Pov: You fell in love young | a playlist

[deluluforchristianyu]

Timestamps!

0:01 - "Wanna be Yours" by Arctic Monkeys
2:45 - "We Fell in Love in October" by the Girl in Red
5:48 - "Sweater Weather" by The Neighbourhood
9:22 - "Summer Time Sadness" by Lana Del Ray
13:24 - "Apocalypse" by Cigarettes after S*x
17:44 - "My love mine all mine" by Mitski
19:58 - "The Night we met" by Lord Huron

[FayeTheK]

It’s crazy how everyone can say”eww him!?” Or “He’s so ugly” yet he will always be the cutest in my eyes. Crazy right?

[sxtr]

I started going to church to make friends, and fell in love w/ the guy everyone hates 😭theres nothing wrong with him, i think they just say they hate him because they like him too, i justr eally hope he likes me too- ive had a rough week. I overstimmed when he approached me (even though i asked him to) and threw a paper at him w/ my socials and he seemed so calm and it honestly calmed me too, ill update this if i get any friend requests on the socials from him or anything!!

EDIT 1: RAAH NOTHING SO FAR, ILL JS WAIT TO TALK TO HIM AT CHURCH-- ILL UPDATE ABOUT *THAT* TOMMOROW (keep replying and liking this so ion forget 😭)


EDIT 2: BRO HE WASNT EVEN AT CHURCH IM DYING (his lil sisters bff said that their dads home from the military so they couldnt be there, i hope they can be at zeal tho i will DIE if hes not), HE'LL BE AT ZEAL ON WEDNESDAY THO, I PROMISE ILL UPDATE AFTERWARDS GUYS!! its at night and our parents wont be there ehehehhehehehehehe... ehehhehehe if he makes a 😏i mean im not saying anything BAD, , maybe a kiss tho IF hes there and makes a move

edit 3: help my grandma said that if he rejects me start a rumor he's gay 😭 i mean, he DOES play viola and only talks to if he says no maybe he is? either way fun 😂

edit 4: TOMMOROW IF HES THERE WE'LL SEE EACHOTEHR, IMA CALL MY BESTIE WHILE IM THERE AND PURPOSELY BUMP INTO HIM AND ASK FOR HIS NUMBER THATS MY PLAN, IDK I MIGHT GET ANOTHER ONE


last edit, probably:

It's over. I don't think he likes me-- literally NOTHING has gone right for me for the past like, three months. I asked my friends to tell him and he said in a slightly annoyed tone 'I know, it's obvious' and nothing else. I'm sorry for getting you all invested just for a sad ending. Bye.




ANOTHER EDIT: WSP GUYS IM STILL GONNA KEEP TRYING, YALL REALLY MODIVATED ME TYSM, I WON'T GIVE UP UNTIL HE HAS A RESTRAINING ORDER AGAINST ME (maybe not that far)


edit 7: ty guys for your support but.. his sister said he 'really really' doesnt like me and hes not even allowed to date, but idrk at this point, now i can be myself at church, and can grow to be a better person without the stress of him <3 ty all for your support, and i hope you have lovely lives!!

UM.. SO A FEW MONTHS LATER IM OVER HIM, AND NOW MY BFFS BROTHERS SUPER INTO ME AND I KINDA LIKE HIM TOO BUT IM NOT READY FOR A RELATIONSHIP...

Edit like 100 idek - oh shit I like the original boy again, dated the other one but we broke up also hey I got a turtle

Another edit: the boy I broke up with is still obsessed with me, it makes me rlly uncomfortable :(( i think I might be aego aroace :{ I still like the original boy but I'm not sure I can be in a relationship because everytime I get committed to a relationship I lose feelings. I still like him but regardless he isn't allowed to date for four years :((

Edit: I wound up dating an old ex for five days, (left him yesterday) then as soon as I saw a picture of a newer crush, not this one, I just.. immediately broke up with him. All signs from God seem to honestly be pointing to this guy, and he's way out of my league but maybe? Still have a crush on this guy, even though I HATE IT. He's LITERALLY the 'Where's my hug at?' GUY HE'S SO CRINGEY but he's so cute

