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[hel]

I love music like this. it can make you feel a little sad, but if you're already sad, lonely or tired, it gives you a relaxing feeling instead. it's bittersweet, but it's okay.
somehow it helps me keep hoping and going on.

[Pilps]

Born 1993, when I was around 5/6 me and my family had to move to Germany, Osnabruck because my Dad was stationed there for being in the British Army. We stayed there until 2001. I can honestly say from what memories are still there in my head, are the best years of my life. If I could just relive those days, just for a few hours, I would be so happy.

I spend hours crying happy/sad tears on Google Earth Pro with the time machine of the maps. Seeing my old Primary School before it was demolished. Seeing the Army barracks my dad was at before that too was sadly demolished. Seeing my old childhood home which I haven't seen since we left 22 years ago.

It's even more saddening with how Germanys privacy laws are. Google Street view is practically none existent. So the buildings and the streets I fondly remember are mainly just these pixelated resemblances of buildings that I still vividly remember from my childhood but i can't see how are now or was a few years ago. I only have what I remember, and the odd remnants of videos here on YouTube which is extremely lacking and rare to find.

The walks we went on, the Warner Brothers Movie Theme Park down south near Dorsten. Pony rides in the woods and picking the oldest one there who was called Boris. I picked him all the time because he liked to eat the grass a lot which made the ride last longer so I could spend more time with him. The little & big lake walk just behind the Nettebad. The traditional Christmas Markets in the town centre. Playing video games when my Dad finally came home on my Playstation 1, we would try and beat the games in one day but never could because I didn't have a memory card. Getting excited whenever Pokemon was on the TV. Friends round mine to share the big swimming pool I had.

Watching Halloween Town before going out trick or treating. Finding our first ever pet, a kitten abandoned behind a grit bin while we were on a bike ride and taking her home, we named her Millie. So many memories. All lost to time. With only old VHS tapes & photographs to try and relive those memories at least just a tiny bit.

Oh what Id do just to go back to those days. Nostalgia is such a beautiful but cruel mistress. I hate to love it and love to hate it. I Miss you Osnabruck. I miss you childhood.

But. I have a baby daughter now. And I honestly can not wait to be the best father I can possibly be. And to make everlasting memories with her that she can look back on and smile just as much as I do looking back at the ones I made with my Mum & Dad.

Oh Germany. Oh Osnabruck. Oh childhood. You were the best of days. I'll revisit you one day. With the whole family hopefully.

[shlb]

The things you post send me to a place where all my worries and sadness just fricking float away..I can’t tell you how at peace I feel with music

[munstira]

this song feels like walking in a forest in the winter while its slowly getting dark and you just stand there enjoying the cold wind and thinking about life

[mrfake]

You don't find this song, this song finds you.

[mystic_user]

Just woke up and listening to this.. the world feels so unreal and i love it!!

[rinalobe]

It's wonderful, never stop doing this.

[SuperTailsMiles]

this kind of music always give me chills and i love it. Never in my life i would've thought i'd listen to it

[livecarsonreaction]

Funny enough, this song reminds me of the last time I wasn't afraid to be alone. Just moved to a new city, away from friends and family, going on long walks in the early morning along the empty streets and feeling like I had the whole world to myself.

[abhijaysaraswat]

How this doesnt have a over a million likes is beyond me.Its a masterpiece.

[SuhailAlvi-jpdt]

This song without a single word. But tell your present life . And relax your mind 😌

[eliasrohmer]

Je l’écoutais déjà il y’a deux ans. C’est fou comme le temps passe vite. Même si j’ai l’impression que beaucoup de choses n’ont pas changées je sais que je vais mieux qu’avant. Merci Antent

[deathstrikeflow]

i am seriously so much in love with your channel, it has the best and most comforting content i’ve ever come across

[sleepybraincells]

"At the dawn of time, ancient humans reached out their hands. And this morning, a child reached back."

[oriantalist]

The beaten path. A melancholic feeling. Trudging forward in an overcast environment. All the while thinking about someone dear out on the pale blue dot lucky to have a celestial body of average luminance. Our lucky star which lights up the dirt path ahead irrespective of the dark, rain-laden clouds looming above.

[renepuentes_]

it's like if loneliness had a theme, it's like my every day life at this point. how did it end up like this

[Big_Z]

I find myself coming back to this song a lot
I feel like I've been improving in some aspects of my life
I feel like I'm starting to be a part of society in a way thats meaningful
Then i listen to this song
and realize that I've been in the same spot for over a decade
That I've barely improved in my social skills
That I'm still alone

I hope there's a Day that comes where i don't find myself back here anymore.

[CrystalEdits]

as always wonderful evening everyone hope u had a good day and thx for new music much love <3

[AngelRodriguez-geos]

“Terrible shivers brought him back from the brink, back from a place that had tried to claim him ever since he felt himself crash into the water…”

Thanks for inspiring me to create another story for my series

[michaelandreou]

I love listening to this kind of music while closing my eyes and just fantasising about things.