Zevia - why do i exist? (Official Music Video)

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Directed and edited by Annebeth Trondsen

Music video by Zevia performing why do i exist?.
Wovy Records

[brandan]

I struggle with depression and songs like this remind me that im not alone in this struggle. I find it uplifting but i hope for the best to the one who made this art

[JVL]

“Too numb to cry”

It’s like I’m too sad that I want to cry badly but I’m too tired to do so, an endless cycle of pain and sorrow.

[loisenailantei]

Been thinking of leaving this world...the damn lonely feeling, ever present depression...sad songs are my meals....no one knows...no one understands what I feel inside...may we all heal one day

[c.b]

Hits differently after midnight when you're sad and alone.

[salonidhruv]

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Pale lips
Bags under my eyes
Alone after midnight
Too numb to cry
No friends
At least I can pretend
That everyone loves me
Except that's a lie
What happens when I die
Will people take their time
Shedding their tears
Or did I waste all my years
What happens if I stay
No promise I'll be okay
'Cause life can get hard
And it tears me apart
Bruises
Wounds behind my back
From people who stabbed me
With hate in their eyes
I'm over
Because I'm a loner
My pain is my closure
Why do I exist?

[bgod]

Her songs explain my life. I feel the same pain she does

[ambbie]

I felt this so hard, been in a cycle of depression and anxiety. I isolated myself, and let myself go completely. My routine looks just like this to me...rare occasions I go out and put on a fake smile. No one knows how bad I am and they don't see my living situation because they don't care enough to..I feel so numb at this point. This song is what I feel thank you.

[sincerelyrayuna]

:( i feel sry for everyone that’s going thru dark times rn, just stay strong and keep ur head up . u will get thru ur problems just have hope and love urself. whatever situation ur in just make urself happy. you are loved.

[malvelo]

Struggling with depression and trying to escape an abusive relationship of 13 years, I never felt a song so deep to my soul. I hope everyone here listening to this song knows that we are all going to be ok. We all have hearts that feel so deep but we can make it. Much love to the broken ❤

[windyaprilliany]

Life is hard but I feel grateful because we have something to heal our pains. By the way, you're the next star. You remind me of Billie eilish's voice, Anna clendening and Tate, such a beautiful voice, so deep. We love you

[donny]

2 years ago, my mom sent me up for a psyche visit. After several questions, doctor said that my depression became a chronic disease, which i have to take medicine for the rest of my life. I have to see doctor once a month.. Even though i still have good friends, family but.. somehow i awlays feel lonely. This song reminded me of all the bad times i've been through, and what i'm fighting for. For those who out there struggling with depressed, anxiety, .. i just wanna say, keep fighting, you're not alone

[oniif]

Pale lips
Bags under my eyes
Alone after midnight
Too numb to cry

No friends
At least I can pretend
That everyone loves me
Except that's a lie

What happens when I die
Will people take their time
Shedding their tears
Or did I waste all my years

What happens if I stay
No promise I'll be okay
'Cause life can get hard
And it tears me apart

Bruises
Wounds behind my back
From people who stabbed me
With hate in their eyes

I'm over
Because I'm a loner
My pain is my closure
Why do I exist?

[sludem]

To everyone going through hard and dark times right now, you're not alone. Sending lots of love and hugs to you <3

[AnzzCheatedOnMarkWithHaechan]

I always love it when I find a song that describes my feelings because sometimes it's just too hard to open my mouth, I feel so choked but this helps let my tears free

[ohblind]

I don't know why or how I found this. I'll be vulnerable since I just opened my 10th beer, i'll get maybe 5 hours of sleep before I have to work. My life is in literal shambles and I've tried so hard to convey these thoughts and feelings as a writer of 9 years. I'm thankful to have heavy music in my life, especially hardcore, as a positive outlet for me. This shook the foundation of my life and I haven't truly had a song do that for me for many years now. There's very few and far between, and I think this was a sign in a way. This music video gave me chills, because if you were to open my door and see how I live on my days off, I'm not spending them busy. I'm spending them wondering the same thing. After years of putting all of my energy into attempting to create a life, attempting to maintain relationships, friendships, careers, etc, I still end up laying on my mattress on the floor wondering why she left. Wondering why my friends had to die so fucking young, whether their choice or not, and if they're truly missing out or if the world is actually going to shit and we're all blindsided. Some days it takes every last breath and ounce of energy I have to get through each second and I count them. I know it's my fault for being this alone but I don't dare put this upon anyone I hold near to me, as they all are leading such great lives and haven't braced for impact such as this yet. I suppose i'm part of the unlucky few. My eviction notice will be here in 2 days, and the life I tried to build for myself has officially crumbled. Finding poets is one thing, but finding a song and music video that I can literally place my entire self in has yet to happen for me, and music is my life. I hope you find success, it is deserved, and know you are appreciated by so many, especially those who know this exact feeling.

[Gremlinmusic]

Damn! What a voice 🔥🔥 keep up the great work!!

[willkateley]

The most beautiful Ones this world has sadly suffer the most ♾️Stay True

[purvisehrawat]

It's my birthday today, nobody cared to ask me how I am feeling . I turned 16 today. Well Zevia sings what I want to say. Didn't thought that I would make it till 16 .

Edit : to all people comforting me, thank you so much 🙏🏻. I found help and I'm doing good now. I'll be 18 next month. I hope each one of you are doing well in your lives ❤️

[resourcfulrachaelawinja]

You🥺 exist to give us music that understands us!
You exist because you understand!

[NohelaniAloha]

I'm tired. It's time for me to go. I wanted so much to break away from these chains he put on my feet, so I couldn't run. But I'm worn out and tired. He completely destroyed me from the inside out, head to toe. I was building him a empire, while he was digging me a pit. And I fell right into it. Now I'm exhausted. I don't have any fight left. I hate myself for letting it get this bad. Please, if you see this.... never let anyone change you! Never let anyone convince you to give up everything for them! If it requires you to change or give up any pieces of you, run!! Please don't make the same mistake I did.