Sometimes - Lil Xtra

The ninth track from Make It Through Fall, By Lil Xtra.

Additional production by KadoOnTheTrack.

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Lyrics:

Catch me in the back with my head down
I’m just gonna fade to the background
I know that I’m awkward
Laugh at the wrong jokes, say all the wrong words

I want to die in the front seat
It feels like for the last few months we
Just Can’t get it right, no love for life
Suicide on my mind every night

Cause I don’t understand my place
What’s the point in being real when the world’s so fake?
How many motherfucking pills does it take before my heart shuts down and my lifeline breaks?

I haven’t seen a soul in three weeks
Cause I haven’t left my bed, and I never even sleep
Lost 20 pounds, I don’t want to fucking eat
I just want to find some peace, oh god please

It’s raining in the morning
It's raining in the evening
Raining when I go to bed
40 days and 40 nights,
Nothing’s gonna be alright
Until I finally rest my head
Sometimes I wish I was dead

Finger to the back of my throat now
Again and again get it all out
I know I’m impatient, fucked it all up again, because I stay so anxious

I need something to die for
I can’t put this life together like the tri-force
I need a little wisdom, courage and power
So I’m puffing level up every hour

Cause I don’t even know what’s real
Either feel like shit or I just don’t feel
How many bottles left on my bill
Before I leave this scene and i chase these pills?

For real what’s going on?
You said it’s all right that it’s all wrong
But I’ll be okay just as long
As my spirit lives on through these songs but

It’s raining in the morning
It's raining in the evening
Raining when I go to bed
40 days and 40 nights,
Nothing’s gonna be alright
Till I finally rest my head
Sometimes I wish I was dead

Sometimes I wish I was dead

We blow away like the leaves
You thought you heard, misquoted
”I think I know what it means”
Guess I must’ve misspoken

I rode the train today
Forgot how much I hate tight spaces
I hope it takes me far away
I hope you know that I'm off to the races, I'm off to the races..

[splint]

How is this guy so unrecognized wtf, his music is art

[coolestcasper]

Sometimes I think I’m alone. Then I listen to you and I realize I’m not. Keep it up. We are here for you. I hear you

[americansharpshooter]

Honestly this entire album been on repeat from the first time I heard it. Every last song is relatable af for me

[sesh]

All of the Xtra's songs is extra good and that lyircs. <3

[we_go_gym]

i fucking love this song so much, i can't even believe how underrated this guy was and is

[sgd]

This whole song is amazing but the chorus is something special.

[CafeDeAnatoliaCHILL]

Está canción está muy buena. Gracias bro

[Faded]

I heard diffrent as a outro on someone’s video and decided to give your album a listen and honestly it’s great I hope you keep making music and get the recognition you deserve

[ryankeeslar]

This whole album rules dude keep it up

[Slyfa]

This song is still my favorite song. This one in particular resonates with me hard, and all of your music is super relatable.
Wish xtra had more followers, he really deserves it. That being said, keep it up bro. I wanna hear more music from you.

[elderxemo]

Fab song just for that Zelda reference. ❤❤❤

[stallactite]

5421 Views wtf ??? How ? This is so good

[andersonmenesespalacios]

Hl ME ENCANTA TU MÚSICA SIEMPRE LA ESCUCHADO ESA LETRA ES PERFECTA ATT:MI ALMA

[hunterlorenz]

I don’t know if this man is an addict or not but he just spoke my life

[kewlboi]

I love u until I forget u extra, but it's ur choice how long u wanna stay remembered.

[nothinr]

Am I the only one that thinks he is going to be the next peep