my testimony

growing up learning being a Christain meant control and fear and hatred to running to new age, boys and witchcraft, to Jesus finding me and finally receiving real true love and healing for the first time through a genuine relationship with Jesus and learning who He actually is and not who the world painted Him as. After giving my life to Jesus, He never stopped working for the good in me, my life is filled to the brim with blessing after blessing. I'm so grateful for every single one of you and I attribute everything good that I have to God bein a Good Good Father. You are so so loved, and freedom and real healing in a gentle loving and compassionate way is there for you too- Jesus loves you no matter what you may have done, no matter what you will do and no matter what you think of Him- He still loves you and just wants to be with you.

[CONEAXK]

Friends are just family chosen by you.

[lorin]

as a teenage girl, it's so powerful to see older girls be strong and bold in their faith, especially in the midst of the craziness of youtube. so thank you and god bless <3

[bugsbunny]

"Even when I wasnt a Christian, God was there"

Amen! This is something i had to learn. I used to be so angry with God. How could He leave me when I most needed him? But He never did. He was there. He understands my pain. He feels it. The Bible says "Jesus wept". Its a lie from hell that he wasn't there. Even when i didnt accept him, He accepted me.

[brandoncharles]

I've been watching YouTube for over 15 years, and this is one of the best videos I've ever seen. Thank you for sharing your testimony. It's always great to see the Lord's work in the world.

[kevinnguyen]

This girl is about my age. To think she’s gone through so much in her life and grown so much blows my mind. Thank you for sharing your story, Hannah!

[tofemm]

Psalm 27:10. Your love never cease to amaze. Glory be to you King Jesus. I wish I could hug you Hannah.

[landonnovak]

I randomly got a reel on instagram taking me to this video, and I’ve never felt more understanding of someone else’s struggles. I never had an incident like when you were taken to your dads to that extent of eminent danger, but the managing the house, the drugs, the random people coming around really hit home for me. When you spoke of your mom and her bipolar that struck a chord in me as well, the uncomfortable forced comforting, and basically parenting my parents. The struggles you have faced are far greater than mine, and it sounds bad but I’m glad I found someone with a similar upbringing that doesn’t use it as an excuse but just is what happens, happens. I’m currently in a battle within myself for Christianity, and throughout my life I’ve put trust into god and Jesus, was taught the wrong Christianity, living in a pastors house where he beat his family, and have been let down by the people who preach righteousness. I so desperately want to wholeheartedly believe, and strive for it daily, but I can’t stop myself from questioning every step of the way.

[goobon]

Went through some childhood issues and fell into a horrible job that led me to substance abuse, which eventually forced me to realize the spiritual nature of reality. Went from a devout atheist to an honest skeptic after seeing things I couldn't describe as anything but esoteric under the influence of substances like DMT and LSD, fell into gnosticism, the occult, and the whole "do what thou wilt" mindset, and grew inevitably more and more frustrated and tired of life. Spiritual warfare is VERY real. Your testimony is wonderful and relatable, thank you very much for sharing. There is no God other than the most high, and he is truly powerful, beautiful and loving. He has humbled me and shown me the error in my ways, put me on a new path, given me the strength to overcome my past, and taught me what love truly is. God has put you here for a reason!! Keep strong in faith and he will guide you every step of the way.

[memessteams]

I’ve never seen your Channel or any of your content before, however I am so glad I came across this video. Lately I’ve been struggling with the pain from my past. I had cancer last year at the age of 16. Thankfully I beat it but there will always be scars. I’ve had a hard life and thought I had it really bad but after watching your video all the way through it put it into perspective that I could of have it worse. I’m so sorry you’ve been through all that. However I’m glad you are in Christ. I gave my life to Christ last year as I was fighting cancer and he saved me, he changed me, he gave me a second chance to live. Anyway my point being I’ve been struggling with past trauma over the last week and your video just came out of nowhere and that voice was telling me to watch it and I’m so glad I did. This really touched me and reminded me that what’s happened doesn’t matter and that Jesus heals. Thank you Hannah and God bless you!!! 2:20:57

[strayjustin]

This needs to be a book or a movie or something cause this is just, it's so powerful man. I am so sorry you went through the things you did but I am so glad you are here now. You a real one.

