its 3am and i still miss you

Sleep/Ambient Mix
Chill & Calm
🎧 Lofi/Chill Beats 🎧

Full EP titled 'While You Were Away' by Kasper Lindmark

Tracklist:
1. Grace
2.Truly
3. Snowcone
4. Hideko, Please Dont Leave
5. Happy
6. Before It's Too Late
7. Plant
8. I'm Missin You
9. When You Return
10. Soon

Kasper Lindmark

Artwork by Angel Ganev

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[wretchedegg]

I love the 3am version of people.. sad and vulnerable

[feelslikeflying]

i miss myself
i miss the feeling of how i loved myself
i was confident
and proud
seems so far nowadays

[natalieperez]

“Nothing makes a room feel emptier than wanting someone in it.”

[teeqo]

I love you all. It'll be okay, I promise <3

[madalynrhoads]

You know your sad when your sitting in the dark just starring in space then start to cry bc you have built up all your emotions for people..

[versace]

*_will I ever stop missing you? You’ve probably forgotten me long ago_* ...

[nikakuraica]

remember all the things we did..?




you were all i had, now its 3am and i still miss you

[serafiny]

That moment when you spend endless hours helping her to fix herself, yet she will be the one who will break you apart.

[matt]

of all the lies, "I love you" was my favorite...

[bennyboi]

i want everyone here to remember that relationships end due to an imbalance of love - one loved too little, one loved too much.
an ex is a lesson. learn from it, and grow.
i love you guys and be super safe
xx

[strtn]

i miss her, _oh god i miss her._

they say i miss the routine, the good-morning texts, the late night calls, afternoon talks, but no.

any other person could do that to me, but it won’t feel the same. because *i miss her, * not how she made me feel, not the routine, not the feeling. but her.

i miss her, and it’s idiotic since she was my first love. and i know there are a billion other people out there, more years of our lives to come, but she’ll always stay in my heart.

after all, we can’t forget our first loves. they were the ones who first taught us what it is, the feelings, what love itself. for some, it may not be love, but it is. whatever our perspective of love, _is love._

i miss her, _fuck do i miss her._

[cristinacastro]

“I love you” -words we all wish to hear

[xenagoras]

*it's crazy how you did nothing for me, but still my everything*

[idcmn]

11 months without you


you're probably okay without me, but god, it hurts not being able to talk to you

EDIT: a year since i last talked to them, and man, i've moved on. made new friends, and yeah, i've got a bit of a crush now too. i've seen all of your responses, and my heart hurts for you guys, but trust me. it's gonna be okay. it may take you months, even years, but you're gonna be so okay, and that person is gonna be in the back of your mind. best of luck <3

EDIT 2 (april 21, 2023): across these 4 years, that crush i had turned into a partner, who is now my ex (it didn’t end well) but it’s okay, because i have a partner who i love more than anything. i remember who i was talking about, and i still hope they’re happy, and loved, and appreciated, the way they deserve to be. loving and losing is part of life. be strong. your time will come. love you all :)

[keiraharter]

Hey wait, don’t leave
I still need your smile
Your laugh
And I still need that feeling
Whenever you told me I inspired you
I still need that

Please, be my friend again
You don’t have to love me
I’m just not ready to lose you yet

But I guess I should’ve known
I’d mess it up with the confession.

[likanure]

"its funny how we are all listening to the same song but thinking about different people"

[taylorlubin]

My chest gets tight when I listen to this, like I wanna cry but I can’t.

[feelslikeflying]

i just want a shoulder to cry on and someone to hug. maybe i’m being too selfish asking for this but i really don’t feel strong enough by myself anymore.

[thetimeisnow]

There was this girl...

All throughout elementary school I had the biggest crush on this girl. She had poofy blonde hair, deep blue eyes, and was the sweetest person I had ever met. We never talked; she had her friends and I had mine, but I always managed to get caught gazing at her beauty at the wrong time. This girl was seriously gorgeous, but I never had the balls to talk to her.

A few years pass, and I continue to let my heart get broken from afar. She became on a pedestal for me, and every day I would think of her. One random day, we were working on sculpture pieces in school. I was struggling, and I was behind schedule and needed to put in some overtime to get it done. As the rest of the class packed up and went home, I remained with my things. I will never forget how she gently placed her hand on mine, and said "it looks great". She stayed with me after school and we talked about life. I had never felt such bliss in my life. The next day we were instantly friends, and I finally could talk to her about everything.

But I didn't. I had truly fallen head over heels for this girl, and to express my true feelings would interrupt our relationship. For two years I held my secret, and I didn't tell a single soul. Over time, we slowly began to fall in love. Everything was going right, or so I thought.

When I received the news that I was going to move to Colorado with my family, it threw my whole world upside down. I had to say goodbye to all my friends, favorite spots, and the girl I loved. I was completely devastated. When I told her, she didn't talk to me for a week. We still existed on this level of intimacy where we weren't officially dating, but we both desperately wanted it. But for the sake of avoiding broken hearts, we unspokenly decided not to pursue our desires.

I will never forget the dance that we went to together. We both are dancers, and we went to a swing club for a night. I will never forget how I held her close, and we swayed together to the music. I will never forget how she took my hand and put it on her heart, and said "my heart is beating out of my chest. I can't fake that ive fallen in love with you". I will never forget how she kissed me while I held her in my arms.

After we graduated we went to many grad parties together. We didn't speak of what happened at the dance, for fear that it would tear our hearts apart. At one party, we climbed a big oak tree and sat in the branches near the top. She held me in her arms and hugged me around my back. I will never forget how we both cried, as she kissed my neck and we embraced in looming branches. I will never forget how my heart felt at that moment. Love can manifest itself as physical feeling, and what I experienced was heartbreak.

I remember hugging all of my friends goodbye and everyone was crying. I got in the car and slowly drove off, and the entire party chased after me, screaming and waking up the entire neighborhood. I will never forget looking back, and seeing the girl with the poofy blond hair and deep blue eyes looking back at me. I cried the majority of the 24 hour drive, until I had no more tears to cry.

I still wonder how she is doing today. We obviously are commented on social media, but the pain of talking again was too much to bear and so we haven't spoke in years. It's been three years since I saw her beauty, and I still think I am in love with her. I've dated other girls, and have tried everything to end my heartache, but I truly believed that I had my one chance to fall in love and it was taken from me. One day... we will meet again, and maybe my world will change again for the better.

[caroline-pmmo]

i hate the feeling when you can tell someone's getting disinterested in you :( their texts get shorter and dryer until they just stop replying n ur just like what did i do