Edit: so. Went to a church conference with him and almost everybody from the church. Fell deeper in love with him, made a new friend, even! Not him but she's super cool. Anyways, lots of worship preaching, I feel closer with God and such, and on the last day the preacher said to get on your knees and said how humbling and awkward it was. A few minutes later, they told anyone who wanted to let something go to come down closer to the stage. Me and a LOT of our church came down. We got on our knees and sat in a circle, and then the preacher talked about deep anxiety and suicidal thoughts, and said to raise your hand if you've experienced either. Me and a lot of people raised our hands, and I hesitantly looked back at my crush who had his hand raised-- everyone was obviously holding back emotions, and then the preacher said 'if you can't be vulnerable here, you're gonna have a hard time being vulnerable at all.' almost everyone started crying immediately, even him. I hugged and put my hand on a lot of my friends and prayed for them too, then more and more people got in our circle, resting their hands on us. I realized that he was crying and that my friend Maddie already had a hand on him and was comforting him, so I put my hand on him too, gently rubbing his back. He looked up for a second at me and I pulled my hand back with an apologetic look, he smiled at me slightly and nodded and looked back down, and I put my hand immediately back, almost squeezing his back as I cried too. A woman walked up to me and hugged me and prayed for me and said God asked her to, and I'll be honest, everything she prayed for me came true. I went back to comforting my crush after sitting there in astonishment for a while. After a few songs they told us to go back, and I had my hand on him until he stood up, and I couldn't help but regret since that I didn't get to tell him that I loved him right then and there. That no matter what he ever thought of himself, even if he thought he was stupid, or that he wasn't worthy of living, that id love him until the day that I die. No matter what he does, I'll still love him. But that's just a fantasy. He barely even knows I exist, so in what fantasy would we ever be able to date? For him to even just.. love me back?

[raisemestrong]

The way everyone is talking about there loves and positivity and hurt and sharing with random people it just makes me wanna happy cry 🥹

[tatekys]

~I love his accent, and deep voice~
~His laughs and voice cracks~
~His love for staying up late~
~His dirty blonde hair~
~His blue ocean eyes..~
~His girl screams when he gets scared~
~His attitude~
~His crazy, silly, serious, and dirty personality~
~His messages, and calls~
~Him constantly wanting to talk, and play~
~Him being clingy~
~Him talking in his baby voice around me~
~Him making jokes that are stupid, but are funny~
~Him trynna rIzz me up.~
~His stupid pickup lines. (that work..)
~His stupid dirty talks~
~Him comforting me, and being a simp for me 24/7~
~Him being extra comforting when im on my . ~
~Him asking if im okay 24/7~
~Him checking up on me~
~His small mouth, but he can talk for hours with it.~
~The way his voice doesnt fit his baby face~
~Him asking alot of questions and being a desprate baby~
~Him calling me nicknames~
~Him constantly telling me what to do (im an idiot.)~
~His type (me)~
~Him breaking off his door, when he yelled "FBI OPEN UP" while kicking it down on call~
~Ilysm Ronin. he means so much to me <3 You probably dont believe me, but trust me. I GET SO NERVOUS AROUND HIM, WHEN HE TALKS OR NOT. AS SOON AS I JOIN A CALL WITH HIM I HOLD MY BREATH. I LOVE HIS ACCENT SO MUCH, IT MAKES HIM SOUND CUTER. HE HAS A DEEP VOICE, ACCENT. AND BABY FACE. I GOT SO LUCKY. sorry, but i couldnt help it.

[Safah]

These songs hits so hard when you have ONE SIDED LOVE😭💞

[hjcnqws]

This comment section is probably the cutest thing I've seen all day:3

[charmander]

I fell in love a year and a half ago...
When I first met her, I sat down at lunch. The first thing she said to me was
"Omg your eyes are so cool"
I thought she was weird but it made my day. She got my number and we haven't stopped talking since. We hung out at least 5 times a month. One day (this year) I realized
"Holly sh*t, I love this girl"

Just everything about her:
Her hair
Her voice (my god can she sing<3)
Her laugh
Her extravert-ness
Her confidence
These aren't even a fraction of the things I love about her

I asked her out Nov. 6th of 2023
We have been together since our friends "shipped" us pretty hard.
This girl has helped me so much throughout the time I've known her.
I hope and can bring her as much joy as she does to me. I want to spend the rest of my life with this girl. <3<3

[Alvernino]

I can't be the only one scrolling and scrolling reading these beautiful comments, 😭🫶

[helmijoonistab]

You know its gonna be a good playlist if the first word in the playlist is "i wanna be ur vacumecleaner" 💀

[elisha.]

