beabadoobee - This Is How It Went (Lyric Video)

i wanted to keep the visuals simple because i want to just highlight the lyrics. this song is deeply personal, not just to bea but to me as well. ever since beatopia released, I've learned to appreciate her songwriting more. I'll just get a lil personal here but before beatopia released, I was in my first relationship and after our breakup & beatopia's release, i always relied on bea's songwriting whenever i feel some type of way. (also it's crazy how me and bea broke up with our boyfriends in the SAME YEAR). i've cried, i've laughed, i've been angry listening to bea since 2019. after listening to this is how tomorrow moves, it felt like a piece of me has been healed (not to sound dramatic LMAO). ending the album off with this song was a cathartic experience for me, because now i can at least find a little bit of closure in myself. tysm bea!! I'm not lying when i say you've changed my life & perspective.

[sandalas]

i think this is the perfect way of visualizing the song, the shift between blue and gray just makes this song even better; and font seems like hand-written, as this is literally what was going in bea's mind while making this song. :>