[MILGRAM] After Pain - Mu || English Cover

WOOOO MILGRAM SEASON 2 IS COMING!!! I LOVE WATCHING PEOPLE INDULGE THEIR MOST TOXIC TRAITS!!!!!

Instrumental and Original by Deco*27
Mixing, lyrics, and singing done by Lily Yasuda

Lyrics:

If I had gone, been left without a clue
It seems I’m done, I’ll disappear
You said it loud
There's no doubt
You were best without, this fool who wanted your love

My heart, my words, there’s so much left to say
My voice falls flat, another day
I overheard
I found out
You were best without, This fool who wanted your love

So tell me what I
Should be, should do, should say, show me how to make you stop the hurting
It feels my heart is falling apart
Each word is left by the wayside / My apologies fade so fast

But maybe even
Without your voice saying it's true I'd still know that I'm the problem
I might deserve the treatment you give

I only want to feel alive, please
So just give me a moment to breathe
I’m begging you
I’m sorry I’m me, I cry but you never hear (x4)

The night, the day, it all blurs in the pain
Please take, away, my yesterday
The scars still sting
Now just brings, more battles I can’t fight
A tunnel empty of light

And if you want to
Spin the story make me out to be the villain, haunting your dreams
Why keep it up, just leave me behind
These tears don’t spill cuz’ of heartache
but the memories left awake

The ones distorting
My dreams keeping buried feelings breathing even though they’re all wrong
Lying again, tell myself that they’re gone
So walk away without a goodbye
And erase all that I once said
Forget me, please

Let’s forge a path through this pain I’ll show
You everything that your eyes can’t see
Knives carved of words said and stuck in my skin
Smiles you gave, never shine out
Your voice pierced my heart and miscolored my soul
What other choice do I have now
“I love you, you’re all I need” (x2)

So tell me what I
Should be, should do, should say, show me how to make you stop the hurting
It feels my heart is falling apart
Each word is left by the wayside / My apologies fade so fast

But maybe even
Without your voice saying it's true I'd still know that I'm the problem
I might deserve the treatment you give
I only want to feel alive, please
So just give me a moment to breathe
I’m begging you
I’m sorry I’m me, I cry but you never hear (x8)

If I had gone, been left without a clue
It seems I’m done, I’ll disappear
You said it loud
There's no doubt
You were best without, this fool who wanted your love

[ram-xinw]

THIS IS SO FANTASTIC! I love the lyrics, you did such a good job portraying the emotions while also keeping with the sound of the song 💞💞

[HarukoSan]

I LOVE YOUR LYRICS SO MUCH 😭😭😭😭😭 amazing delivery. Slay.

[-Asher.Mp-]

Your voice is really nice to listen to :)

[xxsometeawouldbenicexx]

Damn! This cover really shows a different side of Mu, the one that to me seems more selfish and performative, and really conflicted. Great work!