im tired af rn ( vent playlist )

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lost everything.

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0:00 Vacations - Young

3:09 Vacations - Telephone

6:38 Duster - Me and The birds

8:12 Duster - Constellations

12:00 øneheart - snowfall
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chat should i make a discord server for us🤔

knamysf
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Johnny Depp once said: “People cry not because they’re weak. They cry because they’ve been strong for too long”

Wolfsta
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“I don’t wanna live, just too afraid to die.”

aneurysm.
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Made this playlist 10 months ago, and honestly, I'm proud of y'all for staying with me till this day. I was so desperate at that time, like i can't sleep or eat properly. I cried for days thinking that maybe i should've just end it all because of how worthless i am. But now I'm here, changed, no sh, no negative thoughts, no suddenly crying out of the blue, just plain living my good ol life.

Not everyone has a good start tbh, but that doesn't mean its gonna be bad all the way, you just gotta get through it slowly. I know not many people gonna care about this, well it's ok, you don't have to anyway, but if you want to give it a try, good job.
Again, I'm really proud of y'all.

knamysf
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Aubrey being the picture in the middle is the most perfect thing I could ask for in a vent playlist. I kin her so much to the point that I realize the things I do is related to her.
Her anger.. her past.. her reasons.. her view of the world.. it's all so relatable.
I, myself, have also lost a loved one. I really do miss them. But my friends and family go on in life as if they've never passed away, worse enough, never existed in their life.
It really does hurt seeing people saying they understand how I feel even if they've never even seen what happened in my life for them to say so.
All my life I've blamed myself for being so antisocial and so easy to anger. But it wasn't long before I finally accepted it.
My life fell apart at an early age, 7. My family and my friends also started treating me different since then. I lost almost 3 special people in my life due to chronic sickness, and lost 1 due to suicide.
I never saw the world the same again, my dream of having a happy future, it's all gone, crushed and severed by not only my family, but myself.

jun_eau.rileyy
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My dad committed suicide when I was 13, I am 23 now and the only thing I can tell you is that there is a solution even if it seems impossible. You are loved and you will be.
If you feel sick in the environment you’re living in right now, move. You can not heal in the place that made you sick. Even if it’s a small change, please try. Take a new course, change your coffee habit, look for another school, try to reset but please, keep trying.
Everything will be fine in the end and if it’s not going fine, then it’s not the end yet.
Keep going 🤍

driving-in-nostalgia
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They didn't notice you were crying
They did notice you were sad
They didn’t notice you were tired
They didn’t notice you were alone
They didn’t notice how attentive you were
They didn’t notice how sweet you actually are
They didn’t notice how you try to make others smile



They did notice you failing grades
They did notice your unattractive
They did notice the mean side of you
They did notice all your mistakes
They did notice all your flaws
They did notice that you weren’t good enough for them.



But you stayed strong
You kept going on
You never gave up on hope
You never let then take you down
And you know they weren't good enough for you
And that’s what make you stronger

(credits to original writer)

bakugosmomma
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Mari’s death meant everything, Aubrey felt abandoned by Basil, Kel and his brother, and even her parents.

mydreamer
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pov: even the things you do for fun, now exhaust you to do. so you don't do anything,

xx_dinnuggies_xx
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Whoever is reading this I hope you feel better soon maybe you’re worried or just sad that’s okay take a breath and try to let it out

thatbirbpersn
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Whoever that has played Omori with even the slightest of relatability to its story or characters has their heart marked for the rest of their lives, as if it was a tattoo that stays forever either in a good or bad way.

GoldenHeartNecklace
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i've never vent before and i will never because everyone will be like ''NO YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL!'' ''NO YOURE AMAZING!'' it makes me feel even worse.

didxmk
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sometimes i feel like no one appreciates me and when i tell people that they just say that they have no idea what to say. i feel so lost, i feel like i have done so much, i have sacrificed so much for people. but it will never be enough. i will never be enough.

bibo
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I don't want to die, but i feel there's nothing for me to live for.

