POV: your tired of it…// VINT //

This is just a short 20 minute playlist I made from some of my fave songs :) hope you enjoy | |

[Zukari..]

I'm proud of you for waking up.
I'm proud of you for brushing your hair.
I'm proud of you for breathing.
I'm proud of you for making your bed.
I'm proud of you for eating.
I'm proud of you for TRYING to eat.
I'm proud of you for drinking water,
I'm proud of you for being here.
I'm proud of you for being you.
I'm proud of you for smiling.
I'm proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you.
I'm proud of you for standing up.
I'm proud of you for blinking.
I'm proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed.
I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth.
I'm proud of you for standing up.
I'm proud of you for sitting down.
I'm proud of you for defending yourself.
I'm proud of you for believing in yourself.
I'm proud of you for simply trying.
I'm proud of you for being alive.

IM PROUD OF YOU. ❤

[skullsin]

You know it’s getting worse when you want to cry but can’t.

[deire]

if you ever feel broken, just remember that Mcdonald's icecream machine is always broken, but everyone still loves it regardless❤️🍦

[wehtepiper]

I’m like the Sun
I’m only bright when people can see me
But as soon as they’re gone
I’m a whole different person than before
Hot tears running down my face
Quiet gasps of air
The rise and fall of my comforter with every sharp breath
Those are what the people don’t see
When I go away

[kok.o]

I'm tired.


I'm tired of having to get up


I'm tired of having to breathe


I'm tired of having to blink


I'm tired of having to cry


I'm tired of having to eat


I'm tired of having to drink


I'm tired of having to sleep


I'm tired of having to study


I'm tired of having to go to school


I'm tired of having to walk


I'm tired of having to talk


I'm tired of being so socially awkward


I'm tired of trying to make everyone proud


I'm tired of trying to fit in


I'm tired of being myself


I'm tired of being rude


I'm tired of being kind


I'm tired of everyone


*I'm tired.*

[audrainia]

0:00-Space song
5:20-Washing machine heart
7:30-Freaks
9:56-Jealous
12:00-Hey kids
15:57-Ylang ylang

[acookie]

Why is everything and everyone becoming fake

[_...-QwQ-..._]

They don't notice your unhappy.
They don't notice how upset you are.
They don't notice how hard you try.
They don't notice how nice you are.
They don't notice how you feel.


Instead,


They notice your insecurities.
They notice your unconfidence.
They notice your bad side.
They notice your bad grades.
They notice your weakness.

*They don't notice how they hurt you.*


To anyone who reads this, I want to let you know everyone in the comments are thinking about you. Your special, and don't let anyone take that away from you. I know your strong. I'm proud of you. So, so much. I love you all ♡ Don't give up!

*"Don't cut yourself. Your skin is not paper. Don't hang yourself. Your not a hanger. Don't end your life. Your life is not a movie. Don't lock your heart. Your heart is not a door lock. Because in my eyes, your beautiful. You motivate everyone with your positivity. Your a sunflower. Your smart. Your kind. Your funny. Your special to me, and I will do anything to make you smile, don't let others take you down, because there will be no more light in the darkness. "*

-Faith Onetaka 2023

[ilovestraykids_]

TO ANYONE WHO IS READING THIS YOU'RE LOVED BY ME AND YOU ARE SUPER SPECIAL TO SOME PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD THANK YOU FOR BELIEVING IN YOURSELF EVEN IF YOU STRUGGLE WE ALL DO. DON'T THINK THAT IT'S JUST YOU AND THAT YOU DESERVE TO BE LOVED. LOVE YOU GUYS <3

[georgia.h]

to anyone listening to this,
you are not perfect
no one is
so dont feel bad if u arent perfect
u might not have white teeth,
or a small stomach,
or shiny hair,
But you are unique in every way possible,
your eyes
your scent
your style
your taste
If someone tell you that you are not perfect,
they arent wrong,
but they are not perfect either,
you try your best, so dont try to hard,
rest peacefully tonight everyone <33

[ATELPHOBA]

You know it's bad when you don't even know what's wrong anymore. Everything just seems so dull and meaningless.

[SkyBlue-cxoj]

Hello,
No one is probably going to read this. Honestly, everything inside me is screaming not to share this.

I just wanted to say thank you for these kind and comforting comments. You guys just made me cry a lot. I think I needed that. The only person I trusted, the only one I dared to share my feelings with, is constantly denying what I say. Saying that I should stop thinking that I might have depression. Saying I’m just not strong minded enough. Saying it’s all just overthinking. What people in the comments section have been saying has helped so much. Thank you

[mangojuc]

I love the nighttime, it’s the only time where I can enjoy the silence
.
.
.
But I hate the nighttime, it’s the only time where I can hear my thoughts. They’re so loud.

[becho]

To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here.

