Hey violet - dear love / türkçe çeviri

Dear love, where have you been?
Why did you break my heart again?
I thought you'd be here
You're just an illusion
You promised me you'd take care of my human
I do drugs to numb, you drink to forget
And we get along till it turned to regret
Did I scare you off
With all of my feels?
You know for a second I thought you were real, but
Now who's gonna stop me from my reckless behaviour?
I don't know
I hate all these feelings I gotta get them out
I'm writing dear love, ah-ah
Why you tryna mess me up?
You got me writing dear love, ah-ah
Why you tryna mess me up?
God, it feels likе
I'm outta my head, I'm outta my mind
I spill my thoughts on the dotted linе
Dear love
I hate all these feelings, I gotta get them out right now
Dear love, I should've known
That you couldn't handle it when I felt alone
I needed your care, just longed for affection
I wanted acceptance, you wanted perfection
I gotta tell you I thought you were deeper, maybe a keeper
Thought you might be empathetic, but you acted apathetic
Oh, and now you're just a ghost
Now who's gonna stop me from my reckless behaviour?
I don't know
I hate all these feelings, I gotta get them out
I'm writing dear love, ah-ah
Why you tryna mess me up?
You got me writing dear love, ah-ah
Why you tryna mess me up?
God, it feels like
I'm outta my head, I'm outta my mind
I spill my thoughts on the dotted line
Dear love
I hate all these feelings, I gotta get them out right now
Dear love
Why you tryna mess me up?
You got me writing dear love
Why you tryna mess me up?