You are an idiot stress reliever/vent

edit: I’m honestly not to upset anymore because I just ate a whole bar of chocolate then butt dialled my sister :)

AARRREEEGGG ugh okay so I need to get this out of my system so I’m just dumping this here.

Basically I am shit at math I don’t like swearing in my descriptions but there is no other way to describe this other then I am shit. But I was put in the top classes for everything but math, for math I was put in the second best EVEN THOUGH I GOT 51% ON MATH I SHOULD BE IN THE AVERAGE CLASS!!! So I walked into math class really nervous because I knew I wouldn’t understand anything and low and behold I GOT THE SHIT MATH TEACHER THE ONE THAT NO ONE LIKES SERIOUSLY WHAT THE FUCK!!!

The school knew I was dumb and knew I can’t talk to teachers, they knew I needed a supportive math teacher because my brain is just stupid and doesn’t work how it’s supposed to AND STILL PUT ME THERE!!! I took my seat and was on the verge of tears just looking at the shit on the board and the teacher starts talking. The asshole was so unpredictable, he would laugh at a joke one time and them you said the joke again and you’d get detention, sometimes he would answer a question other times he would call you stupid. The worst bit was all this was so advanced math that I couldn’t understand a word he was saying.

anyways he gave is homework thats due TOMORROW! I don’t understand anything that we “learnt”! and the homework makes no sense and at the time that I am writing this description I am crying over my empty textbook trying to will the knowledge into existence. I’m just gonna go to school tomorrow and get a detention I don’t really care anymore.

on a more positive note this was scrawled on the wall and I made me laugh:

I have suicidal thoughts
I have depression
I have whiteout
I have scissors
I have anxiety
I have mr _
I have homework
I have COVID
I have a dick

The last one made me laugh the most cos I go to an all girls school :)

[epicthunder]

honestly, bad teachers are the worst. i've had a lot of bad teachers and it really does bring your mood and mental health down. just think about it like this. get through the class and you won't have to deal with the bad teacher anymore. and tbh, grades truly don't define your intelligence as a person. granted it sucks to get a lower grade than you want, and unfortunately you can't really do much about it. the bet you can do is to learn and improve. mistakes are your biggest tool to improve. you got this jelly, get through this year with storm. i'm rooting for you

[echohowler]

I’m so sorry! Bad teachers are tough but I know you’ll get through :) Just know that it’s not your fault even when people are rude and don’t push yourself too hard trying to learn this stuff.