post-rock beats to chill/cry to

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1. Explosions in the Sky - Remember Me as a Time of Day 00:00

2. the abyss inside us - lullaby 5:15

3. Scepticisme - Mémoires 11:17

4. Gregor Samsa - The Adolescent 16:33

5. world's end girlfriend - We Are The Massacre 22:02

6. Ghost In The Wild - Spring: As The Breeze Caressed My Ears 27:47

7. The Album Leaf - Summer fog 31:25

8. Alcove - She Was Buried with Paper Wings 35:46

9. Alexander Kyd - Sever 44:06

10. God Is an Astronaut - Dark Rift 50:04

11. We Lost The Sea - Bogatyri 55:12

12. yndi halda - This Very Flight 1:06:50

13.Industries Of The Blind ‎- I Just Wanted To Make You Something Beautiful 1:21:18

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[togil]

Ah yes. My favorite pass time activity, chill and cry.

[FxHasSx]

I like to imagine that the girl in the window is actually a homeless girl listening to this soundtrack playing on the radio and they're both just vibin. Having been homeless before, I relate a lot to that girl outside. Life is crushing but sometimes you find something that makes you happy even if it's just for a moment and it's that moment that means the world.

[thedoomslayer]

You there. Yeah, you. The one reading this comment right now. You sad? Feeling lost? Alone, afraid, mourning? That's okay. We all have those moments. Keep your chin up, you can make it through whatever it is that may be troubling you. It's okay to cry, even. Just know this: I'm rooting for you, along with others you may or may not know.

[Bhnbhn]

I like that the comments section has become a safe haven for worn and weary people. May we all rise above our fears and obstacles ✨🧁

[moralcompass]

"Fear is the killer, thats what grandmother wants you to learn."

[noone-dmdn]

10 out of 10 for crying haven't used for chilling but if you cry every day this is perfect for you. 100% recommend. Works every time.

[gholen]

Without you in this community, I'd probably be way way worse.
I hope you are safe. Okay, and that you can tell someone that they matter to you.
You matter to me, and I care for you.

[notkayla]

Sometimes I like to come here and cry, thinking that my childhood is almost over and how much I wasted it because my family stopped me from being a kid.

I was never allowed to have friends over or go to my friends houses which strained my relationships and because i missed out on so many things (birthday parties, sleepover, etc) i lost a lot of friends. I became a really sad child, with my only friends being my cat and my dolls. I was being heavily bullied at school and when I came home my mother would beat and berate me. By the age of 12 i was heavily suicidal and was cutting a lot. I tried to take my own life at one stage but a friend called me and she changed my mind.

I’m now im councelling at school in secret, to try and fix things, and i’m frantically learning languages so i can move countries when I become of age. Whats worse is that i came to a realisation that i’m bisexual and when i told my parents they started treating me different. Like I was fragile, which makes me feel worse.

I wish I could say this story has a happy ending but the honest truth is that I don’t know how this will end, but i’m hoping it isn’t by my own hands. It feels like I never got to experience what it was like to be a kid. It felt like i was forced from being 7 to 25 and i’m not even 25 yet.

I didn’t come here to search for pity, just to vent and share my story. And if anyone has a similar story, know that you are worth it and seriously, you deserve better.

If you’ve read this far, thank you for listening and I hope you have a beautiful day/night

[CottonMouthJoe]

Wow. Now that is one truely incredible playlist. All I wonna do is lay beneath the stars and listen to this with someone nice.

[asgeirchannel]

Edit: This is all I got in before falling asleep. Please excuse me rambling, I practically just keep repeating myself. Just letting it out when the music makes the time feel right. Feels weird, I would never say anything like this outside of the internet. Feels like a shelter to get rid of feelings.

Biggest disappointment of being born in this era is the lack of adventure. People say live the life you dream. I love westerns and sci-fis. I promise, I would do anything to have a life like the Mandalorian, or some outlaw. You could explore the unknown, set goals and take risks no-one has thought about. You want to climb that mountain? Go ahead, it's your task. You do it. No-one can help you, you'll be the first. Now, that mountain has been traversed by countless people. Tour guides hold your hands. Everybody in the world can name the mountain from memory. Kids play Call of Duty, toy soldiers, Cops and Robbers. They watch Marvel. "Live your dream", but your dream is limited. When you explore the world, the thrill is taken away by the millions of people who have already taken that path, giving you a map so you have no suprise. Kids watch superhero movies, people risking their life. "I wanna be Iron Man when I grow up." Not "I want to work a 9-5 job fixing cars." (Sorry, no offense). What I'm saying is culture and advancements has taken over "dreams". Everything has limits. Laws. Rules. Living in anything like a movie or video game, you don't have to worry about that. It's a lawless land, corrupt government, anything else.

