'Pov: You are loosing all your friends because of you.' //chill//#playlist//

[Kmusickiddo]

0:00 - Bubble Gum
2:48 - fourth of july
6:58 - Its not so bad
8:03 - Lights are on
10:50 - little bit lykke li sped up
13:10 - Molchat Doma Sudno
15:29 - No Surprises

[radish]

Every time i get close to someone I start feeling like they’re annoyed by me and wouldn’t want to be around me so I just push them away and isolate myself again so that they don’t have the burden of doing that for me

[kayethrlee]

not being able to cry anymore sucks more than all the things i used to cry about

[akshi]

its like everyone wants this clean, funny, chill version of me. and once they show interest in me I get too comfortable and show my true colors and they don't like that. and they start ditching that.

[tsukkidior]

I don’t even know what our friendship is at this point.

[mgraine]

“You never wanna hang out anymore!”
“I’m leaving you because you never talk to me anymore.”
“You never text anyone anymore.”
“Be more social. You can’t be alone forever.”
“You’re so annoying, you’re always talking”
“You were never a good friend anyway”
**Moves away**
**Never hears from anyone again**
‘Isn’t this what you’ve always wanted? Not to be bothered by anyone anymore, not to have any drama, no more toxic friends?’
*But why do I still feel empty?*

[ash-mytx]

I'll never tell my friends how I really feel, because I already know that even without venting I am a boring and dull company, so easily replaceable, if I take a wrong step I will be alone.
I've also always had the habit of saying the worst things at the worst times, it's like I'm not made to socialize, I'm not able to help anyone.

[Just_me]

It hits hard when you slowly relate to more songs

[SlayPea]

I ruined all my friendships by being scared. Being scared of failure, loneliness, abandonment, being replaced and manipulated, being annoying, talking too much or too little, not reaching expectations, being abused in anyway, miscommunication, misunderstandings, arguments, becoming addicted to the company of the person, relying on another person and being wrong PLUS trust issues and a fear or being separated.all of these fears, one brain and body to deal with them, even if they don’t work together. A fear of being lonely but having friends is also scary. That’s why I don’t have friends. I was always aware of it but I never wanted to accept it. I wish I could be better..

[VXN_BUNNY]

It's ok to cry today but remember 1 thing
"The pain you feel today will be the strength you'll have tomorrow" :- Ken kaneki :)

[charleegardam]

i come back to this playlist every night and read the comments. in a strange way it’s nice to know that i’m not the only one feeling this way and that we can all be a source of support for each other.

[vlntn-dlok]

my friends always tell me to "shut up"
every time I talk to them a lot of times
so i listen to this every night

[slaycious]

I was starting to become good friends with someone, and I was really excited to be their friend. I texted them everyday, I always worried if something happened to them and I always wanted to make sure they were okay. But for being to clingy and talking too much they started ghosting me, and still do it to this day, it hurts so much. I feel like I annoyed them so now and then I isolate myself from everyone even my trusted friends because I feel like I'm annoying and deserve to be alone. : ' )
Sorry for kinda venting here

[kai-dmmp]

Seeing my dog die, my grandparents slowly fade away, my parents getting white hair, my friends graduate and me grow up. Hurts me, growing up made me think that I have to get used to this, not getting pampered anymore maturing is realising that ur getting old everyone is slowly fading away...

[Cosplay_Furry]

Seconds add up into Minutes.
Minutes add up into Hours.
Hours add up into Days.
Days add up into Weeks.
Weeks add up into Months.
Months add up into Years.
Years add up into Decades.
Decades add up into Centuries.
Centuries add up into Millennium.
It all continues on. Infinitely.

All you have to focus on right now, is Today.
Your Past is gone. Your Future is unknown.
Just be the best you can be.
No matter what your best is.
If no one believes in you, I will.
You are loved. ❤❤

[Dmon_Slayr]

Do you ever feel like your just not recognized by anyone bc that’s how I feel inside and this audio reliefs all the stress and anxiety out of me so thank you

[elsi-san]

I love how much this playlist has helped people. In the comments you don’t feel alone and you have people to help. Even strangers.

[mushroomstealer]

listening to this on the 4th of july while all my other "friends" are out partying and having so much fun without me

[melomee]

they left me today. they had lots of reasons too because they wrote a huge paragraph about me. it didnt hurt at first but when it turned 10 it all hit at once. mad, anger, sadness, desperation, and numbness. i havent cried in forever. here we go again.

happy fucking 4th of july and im so sorry gray.

[Tired]

Nothing hurts more then the thought of losing her.