the reason i'm alive

blehh this is actually super duper old and I'm just trying to breathe new life into them kasi sayang naman

this song is about the pressures of hitting milestones at certain ages and the overwhelming worry that I'll still live an unfulfilled life regardless of achieving it.

lyrics:
I'm gonna get married at 25 years old
I'm not exactly sure with who yet
nor am I certain I can do it

I'm gonna get married at 25 years old.
I'm gonna have kids before I'm 30
Have a house at 25
And Retire when I'm 60

Pray to god
to know
the reason I'm alive

[Dakota_Likes_Music]

I love your voice !! :> It just sounds so calming even if the song, is, well not y'know.

[meowmreowmeow]

This is a rlly good song !! I tbh think people See too much for certain ages, people should be able to live their life how they want, ,

[damosaurus]

The sneakers in the wedding dress was a nice touch, absolutely bangin' tune

[Everosaz]

Existential crisis era, "just live" is my motto but still thinking why I'm alive

[shutup.]

Ahhh this is so relatable even with clear goals set and all the pressure to achieve them it’s so hard to know if it’s worth it and you’ll actually be happy at the other end :’)

[fish-froggs]

i like the new instruments in the background as well though i cant pick out what they are its very cool

[shutup.]

As normal your songs are amazing and the visuals so clear and pleasing :))

[nopenopenopenope]

Mood, but also, IN THE ABSENCE OF MEANING, YOU MAKE YOUR OWN.

[TotallyNotBarbatos]

THIS WAS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL VIDEO THANK YOU FOR UPLOADING

[itsHirikio_Mafie]

Another amazing song from you!! Keep up the amazing work but also keep a healthy life style!

[namounfive]

i love how ur art has improved over the course of ur videos, , its so nice to watch ur progress <3

[mochakiri]

I have no words to describe this but your songs have inspired me to keep going

[xeria]

ang ganda talaga the looming pressure of what to do in the future and why you're alive can be soso overwhelmingg !! and you captured it so well in this song

[evauninvited]

Watching your music change as u mature is truly a blessing to watch ❤😊

[yeonjihan]

singing and animatic on point as always! i like how you experimented with some brass this time around, it had a nice touch. keep up the amazing work!

[bjp]

Uwaaaa the art really leveled up and it already looked nice! Your voice is so nice too

[paraNormalGhosts]

I find it super interesting that she’s wearing sneakers with her wedding dress, as if to show she’s not fully grown yet

[moonduck]

PETITION FOR FULL VERSION, ITS TOO GOOD 🗣

[mx.starectletic]

OH MY GOSHH NEW SONG OUT IM SO HAPPYY??? but its really so stressing to think about the future, do whatever ur atleast comfortable with, okay?? stay safe btw!!

[Sloomidified]

Me getting a no smoking ad after seeing the thumbnail 😭