[jeanjacquesbrutus]

And I thought I had a rough childhood when I grew up with loving parents in the comfort of a house. Testimonies like this make me grateful and realize the grace/goodness of God !

[VikingRic]

When you said you felt like “you had a God size whole in your heart”. And you felt like you had a whole heart again. It is not cheesy at all. When we ask Him in, Jesus really does come in & reside in you. Ezekiel 36:26 says “I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh again.” I still remember that feeling when I accepted Jesus in, & this is only the beginning in your relationship with Him. I teared up watching this & I am not one to get emotional. Our world desperately needs Jesus more then ever, so thank you for sharing your story! Even though You may be persecuted for it! ❤ Congratulations & welcome home🎊

[davidhire]

This is the most amazing testimony I have ever heard. Hanna is not a "superficial" woman but a super woman. Please, continue with your relationship with Christ. You HAVE a purpose and a gift.

[katskye]

I loved this and I'm so glad more people our age are coming to Christianity and finding God

[BigJebby]

I'm so glad Hannah is here now. Her and her communities influences have genuinely had such an amazing impact on my life. ❤

[pathos]

I’m not religious myself, but this popped up in my feed at random and after watching I wanted to say I’m proud of you for coming forward like this. Following what we feel is right in our hearts can be hard, and to be open about ourselves publicly is even harder arguably because it can invite ridicule and criticism from others…but that also takes a courage and vulnerability that can speak to others and inspire them to find the same thing in themselves. We may not share beliefs but I think you’re doing an important thing here.

I also think it’s a cool thing to see people with more different outlooks than me in the streaming space so others like you can find more of a place within the streaming community to feel at home. I worry sometimes that people who are religious might feel unwelcome because streaming can tend to be a pretty secular space, so seeing that diversity and opportunity for more people to be included is awesome.

So yeah, keep doing your thing and thanks for sharing this. 😊♥️

[BibleAtoZ]

I helped out at a church camp several years ago and this girl was opening up about her seriously messed up home life. Long story short she went home planning on killing herself, but decided to read her Bible for the first time in years just because and she randomly opened it up and it was Psalm 27:10 - "Though my father and mother forsake me, the Lord will take me in."

Hannah, your parents made so many mistakes and had so much sin (which was NOT your fault), but always remember that you have a heavenly Father who loves you perfectly and unconditionally! God bless

[CoVending]

Oooo I felt the fire when you started talking about the baptism of the Holy Spirit! So awesome to hear you speaking the truth about what the Bible actually says and not ashamed of the Holy Spirit🔥

[SparkStudios]

I didn’t think I would end up listening to this whole thing, but here I am! It is difficult to even put into words how deep God’s love is and that feeling of closeness to Him. Your testimony seriously made me feel His presence. I’ve struggled with certain things in my life and definitely see certain generational curses attempting to worm their way into my life. I’ve been attending a Celebrate Recovery group for that purpose, where we’ve watched countless testimonies. In all of them a person describes their life and how they encountered Jesus, just as you have. And although they have all struggled with different things, the hurt and the pain is the same. It brings me so much joy to hear the ways in which God is working through other people’s lives. It also gives me hope and understanding that God is doing the same in mine! I believe there is reason I stumbled upon this video today. Thank you for sharing your story, it is so encouraging. Especially for a generation that is falling further and further away from God, it’s important for us to remember that the Lord isn’t just a relic of the past. He is not just the God of our forefathers, but the God who is active and at work in our own lives this very moment.

[noantojenbros]

W - O - W.
As a dude who was born in a christian family this is... I can't even describe nor use a word to summary this testimony. I've read and heard quite a lot of testimonies but this is deep man T _ T. So glad you found your way to Jesus.

Stay sharp, you just started this beautiful path side to side with Jesus and satan can turn you worse than the state u were before, but don't worry with Jesus you will be 300% more powerful than the darksite (1 Jhon 4:4, this is THE proof)

Greeting & blessings from Spain.