I love how the comments are either talking about their love life, poems or just giving positivity ❤

[picklebaby]

I want to be in love with someone so bad it hurts seeing a bunch of couples being happy and not getting to experience it myself

[lynxpaws]

Listening to this while reading the stories of how others fell in

[HalfBloodPrincessOfficial]

I liked a guy in my class. I fell for him about a month after meeting him, he was really chill and had long blonde hair. All the girls said he’s ugly but I thought the complete opposite. We never really talked much but he was always super respectful and kind. Now, more than a year later he knows I like him. He never confronted me about it but he most likely doesn’t feel the same. He insulted me a couple of times in class for no reason, like answering a question wrong. That’s when I started overthinking this entire thing. I was heartbroken at first but I eventually got over it. I still find him attractive but I think that I was in love with the idea of him, not him as a person. I’m alright now and have a beautiful friend group of girls who will support me no matter what ♡

[luna-ivso]

AND I WAS NORMALLY VIBING UNTIL I OPENED THE COMMENT SECTION AND NOW IM FEELING EXTREMELY SINGLE HAHA 😭

you guys are way too wholesome ❤

[babubhuiyan]

Wow! Everyone is writing about their crush! I feel inspired and belonged, so my turn! :) Enjoy! 12/29/23

At school, in math class we moved seats. I was sitting next to the popular group of boys surrounding me. One guy behind me caught my attention, he had brown messy hair, attractive cute smile, and honey brown eyes. He made me feel so comfortable at the table. Every time we had a chance to work by ourselves or with another, he would sit next to his friends which were in my table. I would listen to their weird conversations, and it made me feel happy. I tried to cover my smile, but I couldn't help it. My friends would make jokes and say, "She likes you!" It was so embarrassing. They would do silly things just do catch his attention. Overtime, we started to speak more, and I added him on video games. We grew close and I also made friends with his friends! Rumors at school started to spread about me and my crush, but I paid no attention. I mean, he was popular, and I was too anyway, so I expected it.

I was walking with my friends to lunch when I heard a boy call my name. It was my crush! I turned around and smiled at him saying, "what's up!?" He took a deep breath and put his hands together, and said, "*name* I like you and-" I turned away walking away. I can feel that he was upset. I was too. I don't know why I did that. I felt down all day regretting my choice, but what can I do? I was afraid to love again after my horrific incident with an old crush. It tore me down and I wanted to apologize. So, the next day I walked up to him and apologized. I also told him I liked him back, but unfortunately, I am not allowed to date. I told him we can stay as crushes, but not date and he respected my boundaries. One time he texted me and said, "Did you know when you smile, I smile too, and I can't help it." That made me so happy, and I started blushing. We grew more and more closer each day, but I remembered this is exactly how I felt with my old crush. I knew I'd lose feelings for him one day and we will grow distant, but that's life and love like this is temporary, until my future true love.

I am on winter break, and nothing interesting has happened. Me and my crush just started talking more and more and every day, I would wait for him to text me. One day, my crush was depressed, and I tried asking why, but he won't answer. So, I saw him in a game (sad one), and I wanted to comfort him and be with him, but my other friends kept pressuring me to play with them. I told him I needed to go, but I kept checking on him. I joined him in the video game, then saw my other friend telling him false information about me. Saying that I like 50 guys, which is not true, and he knew nothing about me! I tried all my best to convince my crush it's not true. My other friends joined me to help me out and I felt like the world was spinning. I quickly blocked my rude friend and tried explaining more to my crush. He finally believed me, and we started talking more. I also thanked my other friends for being there for me. I love them all so much.

