𝙃𝘼𝙏𝙀 𝙈𝙔𝙎𝙀𝙇𝙁 - 𝙉𝙁 (𝙎𝙇𝙊𝙒𝙀𝘿)

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𝙃𝘼𝙏𝙀 𝙈𝙔𝙎𝙀𝙇𝙁 - 𝙉𝙁 (𝙎𝙇𝙊𝙒𝙀𝘿)
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𝙄𝙉𝙎𝙏𝘼𝙂𝙍𝘼𝙈
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𝙇𝙔𝙍𝙄𝘾𝙎
I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself

Yeah, late nights are the worst for me
They bring out the worst in me
Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think
If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me
All the core beliefs
And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I ain't my worth 'cause I'm at war with peace
Or go to Hell, welcome to the corpse of me
Look at the body like you ain't nothin' but poor and weak
It's kinda weird
Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink
That's more deceit, more defeat
Is this really what I'm born to be?
That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique
So poor, but I'm so wealthy
Need help, but you can't help me
What else can the world sell me?
Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they goin' outta stock
But it's not healthy

I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself

Yeah, late nights get the best of me
They know how to get to me
Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
But I don't wanna die, just wanna get relief
So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful
What is success when hope has left you
I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record
Sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh!
Come across like it's so easy
But I feel like you don't need me
When I feel like you don't need me
Then I feel like you don't see me
And my life has no meaning, drain me
Hands out, tryna ask for love
But when I get it, I just pass it up
Throw it away and think about it later
Diggin' through the trash for drugs
Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't
I'm scared because

I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself

I walk through the ashes of my passions
Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket
Get lost in the questions I can't answer
Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter
We scream to be free, but I stay captured
Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions
Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lackin'
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
But I can't have it
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
But I can't have it
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it

I don't see you like I should
You look so misunderstood
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Pray to God with my arms open
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
And I wish I could help
But it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But it's hard when I hate myself
Hate myself
But it's hard when I hate myself
When I hate myself
It's kinda hard when I hate myself
I hate myself
It's hard when I hate myself
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𝙃𝘼𝙎𝙃𝙏𝘼𝙂𝙎
#slowed #reverb #sad
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𝙌𝙐𝙊𝙏𝙀
I'm learning to love myself..
It's the hardest thing I've ever done
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If you are reading that.. I wish you strength for your life, Don't let your mind make you feel worthless. Life can be beautiful but its normal that there will be sad days. Learn from them move on and live your life because you are getting older and older and one day its too late.

Be yourself and thats how I love you!

fatetsuki

Me: 3:00am..always wear headset to hear a sadsong everyday :")

Yangjungwonn

“Need help but u can’t help me” I felt that

vxmpty.

My favourite NF song, I feel every word

candycobee

How could you dislike this great video I just need to know

halo

This song hits me alone... and this don't help...

kc

Back then, I listened to this song because I just loved NF. Now, I listen to the song because it’s the only thing that can describe how I feel on the daily.

I have a lot of friends, which I know is something lots of people want too. They’re all amazing, and they always pull me out of the low, even when I’m close to ending it all. But I’ve realized after a while, I can’t return the same feeling of joy or hope to them when they are at their worst. It hurts because all I can do is stare at the screen, not knowing how to respond to a plea for help, coming from someone who has always been there for me. I want to help them so badly, but I just can’t.

I’m loud, I’m popular, and I’m just cool in the eyes of others. I feel terrible, knowing that should be something I’m happy about, but it simply glosses over how I actually feel. I’ll stare at a screen, sending silly messages to make others laugh, while I’m on the other side hurting. It makes me appear happy all the time, when I’m just so miserable that I can’t stand it.

I apologize for the small vent. I haven’t spoken of this to anyone before, so I thought I should start with strangers on the internet. If you’re reading this- thank you.

kainichuals

I feel like this sound explains everything I feel when the bad mood takes too much place in me, when I myself could never explain my emotions.
...I don't know it's weird...

monamirande

Perfect! Thank you so much! I love this song

Oliszowa

And i wish i could help but its hard when i hate myself...

GhxstFce

Why did YouTube gave me warning twice to listen to this masterpiece?! -

freestarhoney

1:12 will I ever decide to go to bed or listen to this song?

dice

My dad has put me in bad situations since I was 7 so my childhood was cut short and now he’s ruining my brothers lives and I can do nothing but watch it because their deep in manipulation.

cherrybreazy

Honestly I listen to this song way to much. My family says I listen to many depressing songs lol they aren't depressing they re relatable

hecticthoughts