when things don't go as planned.

I’m still not super comfortable talking on camera but its something I want to do without feeling the need to plan everything. I’ve been enjoying this entire creative process and its important for me to make sure every video I release isn’t just well put together but enough to make everyone feel something from it. I wouldn’t mind doing more vlogs on the channel and I hope you guys enjoy this video!!

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[infernumcore]

This is relatable, and so beautiful. ☺️ I love this line especially, “The more you fantasize about an experience, the more it becomes less enjoyable when it happens.” It’s true. It’s good to have an idea of what you want but overthinking, particularly the potentially negative outcomes, could really ruin the whole experience when our expectations aren’t met. I aspire to be able to express emotions as clearly and poetically as you.

[lowoncreativity]

I feel like with summer, no matter how young or old I am, I give myself this immense pressure to have an eventful season before it ends. All I really been doing so far is working and running errands, but I feel lame going back home instead of, idk, going to the beach, or hitting the club, or going on a road trip with friends. And with everyone's schedules and finances being vastly different, summer plans aren't always a guaranteed thing for us. So I try not to beat myself up over not living it up or whatever, but the fomo is REAL.

[steviegeorge]

A side to men not often documented; this is a beautiful video

[HussainAbdi_]

things not going as planned rn, or maybe just some things not working out for me. either way, it was nice to see a different perspective. you seem like someone who is dissimilar to me, at least on the onset (not saying this negatively!). but its cool we share this very human thing, and even cooler you made an awesome video on it. i know this was a while ago for you, interesting how that works. subscribed! looking forward to checking out your newer stuff

[elsagoldwasser_]

'recently I feel so ready to do things with less pressure on myself'.... I felt that. Thank you for such a lovely few minutes.

[Tianachowchow]

Beautifully made and well said. Acceptance is one step closer to freedom but also one of the hardest things to do.

[salma-pmzh]

I love ur shots! And the video is pretty relatable i planned a fun going out with a friend and i always really pictured me doing these stuff but like ur trip it didn't happen left me with crazy anxiety but I'm over it

[Soheepflaume]

Ive been feeling so stuck with my videos being too slow and non-seo wordy, and today youtube recommended me this video. It is such a breath of fresh air to see you post personal and beautiful films. I love the narration and your candid messages. Keep posting please! Im going through a lot of turbulence in my life as well and your video helped me feel calmer. Our expectations always makes life so much difficult :")

[melaniegriesemer]

One thing I like doing is setting an overall intention/vision for what the next season of our life to look like (or literal season of the calendar year). When we have specific details, we’re likely to be disappointed but when we set an overall intention, we can’t go wrong! I used to have so many plans and visions for the summer - travel, fun, adventures, new experiences. This summer though is the first time I’m just staying put and focusing on my business and I’m honestly happy with that because that is the expectation and vision I set for myself this year! 🎉 exact details? Likely to change and adapt and that’s ok!

[jamiespangler]

I love your videos so much, they’re beautiful

[theboilingbouquet]

I feel like the more time we spend alone with ourselves, the more anticipation gets to us. It's easy to obsess over things that haven't happened yet. Guess the moral of the story is "enjoy the moment" or, in your case "be satisfied with the outcome" rather than meticulously prepare for a final product. How you get there is how you get there. We deserve to be happy in the present.

[rsa]

I always look forward to your videos. I find it fascinating on how you articulate your thoughts and understand what your feeling and potentially why your feeling it. I love when i can understand myself like that and sometimes wish my peers would too, but were all in our own life journeys. It’s Cool that you liked going to the beach alone! Finding comfort with being by yourself and not shying away from activities based on if you have someone to accompany you or not is a gift in itself.

[gunairy]

Your videos are always so beautiful and thought-provoking. You're a really profound storyteller. Also, going to the beach by yourself is the best. I love it haha

[katiemorgan]

This short little video was so beautiful, thank you for sharing :)

[ArtyomShumilov]

I don't know English very well so I don't get all thoughts, but I feel calm, when I watch your video and thinking about my life

Thanks, man for sharing your art, thoughts, peaces of life

[anahappel]

thank you for sharing this beautiful film with us. I loved it from the first second. everything just feels so natural and calm! I can't wait to see some more nice art from you :) have a nice day !!

[meriemeyuki]

Actually this year, a lot of things goes wrong w me and I fell like all the work that i do it doesn't matter, so now i fell numb most of the time.
And thanks for the video ❤

[lemn_emiee]

That struck something deep in me. What an incredible video ❤

[julienne]

This was a recommended notification on my phone 🤳 😮 it's an answer for me ❤

[rayneydays]

This is a lovely shot video ❤ what camera do you use?