Off With Their Heads - 'Disappear'

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"Disappear" by Off With Their Heads from the album 'Be Good,' available now

Director: Jonah Ray
Producer: David B. Lyons
Director of Photography: Mario Framingheddu
Editor: Neil Mahoney
Production Designer: Emily Müller
Starring: Kyle Kinane

Lyrics

I should have seen this from the start
I should have always been on my own
Now it’s perfectly clearI never should have stayed here
I should have just disappeared
The time that we have spent apart
Has made me realize I am torn
Between the person I was
Who I wanted to be
And the one I mourn
Now I sit here in the dark
In a city that is not my own
There’s a roof over me
And four walls to keep me away from me cold
The disappointment in myself
Is more than you’ll ever know
And more than I show
And It’s perfectly clear
I shouldn’t be here
I should just disappear
Take me
And bury me up to my neck and walk away
I deserve what’s coming to me
I just wanted to feel love
To be loved
I should have seen this from the start
I should have always been on my own
You’ve made it perfectly clear
I never shouldn’t be here
Now I’ll just disappear

#offwiththeirheads #begood #epitaph

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This is so ironic. The last show I ever played I opened for OWTH with my band at Buster's Billiards in Lexington Kentucky.. I was badly addicted to heroin and my band was already falling apart. We had been asked to go on tour with Epitaph for two months and if we did well, they said they'd sign us. My bandmates pussied out and said they didn't want to do it, so I threw in the towel for good. Haven't shown my face in the 'scene' since. I've also completely disappeared from social media and ceased contact with everyone I knew.
Ryan, if you see this, I was the weirdo who met you first at Guitar Center, and then again at the show. I asked you to hold my Les Paul and play it a little so I could say Ryan from OWTH touched my guitar. Good times guys. So glad you're doing great!

badnewsbruner

That's awesome. I knew Kyle was a punk rocker because I heard him tell a story about Screeching Weasel, but it's still great to see him doing this.

brogcooper

I did a lot of prescription drugs and drank. Didn't really know what was happening when coke was introduced. I listened to this and a few select songs on repeat. I love music videos and music in general. 5 years seems like it's been ages.. I lost my Momma and my older sister in that time frame. They both fell to alcoholism. I hope that whoever is reading this has a good day. Whatever it is you're going through, keep going. You can do it. I wish nothing but the best.

scuffed

Never heard of them before. I'm in love now.

Lunaticsynth

I feel some "clear the air" vibes....absolutly adore this one!

sirlargelot

If by some chance any members of O. W. T. H read this, I'm so saddened to hear about the tragedy that occurred in Vancouver. Know that you help many people through hard times and I hope somehow that helps you guys through this. Keep your heads up boys. Thoughts and prayers for you guys and for everyone involved. Take all the time you need... Tour can wait

spikentheneck

I should have seen this from the start
I should have always been on my own
Now it's perfectly clear
I never should have stayed here
I should have just disappeared

The time that we have spent apart
Has made me realize I am torn
Between the person I was
Who I wanted to be
And the one I mourn

And now I sit here in the dark
In a city that is not my own
There's a roof over me
And four walls to keep
Me away from me cold

The disappointment in myself's
More than you'll ever know and more than I show
And it's perfectly clear
I shouldn't be here
I should just disappear

I should have seen this from the start
I should have always been on my own
Now it's perfectly clear
I should have never stayed here
I should have just disappeared

The time that we have spent apart
Has made me realize I am torn
Between the person I was
Who I came to be
And the one I mourn
Between the person I was
Who I came to be
And the one I mourn
Who I was
Who I came to be
The one I mourn

Take me and bury me
Up to my neck and walk away
I deserve what's coming to me
Take me and bury me
Up to my neck and walk away
I deserve what's coming to me

I just wanted to feel love
To be loved, to be loved

I should have seen this from the start
I should have always been on my own
You've made it perfectly clear
I shouldn't be here
Now I'll just disappear

sergiothegent

I'm so ashamed to say that I actually forgot about this outrageously wonderful band. I'm so glad that this song found me. It's gorgeous. Why is some music just so goddamned amazing?

Ploo-vee

Ryan just GETS the music I want to hear and makes it. Its fantastic.

ivegonemad

This is sadly the first time I have heard of this amazing band but man, this song speaks to me on emotional levels I can't even try to fathom... Thank you, I will definitely catch up with the 16 Years of great music I have missed

NrdZon

I remember Ryan posting that this record was gonna be different and that most people probably won’t like it... I love it. jokes on you, nerd.

theguwumpkis

I moved to the states in the beginning of August. Since then, slowly but surely, my anxieties were slowly exposed to me as I struggle to find friends here, get pushed by some asshole at a music show, ruining not only the evening because I was paranoid, but also my entire week as I recall the event time and time again. I wept to this song as I went home from counseling the day after. Frighteningly, this is almost exactly how I feel, with the exception that I refuse to disappear. I don't deserve all the things that made such an anxious person today. I am angry. I want this to be over. I'm torn between the happy, friend-having person I was in undergraduate, the friendless, anxious person that I came to be, and mourn the one I could have become. But I will fight, and I am not alone.

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