something needs to change

It's been a chaotic few months, and I'm tired.

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#vanlife #vanlifereality #vanbuild

[sarahbrownstein]

Your candidness is so refreshing in an internet full of perfect lives.

[ladikmk]

Hi Alexandria! Don't add the people who watch your YouTube channel to your "worry" list. You don't owe any of us an explanation as to your life choices. Life brings us mountains; sometimes more often than not and we all must deal with them in our own way. Do what makes YOU happy, and "roaming wild" with Terra definitely does that for you. Make that, taking care of your family, and your education your only priorities for a while and you will feel better for it. Take care and hugs for sweet Terra too.

[katlynncok]

It's you and Terra that we want to see . Your rigs are not why I watch . You and your adventures and all that I have learned from you, is incredible . I just love you and Terra . ❤❤❤

[annettec]

Hang in there, keep your simple goals your focus. All tests are learning exercises. Your perseverance is admirable.❤️

[KevinThorne]

You take care of YOU! Don’t worry, we’ll be here. 💕

[vegastheboston]

You're a very level-headed young lady. You must have really awesome parents that raised u right. Good luck. Look forward to seeing your journey moving forward

[tbotiOG]

Take it back, get your money back, worrying if you’re going to be stranded at any moment is no fun. Best of luck and keep up the great work😁

[Banagal]

We're here for whatever you decide to post. All the best to you. Hang in there. You GOT this!

[keyapennyfox]

So glad you kept the Subaru 🙏💙 We are here for all of it.

[dt]

The problem with old ambulances is that even if they have low miles they spend their entire service life idling the engine. I hope you get the issues fixed and end up with a great rig.

[rebeccacoyle]

Take care of your heart. You aren't your rigs. The future isn't yet, the past is over. Live in this present time. We are here.

[hammockinparadise]

You have so much adaptability and strength. You’re the focus and your adventures. Take care!

[babsdavis]

Please don’t change the channel. We actually appreciate seeing all the good and bad. Seeing that at times things break and vehicles have problems and people change plans is more realistic than most van life channels out there that never show the bad things or change in decisions. So please do show all the positive and negative and changes as it keeps it real and we like those channels better than the ones that just show everything perfect and are unrealistic. Good luck! :)

[_Redtailhawk_]

Cool cool. Restoring h the balance . I am currently working through this but in a different context.

[paulmfti]

Nice to see the algorithm is presenting your videos again...best of luck to you on your adventure...you're amazing...and an inspiration on how to stay the course in your dreams...what a role model you are...ever thought about becoming a motivational speaker...living in an ambulance down by the river...

[sigreddasparks]

Alex thanks for sharing whats going on with your new rig and the realness of how these setbacks can take a toll on how it feels to tell your story to others. Take all the time you need to figure things out. You always figure it out and have good ideas. I think going back to basics is a really good idea and will allow you to recharge and push forward through any difficulties that may arise in the future. Hope your dad has a speedy recovery from surgery and that the family time will help reorient things as well. Best of luck in this chaotic time. 🙏🏽🙏🏽

[peteginnievota]

Life has its twists and turns. It’s import to do what’s best for you

[jimbluebaugh]

On to the next adventure, however, wherever! I'll be here.

[LSChestersMom]

Sometimes things happen for a reason and a season. I hope you get to have down time, simplify and enjoy the journey. It always helps me to know there is no rush.

[stephaniegoodenough]

I can hear in your voice the emotions you are working through. I just want to express how much I enjoy your videos. It's really you and Terra that I tune in for. Whatever you choose to share, I'm here for it! I'm wishing you calm, clarity and wisdom as you move through making your decisions. You're awesome, Terra is a delight - don't forget that!