Filling - z²

酷い事してごめんね。

1st album 『 secare 』

[ 収録曲 ]
1. secare
2. shizumu
3. サイレンサー
4. あおしろっぷ
5. 未練は天使
6. Filling
7. A crow
8. 君は飛ぶ

▼1st album 『 secare 』 ❤️‍🩹

◾︎ music / vocal / Illust : z²

◾︎ composer : Omamurin

【 Filling 】

別れが辛いから見ないふりして
バレてた？ごめんね？
君は好きじゃないや
いいように使ってごめんね
都合よく穴埋めをしてた

別れが辛いから見ないふりして
バレてた？ごめんね？
君は好きじゃないや
いいように使ってごめんね
都合よく穴埋めをしてた

その場の感情で吐いてしまった
その場で満足するのを優先して
絶え間ない罪悪感と責任
これは命の代償

優しさに甘えた
『おかえり』をくれるこの関係が
心地よくて 落とし上手で
ホコリが舞った 花びらに見えた

盲目だ綺麗なものを
想像した ダサいな
臆病だ 愛に触れるの
暴走する私のはーと

拘束している I'm sorry
ごめん君はyou are my toy baby

別れが辛いから見ないふりして
バレてた？ごめんね？
君は好きじゃないや
いいように使ってごめんね
都合よく穴埋めをしてた

別れが辛いから見ないふりして
バレてた？ごめんね？
君は好きじゃないや
いいように使ってごめんね
都合よく穴埋めをしてた

その場の感情で吐いてしまった
その場で満足するのを優先して
絶え間ない罪悪感と責任
これは命の代償

会いたいなんて言って
大概空っぽで
君は微塵も気づかないの？
『好き』と言われる度に
「ありがとう」
それしか言えなくて

盲目だ綺麗なものを
汚した 最低だ
臆病だ 愛に触れると
くすんでいく私のはーと

拘束している I'm sorry
ごめん 君は穴埋め役

別れが辛いから見ないふりして
バレてた？ごめんね？
君は好きじゃないや
いいように使ってごめんね
都合よく穴埋めをしてた

別れが辛いから見ないふりして
バレてた？ごめんね？
君は好きじゃないや
いいように使ってごめんね
都合よく穴埋めをしてた

その場の感情で吐いてしまった
その場で満足するのを優先して
絶え間ない罪悪感と責任
これは命の代償

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#z² #Filling

[WillsHzArts]

Amazing Album✨🤍. Awesome Music List✨✨
This is an Masterpiece. Good Job and Thanks for Your Hardwork z²-San 👍👍✨.

[mrezkybayusetya]

4H and Filling are my favorites track from you. Keep up the good work zeze-san!!

[Samm_isnothappy]

For those who want to know the lyrics. Here is the translate version to english. I don't understand neither so i go translate this song by using Chat GPT. Hope this is accurate to the og:


I pretended not to see because breaking up is painful
Did you notice? I'm sorry.
I don’t love you.
I’m sorry for using you for my convenience.
I was just filling a void.

I pretended not to see because breaking up is painful
Did you notice? I'm sorry.
I don’t love you.
I’m sorry for using you for my convenience.
I was just filling a void.

I blurted things out based on the emotions of the moment,
Prioritizing the temporary satisfaction.
Endless guilt and responsibility—
This is the price of life.

I took advantage of your kindness.
The relationship where you said "Welcome home"
Felt so comfortable, you were good at making me fall.
The dust in the air looked like flower petals.

I was blind, imagining something beautiful.
How pathetic.
I’m a coward when it comes to love.
My heart runs wild—
Restrain me, I'm sorry.

Sorry, but you are my toy, baby.

I pretended not to see because breaking up is painful
Did you notice? I'm sorry.
I don’t love you.
I’m sorry for using you for my convenience.
I was just filling a void.

I pretended not to see because breaking up is painful
Did you notice? I'm sorry.
I don’t love you.
I’m sorry for using you for my convenience.
I was just filling a void.

I blurted things out based on the emotions of the moment,
Prioritizing the temporary satisfaction.
Endless guilt and responsibility—
This is the price of life.

I said "I want to see you, "
But most of the time, I was empty inside.
Did you really never notice?

Every time you said "I love you, "
All I could say was "Thank you."

I was blind, staining something beautiful.
How terrible.
I’m a coward when it comes to love.
Touching it makes my heart fade away.

My heart is restrained—I'm sorry.
Sorry, but you were just filling a hole.

I pretended not to see because breaking up is painful
Did you notice? I'm sorry.
I don’t love you.
I’m sorry for using you for my convenience.
I was just filling a void.

I pretended not to see because breaking up is painful
Did you notice? I'm sorry.
I don’t love you.
I’m sorry for using you for my convenience.
I was just filling a void.

I blurted things out based on the emotions of the moment,
Prioritizing the temporary satisfaction.
Endless guilt and responsibility—
This is the price of life.

[bs_lu]

MV嬉しすぎるリピ沢山しますꌩ ̫ ꌩ💧
共感できる曲多くて大好きです♩

[ZaynZhangeOnkgaku]

Ugh i always find this song so peaceful and great it makes me wanna squish it into bubbles that'll never pop (metaphoric), also you got your first english comment haha

[pimopimo_Uzer]

そこに愛は...無かったかぁ...
曲のストーリーと歌詞の言葉選び、とても大好きです