Novo Amor – Repeat Until Death (Lyrics)

【𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒹𝒾𝓉𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓌𝓃𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑔𝒾𝒻 𝓊𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓋𝒾𝒹𝑒𝑜】

𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘢 𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘶𝘨𝘨𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯? 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘰𝘸!

[synthiabella]

Low, a part of me now
A palm to my mouth
I said it, almost
Snow, brother, I'll bet it all gold
Shudder with blood in my nose
I had it, almost
Don't go, you're half of me now
But I'm hardly stood proud
I said it, almost
Oh, I've been low
But dammit, I bet it don't show
It was heaven a moment ago
Oh, I had it almost
We had it almost
Oh, I can't seem to let myself leave you
But I can't breathe anymore
Oh, I can't seem to not need to need you
And I can't breathe anymore

[Dee_]

I'm wondering if someone can explain this song to me
I feel it can mean so many different things. For me every word resonated, even the word snow, there's nothing in this song to me that doesn't perfectly describe what I feel. However, I'm not sure what Novo meant by it, or what it might mean to others, and I'm curious what it means to anyone who'd care to share how they have personalized these words