Don't judge too harshly, this may be me rambling. I'm still young, still yet to see clearly. I just think "living the dream" is impossible, with seeing all of the movies and video games affecting the "dream". I want to go do something fun. Exciting. I want to get my adrenaline pumping. I don't want to sit in a movie theater watching a space-assassin explore the universe, saving the world. I want to be that assassin. Sure, America has freedom, but I want the lawless, boundless freedom of the Wild West America.

[HGAMES]

It's so unbelievable that so many of the tracks here are decade old and now finally are getting the praise and attention they craved back when they came new at their time.

[lonesomewerewolf]

I'm listening to this while drawing. I love you all, stay strong.

[dramaticromantic]

I don't know what I'd do without this music in the past few weeks. I wouldn't know how to hold on. There is beauty in sadness and despair. This might sound absurd, but realizing the beauty of it gives me the strength to continue. I find some meaning in a meaningless void.

[lukas.]

Mental tip. Don't cry to music. You will hate the music you cried to.

[youmightstumble]

I got my heart broken today by a person I fell in love with suddenly and unexpectedly and just a sudden and as unexpectedly my whole world got shattered. Listening to this and crying with the music. Thank you for making these compilations.

[gabriel_alemdoaquario]

I don't know why but this playlist tastes like Smallville, countryside, first love from highschool and garage bands who will make it someday

[hijeon]

my favorite channel. i fall asleep to your playlist every night. "he will never wake up again" reminds me of my paps, thank you.

[Zen-jwdy]

I'm not usually one for these kinds of comments. I keep to myself, keep quiet, and relax to music. But. I think I'll change that a little bit.

For I think 2 months I've been single. But, for 7 months I was with a special person, and those were the best 7 months I'd ever had in my life.

I had a rough childhood. I had 4 siblings. 3 out of the 4 were abusive in some regard, one mentally and emotionally, the other two physically and emotionally. I dealt with that for about 12 years or so, and I hadn't really anyone else to talk with about it. Didn't feel comfortable with it, since I had been raised stereotypically, that being a boy or man and showing weakness or upset was just deplorable and wrong. So I just went on with it. I was homeschooled and lived a 30-minute drive from town, my nearest neighbors were a mile away down our farm's driveway. Needless to say, I didn't have any friends either, at least for the first 9-10 years of my life till my parents got divorced and I moved to town with my mom, where I predominantly live.

Fast forward to this and last year. I was 16 at the start and 17 at the end. I met a gorgeous and brilliant woman. This girl was so beautiful that, I'm not exaggerating, some of her pictures genuinely struck me with awe and made me audibly say "Wow" in surprise and awe. We originally met as friends in early 2020 and didn't talk that much, but. October rolled around, we talked more. September hit and by this time I had fully fallen head over heels. When you love someone, you know it, but you truly know when you've found the love of your life. And that's what I did. I found a woman who I knew I could love for the rest of my life no questions asked. But. It didn't go that way.

Happily being with this woman for 7 months, having helped her and she helped me through some of the darkest times in my life such as getting through a series of major betrayals and serious accusations, I am content. I wish I could've been with her for my entire life, until we both grew old in a wooden cabin out in the middle of a frozen forest like we always really wanted, or at least I said I thought would be perfect and she agreed. But.

Those were the best 7 months of my life. I'm still sad about having to see her leave due to personal reasons even 2 months later, I'll admit. Before I wrote this I spent about 3 hours or more reading over 3-4 months' worth of messages between us, back and forth. I know that having met her I won't fully move on, I'm always going to love her deep down in me and because of that I just can't bring myself to date or love someone else. It'd feel wrong and like I was betraying both people involved, so. I'll keep my loyalty, and I'll wait in hope for the day that maybe she comes back. Maybe she still loves me.

But, I guess the moral of the story is that everyone has a love of their life. I found mine early in my life. It didn't last long, but I couldn't have asked for anything better, just more time. It was perfect in every way except the fact it didn't last longer than it did.

Maybe I'm batshit crazy to hope she's reading this, but, in the off chance. Hi. I miss you, as you can tell. And I want you to know that your Slunchice is doing okay. Long as you're happy and doing well it's all I can ask for in life, is for your health and happiness.

And to the rest of you reading. Thanks for reading my little history and letting me hide my sorrows in this little comment section with the rest of you.

[brandonmiles]

I've loved finding this Post-Rock. Its essentially what I play on my guitar, so it's nice to have found something so close and those who appreciate it, along with the musical inspiration.

[AdventII]

For some reason, the art gives me the vibe “the post apocalypse / nuclear wasteland is right outside, so cozy up in your room in your fortress base with all your cool stuff.”