Amanda Tsigonias - Not Who I Am

Not Who I Am - lyrics and vocals by Amanda Tsigonias (2022)

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The party is over, but you’re drunk and need to get home. You debate in your head whether to hitch a ride with some guy or drive yourself. Both options put other lives at risk. Call a cab, a DD, or walk. The girl in this song struggles to make the right choice, but eventually puts her priorities first and decides to walk, as well as never to put herself in this situation again.

Lyrics:

Everybody’s leaving now
It’s the end of the party
Are you heading out
Are you staying with me
Should I call a cab
Or take a ride on your Harley
How much have you had
You wanna walk home with me?
Don’t want this night to end
It it just beginning
You’re more than just a friend
All my thoughts are racing

Can’t do this anymore
‘Cause my heart is breaking
Show yourself the door
I need to focus on me
Just give me the keys
I promise I’ll be careful
I’m begging on my knees
I’m feeling slightly dareful

Ohhh

Walking home tonight
I swear it’s the
Last time I do this fight
I am so over
Waking up
To another guy
Don’t know where I am
And honestly
I don’t give a damn
This just isn’t me
This really
Is not who I am

Not who I am

I’m going straight to bed
Have to wake up early
Take something for my head
Put on something comfy
Switch on the alarm
And slowly drift away
I have done no harm
I guess that’s what they all say
Never again
It is just too risky
This night is the end
No more shots of whiskey

Not for me

Walking home tonight
I swear it’s the
Last time I do this fight
I am so over
Waking up
With another guy
Don’t know where I am
And honestly
I don’t give a damn
This just isn’t me
This really
Is not who I am

Not who I am