Heartstopper Nick | Orla Gartland - Why Am I Like This?

[Lyrics]
[Verse 1]
Last night I smoked a cigarette
My dad would have been so upset
Then we got tattoos by the coast
And I just stood there just like a ghost

[Pre-Chorus]
Maybe I'm an old soul trapped in a young body
Maybe you don’t really want me there at your birthday party
I'll be there in the corner, thinking right over
Every single word of the conversation we just had

[Chorus]
So why am I like this? Why am I like this?
Why am I like this? Why am I?
Why am I like this? Why am I like this?
Why am I like this? Why am I?
Why am I like this? Why am I like this?
Why am I like this? Why am I?
Why am I like this?
[Verse 2]
I saw a girl crying on the train
Gin and tonic from a can to ease the pain
And I never asked if she was okay
She just got up and walked away

[Bridge]
Oh-oh, it's like I’m looking down from the ceiling above
Never in the moment, never giving enough
Let's go out and shout the words we never said
I got my mistakes on a loop inside my head
Inside my head

[Chorus]
So why am I like this? Why am I like this?
Why am I like this? Why am I?
Why am I like this? Why am I like this?
Why am I like this? Why am I?
Why am I like this? Why am I like this?
Why am I like this? Why am I?
Why am I like this? Why am I like this?
Why am I like this? Why am I?
Why am I like this? Why am I like this?
Why am I like this? Why am I?
Why am I like this? Why am I like this?
Why am I like this? Why am I?
Why am I like this? Why am I like this?
Why am I like this? Why am I?
Why am I like this?
(Maybe I'm an old soul trapped in a young body)
Why am I like this? Why am I like this?
Why am I like this? Why am I?
(Maybe you don't really want me there)
Why am I like this? Why am I like this?
Why am I like this? Why am I?
(Maybe I'm an old soul trapped in a young body)
Why am I like this? Why am I like this?
Why am I like this? Why am I?
(Maybe you don't really want me there)
Why am I like this?
[Outro]
Maybe I'm an old soul trapped in a young body
Maybe you don't really want me there at your birthday party
I’ll be there in the corner, thinking right over
Every single word of the conversation we just had

#Heartstopper #NickNelson #LGBT

Heartstoppers edits

[coreanol]

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[scottvermillion]

I am happily obsessed by Heartstopper, Nick and Charlie, and Orla's song that perfectly captures it all.

[IExpectedBSJustNotThisMuchBS]

Seriously, I’ve never seen anyone act “I’m deeply crushing on you” as convincingly as Kit Connor has in Heartstopper.

[matherious]

"i got my mistakes on loop inside my head" this part killing me softly

[jaegrmeister]

I was a straight guy, and I have fallen hard for a gay guy. We are now together. ☺️ Last week he had me watch this series and now my heart hurts in a good way.

The scene where Nick googles about his sexuality hits me so hard. I guess I also had my moment of a gay crisis at one point.

[prazeremler]

I'm addicted to Nick Nelson. He's just charming. A captivating character. And Kit Connor's performance was perfect. You really believe he loves Charlie.

[gmissen]

Why I am so obsessed about this cute and light love story? I guess I was in need of something like this at these funny times we're living.

[gallavichlove]

One of my favourite song used in Heartstopper. Nick scene as he questioned his feelings for Charlie is wonderful done.

[quasar]

the way Nick looked at the two girls kissing is heart warming, truly a masterpiece of a representation. Also, this edit is just spot on, thanks a lot!

[cinnamon_cakes]

I've never sobbed so hard at a heartstopper scene than the one where Nick looks up his sexuality and does research, such a painfully relatable experience. Literally felt like 12 uear old me, being absolutely terrified of anyone finding out. Heartstopper is truly a gem 💓💜💙

[shotiantonio]

Ive been watching heartstopper a lot of times like more than 10x and still counting, , love them both nick and charlie. Love this song so much💜❤💙💚💛🧡

[trinigaga]

this show has been living rent free in my mind for more than a week, there's something about seeing nick realize he likes charlie more than just a friend that keeps me wanting to watch it over

[SRM_NZ]

once in a while we come across a kind and gentle soul that entraps many others. A soul that oozes kindness, that becomes contagious....Joe Locke brings Kit Connor along for the journey of his life....and ours.

[jadeblitgen]

Perfect representation of searching ourselves who we are.. the struggle, the fear, and finally the proud and freedom♥️

[notthis]

“Maybe i’m an old soul trapped in a young body” that hits me so hard. 💞

[CB-zvcl]

the best new show and the best new song discovered ugh why is everything about this so perfect

[silmarhonorio]

I've seen season 1 a million times for Nick and Charlie are amazingly beautiful together. And, in my personal opinion, this song is really theirs.

[bertwesler]

This will always be my theme song for Charlie and Nick...

The thing I loved most about this story is that Nick fell in love with Charlies Softness of heart and his kind and gentle nature. And not his genitals.
I pray they never do a sex scene.
I am afraid to watch any more of the story because it meant so much to me and I pray it does not become tawdry or defiled in anyway.

[stevescript]

Ive laughed and cried and even punched the air when Nick and Charlie kissed for the first time. The muscles in my cheeks ache from constantly smiling. TV at it's very best.

[burd]

I fell in love with orla gartland's voice the moment i heard this song like wow. there arent enough words in any language to describe how perfect it is and how well it fit in this very moment, the scene where nick questions his sexuality like- absolute perfection