I Became Everything I ever wanted. But…

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A message from me:

I know that loneliness can be difficult and I know how challenging it can be to find people with the same passion but you just have to keep going.

It can quite quickly happen that you start to blame others for not experiencing this same spark as you but trust me I've learned now that people that find their passion, take risks and pursue their passion aren't any better than those who don't. It's just a preference that we all need to accept from each other.

It's important to realize this so that you can from the beginning on treat people appropriately and not expect or demand it from them. Nevertheless, at the same time it's fine to accept that you will need to find others for this particular goal. Because, if you feel like you need to chase that spark, then you should do so and find people who feel the same way.

But never give up. Life is worth it and the sooner you realize that everything is a result of your mindset, effort and optimimism the sooner you will find friends to share your passion with and achieve common goals with. You got this and you can do this.

This video isn't a cry for help but a reminder that even when you achieve your goals you might end up walking some stretches of your path alone again. How ever, the last thing I will ever do is give up and I'm hoping you won't either.

Let's get it and I hope you will keep following along to see me chasing my dreams and walking the path that fulfills me the most.

OVERVIEW
0:00 Intro
0:47 Was it all for nothing?
4:49 Why I'm going through a lonely period.
6:32 Artlist
7:32 Reflection

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[justkayy]

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Hey all!🎥 I hope you’re doing well🙌🏽 I actually filmed this all alone with just a tripod.

As I’m currently working on a software which costs me a lot of money monthly I wasn’t able to hire anyone to come and create with me for the last months.

However, instead of using it as an excuse to not create. I tried using it as reason to create something all alone in my spare time.

In doing so I decided to share my reflections from the last three months. Going through this uncertain, risky path, all alone. Hope you enjoy!

The next videos will be about the journey. If the risk will be worth it and how life continues for me. I’m sure there are adventures to come soon :)

[ColtKirwan]

Growing up, I was one of few that wanted to pursue making videos online. I saw my passion for filmmaking starting to fade in college but once I started connecting with like minded people online, I finally felt that I was getting to a place where I belonged. I suck at skating but if you're ever in NYC don't be a stranger!

[Timiscooking]

WOW man, your video really hit me hard, in a good way. Nice reality check and I can really relate. I've started my Youtube channel in february, started exploring filmmaking more and more, and have always had the dream to do this with people, for people and just make connections along the way. Unfortunately, the reality has been not so promising as of yet, but it really want to make my dreams come true. I also want to get better at cinematography and making short films + running my cooking Youtube video for now. But I can already see that it's a more lonely road to the top then I thought it might be, in the start.

I truly believe you and I will find people on along the way to share our interests and passions with, and create new connections, even good friendships. I believe it's up to us to stay open to it, genuinely listen to others and share our stories freely as well. For the record, I even think we could get along really along since I see a lot of similar passion we have, so if you are ever in Amsterdam man, let's meet! Thank you for sharing this video, this means a lot and I appreciate your openness, it's inspiring as well. Cheers, Tim

[jacques_crafford]

One of the most genuine people I've ever met! Bro thank you for sharing so openly, I've always been inspired by your work but meeting you took it to a a next level, I wish we had more opportunity to hang out. Also, not gonna lie but I'm really happy you joined the Sony Fam hehe!

[reilinjoey]

Mate!!! What a special video man 🖤 I can imagine it takes a lot of courage to talk so openly about this stuff, lots of respect to you! Would love to see more in this style⚡Really love the close up insert shots btw!

[NiklasChristl]

Incredible video brother! 🙌🏽

I‘m going through the exact same phase in my life right now and I understand how challenging it is.

Once both of us are through this period, we have to do a few adventures together! 💯

[EllisvanJason]

I love the still frames and the more slow pace style! Great job!

[vantagepoint]

I’ve felt this way the past few years especially travelling solo. If you ever need someone to travel with brother I’m trying to get back out there!

[ascendingreality]

Love this quote: “The journey is all about coming back to the point where you started and seeing it for the first time. “

[azurepeace]

Azure Peace, [8 Nov 2023 at 15:24:24]:
" in the end the mountains are my reality check, pulling me back whenever i start to drift "

wow

[sharmagination]

Always wanted to create videos like yours but life got in the way. I know I am the only one that owns my time but with various responsibilities I just don't have the energy left. But glad you are following your passion. ❤

[yukisnoww]

Exactly where I am right now, it's oddly comforting hearing from someone else in the 'same place'.

[mzervoudis]

les go bro, I've been playing poker and reached pretty high stakes doing so while travelling to exotic paradises, I've seen and realized crazy things, my life on paper and on the outside looks like a dream yet I'm sure im one of the loneliest people from my circle, cheers

[Erish_]

Im going through the same phase theres a quote i always remind my self - "loneliness is the price for independence"
Im 18 rn and im learning video editing so that i can save up money for travel, i shifted to a small room in uttarakhand, i choose peace over the pleasures that the city offers, Im prepared to walk the path alone but i hope that i will find the people that resonate with me and would like to experience this journey together

[FernwehChronicles]

Dude, what a video! 🔥 I'm glad to call you my friend, or as the kids would say Uncle Kay (Robot). It's time to spend some more time together, hopefully in the near future! Btw. love the seamless talking cuts!

[LebrasAdventure]

All you have said is so real. Pursuing a passion alone is quite hard as well like you. focusing on my goals we also lose many people but that made me realize that walking alone in my journey is also showing me that there are only 1 or 2 or 3 people who will never leave me and trust the choice I take. And I realized we don't need many people to believe in us. We only need real someone. To be honest, even though I know taking a path different from anyone's opinions is the hardest part of my life. But I always told myself that everything I work hard will be successful Because I choose this, I choose to explore and learn different cultures. And I believe that my journey will put me where I want to be., Right now, I don't know if what I am choosing is the path life gives me. To be honest I see myself in a phase of a journey to understanding my vulnerability. But I want to believe that this is one of the aspects of my life, and a reflection of a journey to take. sometimes it's a lot deeper understanding of life-challenging choices, for real. It's so hard to be honest. But I think it's okay. I think it's all right. I do believe, every step we take is a growth and it's the most beautiful experience. I'm grateful for my life.

[gaston_luna]

Thank you for sharing this story. You inspire a lot of people brother

[above.sunshine]

woo... seems like this video just found me. Never travelled as much as this year, but also never felt so lonely. But the good thing is, that on such extraordinary adventures you often meet people with so much more depth. And even if they cannot stay physically close, the connections last. They can even have a stronger effect than with people who join you every day.
Apart from that: Great work, I look forward to see more here.

[seba]

travelling with other half makes it full experience :)

[thetravelingzam]

I definitely feel that tug between solitude and loneliness too being on the road full time. Well filmed and excellent voiceover