d4vd - romantic homicide but even sadder (slowed to perfection)

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d4vd - Romantic Homicide
(slowed to perfection)

[kaiambientofficial]

I'm scared,
(Ooh)
It feels like you don't care.
(Woah)
Enlighten me my dear,
(Woah)
Why am I still here?
(Woah)
I dont mean to be complacent
With the decisions you've made,
*But why?*
Mmmm
In the back of my mind,
(In the back of my mind)
You died.
(I killed you.)
And i didn't even cry
(I didn't even regret it)
Not a single tear.
(I can't believe I said it)
And im sick of
Waiting paitiently
for someone
That wont even
*arrive*
Woah.
In the back of my mind,
I killed you.
And I didn't even regret it.
I can't belive I said it
But it's true.

*i* *hate* *you* .

[aixzen.]

"One day after my suicide"

The day after my suicide, I loved my mother even more, when I saw her crying on the floor of my room, hugging my clothes with my photos scattered around her, I saw so much love past the tears in her eyes.

The day after my suicide, I felt how much my father loved me, no matter how hard it was, in the midst of so much sadness, he spoke to me with tears in his eyes about how proud he was of me and how much he loved me.

The day after my suicide, I saw my dog was more incredible than I could imagine. Everytime someone came home, he would run to the door excited to see me, and seeing that it was not me, would lay down in front of the door and continue waiting for me.

The day after my suicide, I felt the love of my sister when I saw her sitting in her room with eyes full of tears. She remembered the times we played, talked and argued together in our beautiful childhood. Treasured moments.The day after my suicide, I felt how important I was to my best friends. They were looking at all our pictures together...remembering the laughs we shared.

The day after my suicide, I felt the sorrow in my teachers. They blamed themselves for not noticing.

At night I went to the morgue to look for myself and said: "So many dreams we had", "So many loved ones", "So many people to meet", "You had so many people that loved you, yet you threw it all away?", "You have to have a lot of courage to take your life. Why didn't you use that courage to win?"

Thank goodness that was just a vision.

Remember: You are still here and can change your life forever. You are better than you think you are. Prettier, smarter and stronger.

Make this yours. Save it to notes and read it later.

Disclaimer: This is not my story I just wanted to spread it because maybe it helps some people :)

[goofy]

..biggest mistake we made when we were younger was thinking growing up was fun :)

[Wolfsta]

"We didn't realize we were making memories, we were just having fun..."

[Ashi.Kurobara]

"and im sick of waiting patiently for someone that won't even arive" Hits hard that's dark..

[gdoscar_]

"And im sick of waiting patiently for someone that wont even arrive" really hit me for some reason. Thanks for making this, straight to my playlist.

[SunWuKongD]

At times like this, I’m genuinely scared for the future generation. I look at the current state of the world and say to myself “Is this the world we are leaving for the future generation?”. Maybe it’s just me at 3AM just wanting to pour out some of my sadness and frustration into a comment section and probably going to forget about this in the morning, but genuinely I think typing or writing my feelings into a place or journal feels, therapeutic to me, anyways if you are somehow reading this I hope you have a glorious day (or night) and may God bless.

[mabahoedits]

Your crush could be listening to this song right now but thinking about someone else in their mind, and you are nowhere close to being in their mind because to them, you are just there.



edit: My crush likes me back! But it's okay, I've realized that there's always time to focus on love. Right now, my priority is my well-being. So we're both just friends now since he agreed that it's best if we didn't start anything yet.

[BoBcjr]

2023 hurt me a lot
1. Lost my dog
2. My parents were always fighting and had to step up
3.my crush lost interest in me (which really doesn’t matter)
4.found out that my family members talked behind my back even my grand parents
5.im left alone now

I hope 2024 is better
I always try to do my best regardless how things are going

For everyone who’s having a bad time don’t give up
keep going and STAY HARD because GOD is always watching so believe in yourself

[Mr.PoopDog]

How can you be strong without being weak once, how can you be brave if you have not felt fear yet

[Fze-uqei]

My aunt died a year ago Everytime i listen to this song i bawl my eyes out she was my everything now all of that is gone i would do anything just to give her one last hug

[yuroreallycantsnipe]

My friend was recently killed in a police shooting by accident fire and this really brings me close to him... Rest in peace Claude.

[Blurred_bionic]

"Im sick of waiting patiently for someone that wont even cry" that just hits hard

[DIZZYYJ]

I miss her, i cant get her out of my head. It doesnt get better

[TheHuracanGuy]

They said they loved you
They said they cared about you
They said you are special to them
They said they never leave you
They said they'd never give up on you

But, did they really mean that?

[muffin_lolz]

Every time I hear this song, I wonder what my life could’ve been, I think about my mistakes and how I should’ve spent more time with my family, every time I hear it, I cry, I don’t know why, but I still listen to it.

[DrivingEmpireReviews]

just leaving this comment so when I get a like I can listen to this banger

[jakiepoo]

You know when you feel happy with them and out of the blue they break up with you for no apparent reason and now you’re left here listening to sad songs depressed as hell. Going through that shit rn and it fucking hurts more than a knife

[omfgwhatt]

I remember when this song was way more popular- a week after my best friend stopped being friends with me. this was my go to song after.

Now we’re best friends again- after all of that crying and emotions, but we just brush it off.

[Waltuhwituh]

There can't be someone who just don't close the whole phone and stop tearing when someone walks in and sees you crying.