my last day of happiness :(

wanted to make a video with some clips of summer 2018 and i guess this is what it turned into LOL YIKES

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• what camera do you use?
- canon t6i & 18-55mm lens

• what editing software do you use?
- final cut pro

• how long does it take you to film/edit?
-filming takes me anywhere between 4 to 6 hours (depending on the video)
-depending on the video, editing takes me anywhere between 10 to 15 hours (if i don’t procrastinate LOL)

• how old are you?
- 16

• where are you from?
- im from henderson NV, but i currently live in bend, OR

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( I DON’T OWN ANY OF THE MUSIC USED IN THIS VIDEO )

if you’re still reading this, you’re the OG ILY :)

[IbzMo]

Natalie, I've been such a silent viewer for a year now...I have to say your content makes me laugh so much! I am sometimes so shocked at how someone so young is so talented and creative! I'm obviously in no position to say what school will be like, but just remember some of the best creators in the world had to go through a shit time at some point. I hope that starting school will actually inspire you to create more, and maybe give your videos a different angle because Lord knows your creativity will make something amazing! Here's to an amazing year for you, a year of growth, maturity, more creativity and more experiences! Don't worry about grades too much...just make sure you put your happiness first <3

[geraltrivia]

I am a Chinese student. China's high school life may be one of the most difficult in the world. Every day, learning starts at 6 am and ends at 10 pm. I was silent in high school and didn't want to communicate more with people around me. Now I have left high school and recycled my high school. I regret it, no matter how hard it is, where you don't like it, as long as you care. Discover that you will find beautiful things. My university is coming to an end and is about to go to society. I found that high school is such a wonderful time, no need to sleep in the evening because of troubles, no intrigue between people. That lush year is beautiful, natalie, use your heart to discover, not to escape

[JRAlli]

love the candid ending. bittersweet always when summer ends, feels like the older you get, the shorter the summers last. really great video, keep up the great work and good luck this year in school :)

[irisenna]

why am i crying
1. its literally march
2. this video just popped in my recommended
3. im so happy i watched this
*ok confused as to why this got 1, 000 likes but i’m not complaining*

[ceci.c]

4:18 "Remind myself how good life can be even if it's bad in school" I needed this last year😭

[ameliaxgarland]

School ends in 2 months for me why am I seeing this now 😂

[tavirn]

rewatching again. watching your videos all those years back reshaped my way of thinking and molded me into something bigger and better. I'm super thankful for stumbling upon your channel, for being able to view someone elses experiences even if they arent aware how much i do value their existence, and them sharing their existence. Thank you for being open with the internet about your journeys, i will always remember you as something that brought my joy

[taliadoninger]

Every one of your videos is a piece of art. U can make a person feel nostalgic even though they’ve never experienced something. Ur energy is beautiful

[fakecloutofficial]

hello.
it’s the 5th of april,
i am writing this to all of you.
it is almost june
the pain is almost over
the happiness is almost here
2 more months
*just 2*
i love u all pls be strong ; )

[auds.]

i’m seeing this a year later. school starts in less than two weeks. kinda freaking out. :). also i would love to experience what you experienced ur summer looked so peaceful and amazing and i could genuinely tell how happy you seemed :)

[annachovhan]

your videos ALWAYS make me cry pls stop!!
you're such an inspiration to me.

[illuminatedgecko]

Sometimes the only person you have to talk to is Siri because you're a loner

[DSD]

how in the world does this girl know how to story tell, video, and edit like this??? Its produced SOOOO WELL and her. Just amazing work. I wish my kids (around her age at this time) could create like that!

[elena-tyle]

*dont cry because it’s over, smile because it happened* ❤️

[garlicmacaroni]

i just found her channel and let me tell you it’s midnight and her nostalgia and her way of editing really interests me. I’m intrigued into her videos and her creativity she is relatable. Her videos are a portion of both facing reality and escaping it. But, i really do enjoy her videos :)

[audreyc]

holy this video is amazing. there’s something so professional and beautiful about your filming and editing, and you yourself are fascinating to listen to. just found my new favourite youtuber!

[sally-annehunt]

Oh my. Summer of 2018 was so great for me. It was warm and sunny and colorful. I spent my time with so many friends. I got to go so many places (in my town, I didnt go on vacation or anything. And I'm glad I didnt because I wouldn't change a thing about that summer) This summer, 2019. Has been really dull. Cloudy, lonely. I really wish I could make this summer as great as last years, but you cant change time.

[acaciagrace]

your videos are art and i got incredibly nostalgic and sad that i didnt save my summer to reflect like you have, thank you i am going to do this for the rest of my life

[otruckers]

I wasn't realizing how fast summer was ending but watching your video made me so nostalgic and your content is literally what I strive for never stop making videos because your awesome <3

[emmasierra]

it’s almost summer 2019 when i’m watching this and this video literally made me cry because it reminded me of the happiest point i had ever been in my life, summer 2018 and i’m scared and excited to see what summer 2019 has in store for me but i still try so hard to remember and cherish every single moment from summer 2018. I hung out with the most amazing people and made the best friends and memories so i can 100% agree with you that summer 2018 was and always will be the best summer of my life.