialChannel]

The music you bring is amazing, it always makes me happy

[jeonchaimaa]

I really like you Yaeow so much, I'm enjoying listen to your voice to your music wherever what mood I'm ❤️❤️
You are amazing

[lofichill]

I can always count on Jazz Hop to have some soothing tunes to either sleep or relax to.

[chillilove]

good music and beautiful pictures, it's amazing

[afiqsport]

Lyrics :3


I don't think you understand
I feel lonely in the crowd
And I don't know why I'm like this
But I rather be just by myself

Yeah I made excuses just to get away
I tell you maybe when I know I'll stay
I make plans with myself cause I'm scared to go out

All of my friends they don't call me no more
I guess they are tired of me saying no
All I need was space and time

But does it really matter if i'm staying up til 4 drinking on my own?
Does it really matter if i'm sleeping all alone waiting for the sun to
Rise again
Baby I'm falling
Down again

I don't think you know me well
I don't think I know myself
Smile when the camera's out
But honestly that's someone else

And every party, oh it's way too loud
Hate all these bottles that I can't pronounce
I don't know what I want but it probably isn't this

I guess I should learn but I never do
Cause I always end up back in my room
Cause what I needed was just space and time

But does it really matter if i'm staying up til 4 drinking on my own?
Does it really matter if i'm sleeping all alone waiting for the sun to
Rise again
Baby I'm falling
Down again

[bgm-relaxingmusic]

Dear person that's reading this, we don't know each others but I wish you all the best in life ❤️ don't ever blame yourself, accept things and go forward. Your smile is precious and a key for happy life.

[Susu-tyoj]

Yaeow 😍😍😍 sesini seviyorum. Beni sakinleştiriyor.

[puresould]

I want to disappear. Not like death.
More like escaping into a void.
I just want everything to be okay

[JMC]

Being heard by one person would make me feel so much better. I can’t fall asleep without crying anymore and it’s because I’m losing focus on my life I want a world where people act as anime characters which I know sounds stupid but what I mean is that I want everyone to be a main character in there story and the fact that that isn’t possible the fact anyone can die not win can lose be broke and whatever including me makes me scared and sad and I feel so useless cause I can’t even go to school my mum is putting it on her because I don’t and telling me I need to go live with someone else. My dad isn’t even in the picture my friends would just laugh at me and my friends at school I act completely different around them then how I actually am I can’t do anything about it I want to be myself but at the cost of losing all my friends everyone thinking I’m weird I never thought of them as friends in the first place but the girl I used to hang out with used me so I will litterly have no one left but I can’t do this anymore I’m such a loser and no body even knows how much I’m struggling right now days I’ve been crying I stayed home yesterday and couldn’t stop myself all day normally I cry at night and then the next night I don’t but now it’s constant I can’t stop it even in the middle of the day I can start crying I’m so fucked and broken in so many ways right now I have no one who can help I’m so alone as much as I know people go through the same thing it’s different I need love in my life as young as I am I see no point in life without having someone I truly adore with all my heart I just can’t do it.