Yung Kell - sometimes my bedroom feels like my grave [Official Music Video]

Video Directed, Filmed, and Color Graded by Lane Lemmings | Edited by Yung Kell

Song Produced by Flowers for You | Mixed and Mastered by Holt Stairs | Lyrics Written and Performed by Yung Kell

Lyrics:

I fake a smile and pretend I'm okay
yeah
I fake a smile and pretend I'm okay
Sometimes my bedroom feels like my grave
Got out the psych ward before I met you
Somehow you still made me feel insane
I'm feeling perfect
No I'm feeling worthless
Like would you go through that again
Was it worth it
Like there were some good memories I think
I can't remember a thing
A thing

I fake a smile and pretend I'm okay
Sometimes my bedroom feels like my grave
Got out the psych ward before I met you
Somehow you still made me feel insane
Now I just wanna throw away
All the memories that I still have that didn't fade away
I'm numb to everything I swear that nothing phases me
Trauma's got a funny way of taking pain away
Pain away

I take my pills they make me feel okay
That's what I tell myself anyway
It's a small world to you but mine's growing
Sometimes there's just too much on my plate
I really thought you'd be there forever
You really thought the lies were so clever
Hate how you looked at me while you severed
The hand that used to hold us together
I fake a smile and pretend I'm okay
Sometimes my bedroom feels like my grave
Got out the psych ward before I met you
Somehow you still made me feel insane
Now I just wanna throw away
All the memories that I still have that didn't fade away
I'm numb to everything I swear that nothing phases me
Trauma's got a funny way of taking pain away
Pain away

[MichaelHamel-iw]

Ugh! I meant to be here for the live but I had friends over for drinks. Thank you for your songs. I lost my brother who was bipolar with manic episodes to suicide recently, and you’ll never understand how much of an impact your songs have had on my life.

[DSWDylan]

this the sequel to powfu's death bed