I live with ghosts and i am one myself

I don't want to go on : i just keep making everything worse

ellis
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"Its crazy how we cry all night long silently in our rooms but the next day we act like nothing happend "


"Anger is strange, i want too punch somone but at the same time i just want a hug"


"I wont eat until you do"

anthonymanzi
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i love your smile
i love your laugh
i love your personality
i love your hair (or lack thereof)
i love your insecurities
i love your accomplishments
i love your failures
i love your eyes
i love your beauty
i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate)
i love the way you dance
i love you on your happy days
i love you on your sad days
i love you on the days you feel lonely
i love you on the days you feel helpless
i love you on the days you feel like no one cares
i love you on the days you feel forgotten
i love you on the days you feel unmotivated
i love you on the days you feel loved
i love you on the days you feel sick
i love you on the days you feel motivated
i love you on the days you feel depressed
i love you on the days you feel stresses
i love you on the days you feel crazy
i love you on the days you feel hopeful
i love you on the days you feel cuddly
i love you on the days you feel clingy
i love you on the days you feel amazing
i love you on the days you feel beautiful
i love you on the days you feel like a failure
i love you on the days you feel angry
i love you on the days you feel aggressive
i love you on the days you feel horrible
i love you on the days you feel safe
i love you on the days you feel unsafe
i love you on the days you feel vulnerable
i love you on the days you feel weird
i love you on the days you feel ok
i love you when you're healthy
i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music)
i love your taste in music
i love your taste in movies
i love your taste in tv shows
i love the way you move
i love the way you act
i love you when you cry
i love you when you're kind
i love you when you're mean
i love you when you're alone
i love you when you can't feel
i love you when you feel too much
i love you when you can't take life anymore
i love you when you feel like it's too much
i love you when you're asleep
i love you when you have nightmares
i love you when you have dreams
i love how you believe
i love you when you believe in yourself
i love you when you don't believe in yourself
i love you when you hate yourself
i love you when you love yourself
i love the way you think
i love you problems
i love your solutions
i love how you support
i love you when you're in pain
i love you when you're hurt
i love your promises
i love your secrets
i love your attitude
i love you sass
i love your creativity
i love your voice (or lack thereof)
i love you hand gestures
i love your stories
i love your wounds
i love your scars
i love your face
i love your past
i love your future
i love your present
i love your outfits
i love your style
i love your art
i love your honesty
i love you when you lie
i love you when you're tired
i love you when you're energetic
i love how you look
i love how you cook
i love you when you're adventurous
i love you when you're scared
i love your imperfections
i love your perfections
i love you when you worry
i love you when you talk (or communicate)
i love your opinions
i love you when you have a headache
i love you when you have a stomach ache
i love you when you help others
i love you when you need help
i love you when you're mature
i love you when you're immature
i love you in the hard times
i love you in the easy times
i love you when life is meh
i love you when you're responsible
i love you when you're irresponsible
i love you when you fight
i love you in your darkest moments
i love you in your brightest moments
i love your heart
i love you in the day
i love you in the night
i love you at midnight
i love you at 3 am
i love you at all times
i love you at your best
i love you at your worst
i love the little things you do

i love all of you
i love you when you're you

i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪.
(not mine but pass it around, everyone deserves

jaiichan.
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When I was 15, some months before mom died, that was my first time considering ending it all, but it was only thoughts, no action in real life.
I'm about to be 26 yrs old, a lot of things, happy and sad ones, happened during all this time, but I feel this "feeling" is still hiding in the shadows, and it comes to say hi sometimes.
I know there are a few people who love me, some people will miss me for some time maybe, but that feeling of "it would be nice to disappear without leaving a trace of my memory and person in others' minds" never left, haha. I guess I will always live considering I'm a burden for every person in this world, but I also want to see what kind of experiences await for me in the future.
I wish the best for everyone who got into this playlist, whatever your motive is, I hope life gets brighter for whoever needs it, you deserve it.

aguaschan
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The second song sounds so nice... It's like there are pretty, thin blue curtains waving in the wind above my bed as I lie there, unafraid to fall asleep. There's a nice sky above me, with the kind of sunshine I used to know when I was little.

It just sounds so blue and good to me, and I love it. Thank you. :D

etps
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a message to everyone reading these comments:

i've been seeing a lot of depressed suicidal comments and i want to tell all of you that you're wonderful. you just have to focus on what you've done good! if nobody notices, have yourself notice. you've got something to live for, we all do. it gets better, it really does! i've felt depressed too. you just have to be patient and the storm will pass.


it might not be much coming from a stranger on the internet, but i care. live, please! 😄

lucaswon
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The only thing I can find depressing is that headspace Aubrey looks like she has a normal skin-tone.

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