growing up sucks.

Tracklist:
0:00 knonzzz x hiræth - inside out

2:03 diedlonely & etsu - wanderlust

3:26 limbus vita & istandards - dreams rejected (slowed + reverb)

5:54 whitelines - afterlife

8:00 leapyear & sevenlies - if i had to choose

10:00 auroratønes - no one cares

11:34 METAHESH - be yourself

13:15 Inan x leapyear - safe here

14:59 remind me - so tired (slowed + reverb)

17:39 sevenlies & Headphone Activist & your home - nightlights

19:24 🔁

#ambientmusic #snowfall #darkambient #sleepmusic

[Pilps]

I think the hardest part about becoming a Parent last year is seeing my baby daughter growing up. I love everything about her and being a father, but I can't lie. It hurts that I will never have that spark, that magic in the eye, that innocence & wonder of the world. I plan on her having the best childhood she can possibly have, I wouldn't forgive myself for not giving her that.

[BreadCatYT]

Without listening to the music, I can already tell by the title that this will hit hard on all of us.

[HazelVsTheWrld]

We didn't know we were making precious memories... We were just being kids...

[JxmuzuShtxs]

As someone who always listens to Lost Sounds playlists, i'm agree with the title 💙😢

[Cortixa.]

100 reasons to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your favourite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favourite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone you adore
75. Finding a happy place.
76. Meeting internet friends irl.
77. Laughing so hard that you cry.
78. Your pet would miss you. Don’t abandon them.
79. Rewatching your favourite childhood movies.
80. Warm showers.
81. Reading a life-changing book.
82. Getting lost in a library.
83. Inspiring someone.
84. Happy, cozy holidays.
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Someone’s skin against yours.
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it.

[noname-zcvy]

This appear on my recommendation after I spent more than a week in a constant state of grief and nostalgia for my childhood. I literally break down crying at school thinking about those few happy memories I had and so many that I'll never get to experience as a child. I'll be 16 in 14 days, I know I'm still young, but these tests and exams and college and stuff make me feel like adulthood is right at the door. I do have a passion, but it's hard to make money from it, and I'd rather die than work some boring 9 to 5 just to pay my rent. I wish I could play with new kids I meet in the playground and read books until my eyes go sore, I wish my parents would hug me and hold me up and tell me they're proud of me. I want someone to tell me that I'm a good kid and take me out for ice cream. But I lost all my chances now, I have to grow up. And I don't know how.

[V_alive_in_the_comments]

I miss being in 1st grade :( it was so fun and everything was so easy. We didn’t have to worry ab it anything. Now I’m lost in my head and I wanna get out and be free..

[leap_yr]

thank you for using multiple of my songs in this mix 💙

[sirbimsaranadirangaalmedaa]

You are absolutely correct, growing up is senseless and depressive. Those good old days are the best and the greatest, the time I lived as a little child. Whenever I think of my childhood it makes me anxious and suicidal. Life is a shitt when it's grew up.

[epictrismegistos]

Indeed. I miss the days when I was just a little boy, when I had the protection of my mom and my dad, when I used to play with my big sis and when I used to dream of becoming an astronaut.

[Queetes.]

Growing up sure sucks! I am only 15 but i wish i would stay 15-16 years old. But, sadly we cannot control time. Time controls us. And we can't do anything about it. We get born, we live out lives while growing old, we experience many things in life aaaand we die. Life is too short tbh. There are so many things that a human has to experience but cannot because of time. This is why i said "time controls us". Time controls where, when and how we die. Well... Not exactly but somehow like this. Anyways, This is a little bit big comment. I'll stop here i guess. I love you and your content lost sounds, and remember to live your life at the fullest. Have a great day or night. Peace. :)

[The_Quiet_Watcher]

Pov: It was a calm and quiet night you just left work after a terrible day unlike most times going home you decided to stop at the old park you used to go to when you were little. You sat on a swing and closed your eyes, you felt a sense of peace from sitting there in the calm and quiet area, you opened your eyes and it wasn't the same gloomy old park you were just in, it was like you went back in time, it was now a lively and sunny day, you saw kids playing and having fun. You smiled at the sight before getting up, but when you blinked it was gone, it was back to being gloomy and old. Your smile became a frown and all you could think was "I miss being a kid" . . .

[professorgrouch]

If we do not keep up with it, we risk the inexorable march of time crushing our sense of self. Good luck keeping up with it too, my friends without faces.

[FubarMike]

Makes me think back on going to the park with friends in the evening with nothing but some sleeping bags drinks and snacks. They really were simpler times. The whole neighborhood is abandoned now. :(

[Post_the_most]

I sadly never had somewhat of a ceremony that msrked the end of childhood. I was raised secular but the chance of having an youth consecration dwindled as my parents nrike up then and thanks due Corona I didn't have a graduation ceremony.
We just got our grades and that's it.
I just became an adult without having a chance to see it.

[futuristicentity]

I still look like a highschool kid and I'm 30 immortality is real minus I am gonna need dentures :(

[zombiegamingk]

Some times it does and some time it doesn't. At the end you don't even know what's worse !?

There are going to be points in life when you will have the worst time while growing up and then there will be points in life when you will have the best time in your life.

It's

[fitnessbrotherade]

WHY DO YOU WANT TO BE SAD? IS THERE ANY DIFFERENCE?

[MONSTER-]

guys .. I can't stop crying thinking about the children in Gaza .. i can't sleep right ..💔

[ZaheeriddinSaikh-otvp]

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