I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.

You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.

In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.

I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?

Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.

If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.

I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)

[Alana-rthn]

someone who said

"'m proud of you for waking up.
I'm proud of you for brushing your hair.
I'm proud of you for breathing.
I'm proud of you for making your bed.
I'm proud of you for eating.
I'm proud of you for TRYING to eat.
I'm proud of you for drinking water,
I'm proud of you for being here.
I'm proud of you for being you.
I'm proud of you for smiling.
I'm proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you.
I'm proud of you for standing up.
I'm proud of you for blinking.
I'm proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed.
I'm proud of you for brushing your teeth.
I'm proud of you for standing up.
I'm proud of you for sitting down.
I'm proud of you for defending yourself.
I'm proud of you for believing in yourself.
I'm proud of you for simply trying.
I'm proud of you for being alive."

the comment made me cry
I wish my parents could say that to me
rather than making me unconfident about myself

[-muichirosimp-]

Every time you feel lonely look at the moon, it’s always there no matter if it is day or night. Every time you go outside on a windy day, think of the wind, how it’s always free and fresh. Every time you drink water and you don’t finish it so you throw it, think about the people who don’t have water.Every time a friend moves think about them and memories. [Every time you feel useless think about the things that you have done for others and be proud of yourself]

[notacateater]

everyone is being so supportive. we'll make through this together ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ <3

[marcelyn]

Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.

Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.


Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.

I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.


YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.

You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.

You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is.

Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.

I WISH I COULD HUG YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.

It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.

I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.

I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??

I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.

If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.

If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.

If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)

Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.

Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.

Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.

I am sorry you feel misunderstood.

But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).

Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!

- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.

I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.

This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.

And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you.

I hope you will remember my words :)

Until tomorrow, my friend :)

[ not by me, spread awareness, have a nice day :) ]

[Mangofied]

Thank you comment section.





Y'all make me feel at home <3

[thahoodlover]

to who ever reads this

i love you



i love your smile

i love your laugh

i love your personality

i love your hair (or lack thereof)

i love your insecurities

i love your accomplishments

i love your failures

i love your eyes

i love your beauty

i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)

i love the way you dance

i love you on your happy days

i love you on your sad days

i love you on the days you feel lonely

i love you on the days you feel helpless

i love you on the days you feel like no one cares

i love you on the days you feel forgotten

i love you on the days you feel unmotivated

i love you on the days you feel loved

i love you on the days you feel sick

i love you on the days you feel motivated

i love you on the days you feel depressed

i love you on the days you feel stresses

i love you on the days you feel crazy

i love you on the days you feel hopeful

i love you on the days you feel cuddly

i love you on the days you feel clingy

i love you on the days you feel amazing

i love you on the days you feel beautiful

i love you on the days you feel like a failure

i love you on the days you feel angry

i love you on the days you feel aggressive

i love you on the days you feel horrible

i love you on the days you feel safe

i love you on the days you feel unsafe

i love you on the days you feel vulnerable

i love you on the days you feel weird

i love you on the days you feel ok

i love you when you're healthy

i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)

i love your taste in music

i love your taste in movies

i love your taste in tv shows

i love the way you move

i love the way you act

i love you when you cry

i love you when you're kind

i love you when you're mean

i love you when you're alone

i love you when you can't feel

i love you when you feel too much

i love you when you can't take life anymore

i love you when you feel like it's too much

i love you when you're asleep

i love you when you have nightmares

i love you when you have dreams

i love how you believe

i love you when you believe in yourself

i love you when you don't believe in yourself

i love you when you hate yourself

i love you when you love yourself

i love the way you think

i love you problems

i love your solutions

i love how you support

i love you when you're in pain

i love you when you're hurt

i love your promises

i love your secrets

i love your attitude

i love you sass

i love your creativity

i love your voice (or lack thereof)

i love you hand gestures

i love your stories

i love your wounds

i love your scars

i love your face

i love your past

i love your future

i love your present

i love your outfits

i love your style

i love your art

i love your honesty

i love you when you lie

i love you when you're tired

i love you when you're energetic

i love how you look

i love how you cook

i love you when you're adventurous

i love you when you're scared

i love your imperfections

i love your perfections

i love you when you worry

i love you when you talk (or communicate)

i love your opinions

i love you when you have a headache

i love you when you have a stomach ache

i love you when you help others

i love you when you need help

i love you when you're mature

i love you when you're immature

i love you in the hard times

i love you in the easy times

i love you when life is meh

i love you when you're responsible

i love you when you're irresponsible

i love you when you fight

i love you in your darkest moments

i love you in your brightest moments

i love your heart

i love you in the day

i love you in the night

i love you at midnight

i love you at 3 am

i love you at all times

i love you at your best

i love you at your worst

i love the little things you do



i love all of you

i love you when you're you