Pov: you fell in love with right person in wrong time (tears in silence)

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[marisambrose]

For the first time in my life, I fell in love. I did. And you know what? I wish I didn’t. I wish I never let myself do that. So here I am, laying in bed, hurt, angry and hating myself because now I’m alone and I don’t know how to handle that.

[blackeaglegamer]

Remember,

It's all experience.

Live through it,
Learn from it,
And charish the value it has given to your life.

Every experience makes you bigger. Especially the tough ones.
Do your best to stay grateful at the face of honest pain.

[nikaherman]

I met a guy at my friends birthday party. As soon as I saw him, I new that he was meant for me. I felt an instant connection, just by looking at him. When we started talking it was like I knew him forever. He told me he studies philosophy at university and i was deciding between veterinary medicine and philosophy. I really wanted to study philosophy, but my parents wanted me to study veterinary. He encouraged me to follow my heart and study what I wanted. So I started studying philosophy, at the same university as him. We started hanging out more and more every week. We also had a few classes together, so we would hang out after them each week. Soon I learned he has a girlfriend, which broke me. I felt for him something, I haven’t felt before. I felt like I was a 13 year old girl, having her first crush, when I was speaking with him. As the weeks went by we got closer and closer. One night we were eating dinner and after we laid down on his bed. We were talking and it was really late. He started playing with my hair and with shaking hands, slowly i started dragging my finger up and down on his neck. I stopped and he said: “Why did you stop, I liked it”. I looked away and he grabbed my face and made me look at him, I thought he was going kiss me, I was so ready, but he just started laughing. I bursted out in tears and went home. Later that week, he called me and said that he broke up with his girlfriend, he was heart broken, but I couldn’t help, but feel a little bit happy about it. He asked for some space, which I gave to him. I saw him before class next week. We decided to skip it and go to my dorm room to watch a movie. We were cuddling and with shaking hands I touched his face and kissed him. I was so scared, every time I have fallen in love with someone before, I got hurt so bad. I told him that and he promised me, he’d never hurt me. I was so happy, I was so in love, I never felt anything like this before. And then one night as we were laying in bed, he said: “Please don’t fall in love with me, because I can not give you the same back”. I was so shocked, I have already fallen in love, I didn’t understand how could he even ask me such thing and why couldn’t he love me back. He said that he thinks we should be just friends or if I want we can be friends with benefits. I was so heart broken. I didn’t understand why, we had an incredible connection, we were soul mates. Now it’s about a month later, he moved to Dijon for a semester. I haven’t seen him since. We talk every day. I miss him. I wish I could hug him again, I wish I could kiss him again. I wish he was here and would tell me not to worry as he held me. But at the same time, I am happy he went to France. I don’t think I could be just friends, I am too in love with him. Maybe in 6 months I can get myself ready to be friends with him and by the time he comes back I won’t have feelings for him. I know we are meant to be. I know he has feelings for me too, I know he cares about me and I know he truly never meant to hurt me. I hope that we will meet again, at a better time, when both of us will be ready to let ourselves fall in love.

[snogboxes]

a reminder that love is a choice and sometimes that they don't always choose you back

[ilove_riceyum]

"Till the day comes, we'll leave each other in the past and move on. I'm glad to have cross path with you, you are my pride, joy, and inspiration.
I love you, even though you were the right person.. It was the wrong time, wrong day, wrong life. "

[faithmoreno]

sitting down listening to this starring out the window...sending a long hug

[anoukvanderbiest]

nothing hurts as much as right person wrong time

[almacambron]

He is my everything but life got busy for him and theres clearly no room for me in it. I cant stop crying I want to be strong, I want to not care but it hurts. Why after everything I've been through and everything he gave me. Why is this the end, why after he made me love myself so much, why after he became my reason to live, through all the pain from my family he was my shelter. I wanted to feel his warmth, I feel like im drowning in sorrow the pain I feel coming from my heart I cant bear it. Ill always love him, Ill always love his goofy smile and his silly laugh, but I wont get to experience it anymore... You're all I want, my most lovely moon. Ill miss you so much

[fancyturkey]

