Spiritbox - Jaded (Official Music Video)

Directed by Caleb Mallery
 
Production Companies: Tension Division & Wandering Cameras
Executive Producer: Joel J Cook & Caleb Mallery
Producer: Alex P. Willson
Producer: Manar Humidan
Production Supervisor: Valerija V Mizula
1st AD: Jim Munoz
 
DP: Timothy Jensen
1st AC: Luis Suarez
2nd AC: Max Frew
 
Gaffer: Christopher Ahern
BB Elec: Christian Carleton
Electric: Nick Street
 
Key Grip: Marlow Nunez
BB Grip: Luis Santos
 
Production Designer: John Richoux
Art Director: Zoe-Zoe Sheen
Construction Coordinator: Luis "Beto" Zaragoza
Carpenter: Matt Burns
Carpenter: Elio "Gizmo" Martinez
 
Production Assistant | Truck: Chris Sinclair
Production Assistant | Office: Sivan Ambrose
Production Assistant | Set: Alyssa McCall
 
Edited by Caleb Mallery & Jon Rouzier
Colorist: David Torcivia
VFX: Andres Jaramillo & Straynge
 
Hair: Lana Hunter
Makeup: Christina Guerra 
Courtney Styling: Shalev Lavàn
Assistant Stylist: Arlen Gvarela
 
Shot at Rogue Wave Studios in Los Angeles, CA.

Lyrics:
I feel alone in my body
I feel a silence underneath
In these valleys of blood
In these rivers of rust

Shoulder all the blame again
Mirror locked until the end
It was violent and rough
I was never enough

But what if I was stable enough to wind me down the road
Like a remora swims?
But what if I was inside a thousand lives to give my ghost?
It’s never enough
It’s never enough

And I’ve always been ashamed that I want to
Fall into a dream with my honour desecrated
Blood is jaded
I’ve never found a way to be honest
All I know is a place where I haunted memories faded
Blood is jaded

In my dreams all I see is a crimson key
Tethered by a falling string
Meant to turn in the lock for me
I can’t leave so I justify
Interloper of confidence
Under pressure of influence
Not a curse that I caused
Never to rot
But what if I was?
But what if I was?
It’s never enough
It’s never enough

And I’ve always been ashamed that I want to
Fall into a dream with my honour desecrated
Blood is jaded
I’ve never found a way to be honest
All I know is a place where I haunted memories faded
Blood is jaded

I know where I want to go
But you know that it’s too close
And you know that it’s too late this time

And I’ve always been ashamed that I want to
Fall into a dream with my honour

I’ve never found a way to be honest
All I know is a place where I haunted memories faded
Blood is jaded

And I’ve always been ashamed that I want to
Fall into a dream with my honour desecrated
Blood is jaded
I’ve never found a way to be honest
All I know is a place where I haunted memories faded
Love is jaded

What if I was?

Socials:

[joshinaround]

This is the most Spiritbox song to ever Spiritbox. Ethereal clean vocals, strong screams, lovely ambience, Stringer riffs, chonks, bass clear in the mix, catchy chorus, solid drumming. Loved every second of this.

[twinny_mi]

I love that in almost all of Spiritbox's music videos Courtney is doing her little dancy dance while Mike does the sickest riffs lmao

[metal_pineapple]

I listened to this song so many times when my wife was pregnant that my newborn instantly calms down whenever she hears it. Her little metal lullaby. Proud daddy. Thank you Spiritbox! ❤

[OrangeKitty]

Her voice deserves a grammy. This band deserved that win.

[stephaniesanchez]

This song won the Grammy in my heart 🤍 love you Spiritbox!!!

[NewageM]

They deserve a Grammy. They been at it their whole lives. This is their best work and they are finally perfecting what they do.

[paytoncombs]

Courtney’s cleans in the final chorus are STUNNING

[jensonnunez]

IT'S NOT ONLY ABOUT COURTNEY... The whole arrangements of the song are really incredible, these guys are the future.

[JFJK]

Damn. This might be my new favorite Spiritbox song. The riffs, the chorus, the screams and cleans, all perfection. I wasn’t expecting this today. What a gift.

[arjbang]

Lyrics
I feel alone in my body
I feel a silence underneath
In these valleys of blood
In these rivers of rust
Shoulder all the blame again
Mirror locked until the end
It was violent and rough
I was never enough
But what if I was stable enough to wind me down the road
Like a remora swims?
But what if I was inside a thousand lives to give my ghost?
It's never enough, it's never enough
And I've always been ashamed that I wanna
Fall into a dream with my honour desecrated
Blood is jaded
I've never found a way to be honest
All I know is a place where I haunted memories faded
Blood is jaded
In my dreams all I see is a crimson key
Tethered by a falling string
Meant to turn in the lock for me
I can't leave so I justify
Interloper of confidence
Under pressure of influence
Not a curse that I caused
Never to rot
What if I was? (What if I was?)
What if I was?
(It's never enough, it's never enough)
And I've always been ashamed that I wanna
Fall into a dream with my honour desecrated
Blood is jaded
I've never found a way to be honest
All I know is a place where I haunted memories faded
Blood is jaded
I know where I wanna go
But you know that it's too close
And you know that it's too late this time
And I've always been ashamed that I wanna
Fall into a dream with my honour
I've never found a way to be honest
All I know is a place where I haunted memories faded
Blood is jaded
And I've always been ashamed that I wanna
Fall into a dream with my honour desecrated
Blood is jaded
I've never found a way to be honest
All I know is a place where I haunted memories faded
Love is jaded

[Ims]

Love Spiritbox’s songs that blend Courtney’s harsh vocals and her beautiful cleans. Another song that’ll be on repeat 🔥

[Kalebsweeten]

I’ll never get tired of seeing Josh with these guys. What a great addition.

[theonetheycallfear]

Courtney’s voice feels like a hug after a long day at work.

[NRDZMBI]

It’s so incredible to see Courtney’s vocals continue to get better each album! Coming from IWABO it’s been a HUGE change!

[redefiningcool]

Is it just me or do they keep getting better?? Courtney is an absolute powerhouse. Literal goosebumps

[usukapal]

Low key, screw the grammys for denying this song a rightful win. Metallica's latest isn't changing metal music. This song, this song is changing metal music and deserves recognition at the highest level

[primebreaker]

I always love Courtney's lyrics and the abstract storytelling they express. It's fascinating to read.

[TrionityIr]

This band has some sick riffs. Her vocals and their riffs are addicting.

[pancakeburglar]

Spiritbox just don’t miss, another fantastic song. Courtney’s vocals in that final chorus really take the song to the next level. Can’t wait for the new EP!!

[Morani]

I start crying from 3:30 her voice is everything