what it feels like to be hopeless (playlist)

Tracklist:
0:00 reidenshi - snowfall w/ Øneheart (Slowed)

2:07 Antent - October

4:09 Exodynamix, Vilaxxs - ethereal reverie

6:33 Antent - hiding place w/ Tre Flip

8:41 nohssiwi, alixe. - luminary

10:41 nohssiwi, liminalyx - starlights

12:48 Imxone - Serenity (Slowed + Reverb)

15:24 my head is empty - novocaine

17:07 layanari - everything is so different

20:26 🔁

#ambientmusic #snowfall #darkambient #sleepmusic

[STASIALOVESGOD]

My eyes hurt so much, I’ve been crying a lot. But I’m still going so to anyone reading this you can make it!!! You can do it!! God loves you and so do I!❤

[georgejohn]

Everytime I wake up feels like I'm wasting another day

[ratl]

The comment section is so wholesome, all the hopeless guys listening to the same playlist. Listening to each other. We all are going through the worst part of our life. But i really hope it will be alright.

[twilibug]

For a few months now, i have loved this person in my classes. And recently, i told them, they were understanding more than anyone else, and we got pretty close after that. One of my best friends also really likes him, she said that she wouldn't come between us, but then she told him. Asked him to a hockey game and the movies. He dropped his plans with me and a few of my friends to go to the movies with her. Neither of them realized how much this hurts me. I have never felt this before, this heartbreak. I feel lost rn, i don't know what to do. This music helps so much, and i do want to say. For anyone and everyone. Even in scenarios like mine, just know, it won't stay like this, you will move on if it doesn't get better.

[callme_sleepy]

“I have learned now that while those who speak about one's miseries usually hurt, those who keep silence hurt more..”

[Gang_gansta]

“Stop being a rainbow for someone who is blind”

[inumi]

Your life is not something to carry, it's something to cherish. Don't think just because you're hopeless, that your life is not a hope in of itself, especially for other people. Take care of it. It won't last forever. That limited time and possibilities with it is what makes your life and you beautiful, regardless of who you are

[realikarus]

4:04 in the morning, I cant sleep, Im overthinking so much that I consider it normal now.

[josephgoebbels]

I suffer from a mental disorder called "Obsessive Compulsive Disorder" watching and listening to these types of videos calms me down a lot, I imagine a life without problems and I imagine myself living in an isolated place without neighbors, a place full of peace and security, I love this type of content

[onelittlenothing]

I will be simply a beacon, for the dudes that just like me, aren't rlly depressed or that much sad, but have a lot of built-up tears and emotions. My life is aight, could be better you know, that is more or less my fault, im pretty lonely, just on that work and sleep routine, since i finished High-school i got distant from the already small group of friends, a failed relationship also took a bit of people i knew out of my life.

I dont even know anymore, im just trying to put something out here, a piece of this feeling that tugs ok my chest, that isnt rlly good, since its been hard to cry since what? 4 or 5 years now.

[akbhaind]

Life is like finding a way in dark forest full of stars

[Midnightsadvbez]

Sometimes I go to bed and hope I don’t wake up…

[bunnyrabbit_lianhua]

im feeling down, trying to have a serious moment with myself, but then i go to my other tab and it's just a bunch of sonic memes. Life is hard, and while we may want the pain to end, and we may think that no one loves us, we should continue on. i hope that to anyone reading this comet or having a bad day, that they may be blessed with a sonic meme. good day or night to whomever reads this :)

[aztecwarrior]

these playlists literally hypnotize me and put me in a derealization state somehow

[RussianSpeedster]

There’s times when I feel alone and suicidal, snowfall really has helped me let alone all the other songs on this playlist. I know I have feelings I just want the pain to away. Sometimes life is just too hard and it seems so simple to fix it from the pull off a fucking trigger I’m tired of pain but just so scared to die, I wanna live.

[kavarrah]

sometimes i think suffering is the only thing i'm good at

[vurtx]

(Posting this here because I don’t want these words to go unknown since I’m not so good at expressing my emotions let alone put it into words but this time I was able to in a long endless paragraph lol) Was js chilling and thought of a good moment with my brother and something just hit me, I miss my siblings so bad I want to check up on them I want to hug them I want to call out their name again tell them to come just to give them random kisses and tell them that I love them I want to dance with them again. They’re the ones who have truly seen me hurt, they have seen me bawl my eyes out, they have seen me laugh uncontrollably/made me, they have seen me mad, also have made me mad, we’d have fights ofc it’s the sibling norm but they have worried for me when I’m sick or when I sleep too much, this wholesome ass memory that I never forget is when I had the flu and was in bed all day, both randomly came into my room to ask where it hurts with their doctor toy gear on and my little sister playing nurse on me taking my temperature. They both have sat down held hands with each other and meditated with me because they believe their big sister knows best :) there’s so much more I can say I can go on and on on how they’re the reason I keep going, I hope I get to see them soon and tell them how much I missed them and love them, this time being apart from my family has made me realize how much I’ve distanced myself mentally from everyone yet every time I’d have my unbearable moments I still managed to be strong for them with the confidence that I will live up to the day I finally give them anything they need and continue to watch them grow up to be two independent amazing individuals, words cannot describe how much I miss my lil wueritos I promise I will come back home one day once I stabilize myself again I will come back as a better person I will continue to carry the big sister role for you guys and set out a good example so that life won’t be too rough on you guys and I won’t leave til the day you guys decide to start your own separate lives and won’t need me no more.I want to continue to make memories with my lil soulmates, watch them grow, teach them the things they don’t get taught and be there for them whenever that gloomy stage in life comes, when they feel like there’s no one there for them I want to lift them up, care and be by their sides on times when they don’t feel good.I will work my ass off and give them back more for the way they cared for me when I was hurting all alone.Those 2 pure souls deserve to be protected at all costs they helped me through the worst and don’t even know it yet but the day you guys are mature enough to understand how much your mentally unstable sister adores you I will tell you guys on how glad and happy I was to be your sister the day you were born.I talk and pray to God to allow me to grow up by your side, to give me the peaceful happy future that I see with my bloodline til the day my journey comes to an end ❤️

[Meme_Crib]

Every day I wake up into a body that isn’t me. I lie again and again so I don’t have to tell people who count on me that I’m not all that great and that I do struggle. I think the reason I make so much jokes is so I can have an ounce of that long forgotten joy I used to have inside of me. There’s people who have been with me since my lowest and that I really appreciate but slowly more and more of my friends simply leave and don’t talk to me anymore. There’s friends I have known since we were both little kids that just one day leave and it hurts because I don’t know what I’m doing wrong people say stuff like, you used to be way funnier, and I miss how you used to act, and that shit hurts more than anything. Because I know I can’t go back and I always try and look on the bright side but sometimes you just can’t. And people are starting to see me as weak because I bottle up all my stress and one little thing just knocks it all down and all they see is that little thing making me so mad

[prisma]

these songs make me feel hopeless and at the same time seeing a light at the end of a tunel

[Brown]

I just want to go to sleep and never wake. I want to go back to whatever my existence was before i was born. I dont want the ramifications on my family and friends of not being around after this point in time.

I dont know why i wrote this. Its 3am, maybe i should have written on paper or something instead