I think the most painful experience is falling in love with someone that you think is right for you, and then grow to think that it was the right person wrong time. Then you come to find out was the wrong person the whole time and you were blinded by this act they put on for you to make you stay. And that they even had this secret second life and were just using you…. And even after everything they did, you still can’t stop thinking about them years later.
I’m sorry if anyone has to go through that like I did.
Or for anyone who’s had a best friend that lived farther away, and all of a sudden they just go silent. Doesn’t text back, isn’t on social media anymore. You have no idea what happened to them. That hurts too. Being left in the unknown not knowing what happened to your best friend. Best friends can also be right person wrong time. Don’t forget that

[justanothersoul]

I broke up with him so many times and he still loved me endlessly and the 3rd time I left he completely broke contact with me for a while(we're best friends now still trying to gain his trust back). He loved me without thinking twice and he knows how to handle me when my mood suddenly switches. He knows me better than my own parents. I regret everything I ever did to him and put him through and I still love him but I don't think I'll ever date him again cause the fear of hurting him again is always there. I truly despise all the people in my life who caused me to be this way... including myself

[hepy]

The worst feeling is falling in love someone in a person who u can never ever met and that person has no idea that u are exist, but u are suffering because u want him/her

[zeelestial]

I realised I loved him on a dark and stormy night, the lightning lit up my dreams, just like he did. He consumed both my consciousness and my unconsciousness over and over, he was all I could ever think about. But all he ever thought about, was Her.

[thetudorsrule]

I’m using this playlist to write a story about the daughter of Robin Hood and her findings in the world, which ends up with her falling in love with someone she least expected, but only for it to be cut short (I’m not spoiling anything hehe) So thank you so so much for this!!

[JaFemurBone]

3 years of friendship and she was the only one that ever made me feel complete, she told me I did the same for her, I loved her more than any other but she told me she didn't want to lose me and that's why we couldn't be together. lost her brother and child in the same month, I did what I could to comfort her, tried to keep her smiling through the pain, I cant imagine how she felt. I drained myself to make sure she was okay, and when I needed that love reciprocated she abandoned me. I really don't know what to do anymore. I hope everyone here gets the love and support they need.

[eternity]

If they were the right person they would still be there.

[rojalinsenapati]

You never get the love you deserve🌸Yet you choose to smile and love people with your heart out 🙂

[bushlandboy]

There was and still is that feeling of not being enough. I find little enjoyment in most things now but what I do find enjoyment in is seeing others that are happy. I like seeing kids talk to their parents and smiling and running around and I like seeing old women and men still so deep in love and the way they enjoy each other. I believed both of these are a reminder to me of a time of innocence and love. Both of these feel gone. I’m a horrible person, I’ve done things that make it hard for me to look others in the eye. I’m not this kind and sweet perfect middle child that my parents made. That person is dead. Andrew is dead. What’s left of him is this empty hollow hear of mine that is only full of anger resentment and self hatred. The boy that loves everyone, holds open the door for others, helps mom and dad with odd jobs, goes out of his way for family and friends is just instinct now. I love them all and I dont say it often. My hands are stained by blood, my blood, his blood, and I don’t feel like Andrew will ever come back. I killed him

[maricrepusculo]

0:00 — The Night We Met (Lord Huron)
3:39 — Where's My Love (SYML)
8:29 — Rosyln (Bon Iver)
14:22 — Apocalypse (Cigarettes After Sex)
20:01 — Heather (Conan Gray)
24:33 — All I Want (Kodaline)
30:48 — The Wisp Sings (Winter Aid)
36:47 — I Need My Girl (The National)
41:20 — listen before i go (Billie Eilish)
45:55 — ocean eyes (Billie Eilish)
50:04 — i love you (Billie Eilish)
55:42 — Falling (Trevor Daniel)
58:44 — idfc (Black Bear)
1:02:46 — Before You Go (Lewis Capaldi)
1:06:50 — Summertime Sadness (Lana Del Rey)
1:11:46 — you broke me first (Tate McRae)
1:14:51 — traitor (Olivia Rodrigo)
1:19:20 — I Found (Amber Run)
1:24:54 — WITHOUT YOU (The Kid Laroi)

thank you so much for the playlist! i knew all the songs hehe and the mix + the rain are amazing

[OOOOOGAHHH]

The worst feeling is knowing you love them but rejecting the thought until finally you express it after the struggle and it ends up backfiring or ruining your friendship, worse, multiple friendships.

[simasima]

I was the "right person" they felt safe with but they didn't fall in love with me, they just needed me. And for some reason I felt like I had to be there for them to be okay. But I left eventually because it became toxic for me... But I'm here in this playlist because it comforts me.