12/30/23
Still on winter break. I miss all my friends and my crush. He still didn't lose feelings for me. But hey, it hasn't been 3 months, so I am going to be patient! I mean, rumor has it that if you like one person for 3 months straight, its true love. Hopefully it is like that. Every day, I jot down things in my diary about me and him, and it makes me feel happy. People at school would tease me and tell me about how dumb he is, but to my eyes he isn't what they described. He is so loving (I probably said that many times or what lol). Without him I am nothing at all! He brought joy and light to my life. I don't have much to say, but I will try to keep ya'll updated.

1/4/23
He didn't answer my messages. It's been 2 days and I saw him on. I was traveling for a few days, so I couldn't talk to him. I texted him I am home, but he still didn't answer. I don't know why, and I am nervous. What if he doesn't like me anymore, or what if something happened? I really feel down without him, and I can't do anything. I don't even feel like eating anything whenever I think of him and how he doesn't answer me. I am starting to worry so much. Hopefully he talks to me again...

2/1/24
Hello! It's been a month. Well, things have been going well! He replied to back to me, and I am happy! He was just busy lol. For a few days, he kept asking me what I like, like what's my favorite chocolate and stuff. I told him its Twix, and he asked, "white or brown" and I replied with white. He asked me before if I would prefer teddy bear, and I said yes because I love them! Valentine Day is coming up, so it's probably because of that! He even told me he has a surprise for me, and he asked if I would prefer public of private, and I said public, because I'm not even shy lol. I am so nervous, because this will be at school guys!!! Wish me luck...

2/22/24
I haven't written in a while. He asked me to be his Valentine's and I was so happy! He got me chocolate and a bear :) We grew closer, and I got more comfortable with him, and he did too! He started showing me his soft kiddish side, and usually he is like a "bad boy". He sends me a lot of romantic videos saying, "I love you..." and other things! I feel like he's the one you guys...I remember my old crush and I lasted for a whole year until I met the boy, I am writing about now. I feel bad still, but maybe my new crush and I will last longer. His birthday is coming up on the 18th of March, so I am deciding what I should get him!

3/28/24
Hi everyone, this will be my last paragraph I'll be ever sending. Me and my crush separated, and everything is done now. I felt like I wasn't treating him right, so I left him, and he was like "I understand" and said he loves me, but then later on he said he doesn't care if I block him on any socials. I know it was dumb, I got to talk to few adults about my problem. I honestly miss him a lot, and I know he doesn't miss me one bit, and that's because he stated he was happy I am gone from his life...I sent him a huge paragraph about me explaining everything to him (opening up) and he was so ignorant, and it hurts my feelings so bad. I just wish he came back into my life, but no. He also started acting odd, he got into a fight (physically) with his own best friend and told me it's my fault. I never meant to hurt him, and I hate myself so bad. I will never stop blaming myself. It'll never be the same anymore. I wish I never existed in his life, and I quit life. I tried so hard to get him back and communicate, but it's not working one bit. He doesn't even want to see me at all...This is the end of my story... Edit: He was dating one my friends right after the situation and the n they broke up. We became friend after, but we are not friends anymore now due to problems. ALSO, he called me annoying too lol.

old: Hopefully one day we don't become distant, and we keep talking like we used to. Hopefully nothing tears us down. Maybe one day we can be together, but that's my story! Hopefully ya'll enjoyed reading story lol! I'll try to update more. If you have any questions, reply back to this comment. I will try to answer back!

[alittlebitofeverything]

I’m not in love, I just LOVE love songs :)

[kdramaworld.]

those eye contact flashbacks with him when i hear this playlist i'm smiling for no reason rn
😚

[nenoko]

i have never felt an instant connection, love, urge before i met him. He’s all i think about, us kissing, cuddling and touching plays through my head like a movie on loop. He is all i need and all i want and no one has ever treated me better than him.

[WhoisAaliyah]

What do I love about him?

I love his smile
I love his laugh
I love his hair
I love his eyes
I love his love for soccer
I love his height

I love the way he plays Soccer
I love the way he stands up for himself
I love the way he is respectful
I love the way he matches my crazy side
I love the way he is so generous
I love the way he comforts me
I love the way he keeps his cool

I love him when he is sad
I love him when he is happy
I love him when he is excited
I love him when he is mad
I love him when he is crying
I love him when he is with his friends

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH S💕❤


Edit: may add more and a story..