Siphon - Lil Xtra

Track ten from Make It Through Fall.

Guitar/lyrics/vox - Lil Xtra

Additional production by Kado

Open my eyes
Roll out of bed
We're all out of drugs to keep the thoughts from our heads
You say you’re fine
I know that you’re not
Put it inside and let our veins rot

But I’m moving forward
And you’re moving on
Hesitate to separate, but this is all wrong
And I know you think
I fucking hate you
But really I just don’t know what else to do

Cause lately
It feels like there’s no one to save me
I’m all alone in the life
I'll never do anything thing right
I never do anything right

(Forecast: Well here we are in Atlanta, moving through our early week, Monday's forecast calling for a lovely day all across north Georgia. Lower 80's, low humidity. It feels really nice... Really nice... The good news is, that won't last too long.)

I’m In too much pain
To get out of bed
If it’s all the same then I’d rather be dead

If I eat at all
I’m gonna get fat
Throw it back up, there’s nothing wrong with that
Don’t you know?

And I miss you
But not half as much
As I know you miss them when you’re out of drugs
But I am no saint
A sinner as well
I’ll see you again maybe, one day in hell

It’s all in my head
I know it’s not fair
I said I would call and then
I wasn’t there
I fucked up again, still what I do best
I Can’t feel the fucked up heart beating
In my fucked up chest

Because lately
It feels like there’s no one to save me
I’m all alone in the life I’ll
Never do anything thing right
I never do anything right

I never do anything right

[coolestcasper]

I never do anything right. For myself or the people around me. Life is so complicated yet so, so simple.... but music connects it all. So funny how humans work.

[CrimsonSouls]

My favourite song on the album, this guy is so underrated!

[namecannotbeblank]

One of the best artists out there! Criminally underrated🙁

[jadecreative]

i dont understand how nearly all of your lyrics seem like theyre pulled straight outta my head.
im currently learning one of your songs on guitar, hoping to post a cover.. one day.. we'll see.
love you man, keep up the good shit. <3

[jesicapalacios]

This song has till this day gotten me through a lot. Thank you.

[yagi]

I feel this man. Best track on the album.

[lisaderenard]

Nothing wrong with being different from what others might think. What their preconceptions might be are just that. Just be yourself, and stay tru to yourself. This song is good, period.

[danialkezman]

hey dude, i discovered your music a week ago, i can say that all of your songs are ny favorite. hopefully one day you'll get recognition you deserves. this music makes me cry on the first listen, thanks dude xoxo

[gerritzalm]

You're amazing dude. Love your music

[CrystalMusicProductions]

Very good bro❤ thank you for saving us

[DanielSanchez-wvlg]

Hey Lil Xtra its me One of your fans, it would be awsome to have a conversation

[doccyb]

I ignore my actions in life too much, I lie to everyone whose stuck around over the years and I’ve always had the shit end of the stick. I hate waking up because I have nothing and no one to wake up to that I’m excited about. Hard for me to understand what my purpose is

[chahinedeutsch]

2 years and Still underrated .. ppl's musical taste is shitty

[Awkiespengu]

Him and landon tewers need to get together for a song 🙌

[DeadOGChannel]

Drunk asf RN and I fucking love this song my god