D4vd- Romantic Homicide (slowed n reverb)

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🌻Credits🌻

🌼Character: Squidward from SpongeBob SquarePants

🌼Thanks for watching! ❤️


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[seuhan]

lyrics :

I'm scared

It feels like you don't care

Enlighten me, my dear

Why am I still here?

I don't mean to be complacent with

the decisions you made
But why?
Mm

In the back of my mind
You died
And I didn't even cry
No, not a single tear
And I'm sick of waiting patiently for someone that won't even arrive

Whoa

In the back of my mind
I killed you
And I didn't even even regret it
I can't believe I said it
But it's true

I hate you

[Ejveitikkje]

Reasons To Keep Going
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your favourite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favorite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone you
75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships.
76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person.
77. Joy and happiness in the little things.
78. The power to inspire others.
79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression.
80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life.
81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet.
82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family.
83. Learn new things and develop new skills.
84. Create a legacy that will outlive you.
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Cuddles
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it.


Postscript:
I have done one and every one of them and I still feel empty I will keep trying...

[les_vraigoat]

my brothers and sisters is dead because of an accident and my grandma died because of a heart attack and i live alone now and the girl that i love didn't love me life is pain 😞

[Kaynuni]

I am a girl that suffered with depression, anxiety, now that I just started working on my self and doing what I like and not worrying about anyone now it doesn’t bother me anymore thanks to my mom luv u👍🏾

[SkyLark-AB]

"And im sick of waiting patiently for someone that wont even arrive." Dam that line hits me through the heart.

[Loroyale]

I love sad songs. I dont why but I love the feeling of crying. It just makes me feel secure and follow my own mind.

[darkkillertrex]

This is how i feel everyday
Have a good day everyone else

[gdoscar_]

Go into the shower at 10 pm while your family is asleep realizing you wasted another day vibes.

[A._.STRNGR]

I just moved schools a few months ago and realised how amny little people care about me my whole entire freind group haven't spoken to me since I left and I have lost all of them as freinds I now only have 3 freinds 2 of which bully me and make fun of me. Every day at this new school I stand next to people to make it look like i have freinds but I have nobody. And I cry almost every day.

[RebeccaCevallos]

My mother told me this that broke me she said "i was supposed to be in her womb a couple of hours but i came out a little bit to early i was born with very purple color i almost died but my life survived and im still alive to this day im going through very heavy times but in the end i still manage to hide my bitterness have a nice day everyone.

[mianneva]

This song speaks idk whenever i listen to it i fail to hold my tears

[Aqua_quotes]

Listening to this while missing someone ur on the verge of breaking up with

[daily_exploding_watermelon]

Yesterday my aunt died she wasn't able to breath well and then she died in peace. She is now in a better place.

[octoberbishop]

the older i get the more I relate to squidward.. :(

[Bruhman-brys]

what is love

[Munchonthatdough]

In the back of my mind you died and i didn't even cried no not a single tear 😔💔🥀🪦⚰️

[patsycrookshanks]

This makes me feel sad cause my dog died😢 I loved him so much he was my favorite but I got a new dog and I love him alot but this makes me think of my dog that died 😢

[franciscodonovan]

Thank you this helped me think of my crush ❤

[Gonzoc]

My depression thoughts are kicking in😅

[rip_lunch]

People who wanna kill themselves but don't wanna tell people cuz they don't wanna get bullied (yes i liked my own comment)
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