B-mike - I'm sorry

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Happy birthday mum, just a quick thing I wrapped up for you.
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Its hard to get by but im saying this wat honesty
not right now but one day Mum I promise see
I make you so proud but for now heres my apology

Lets take it back for a second man I'm 8 years old
You gotta move to amsterdam where its way too cold
Cos life in south africa is way too hopless
we're about to lose our house to an eviction notice
a single mom to three and your feeling in doubt
so work in another countrey puts cash the bank account
then my older bro and sis had to take care of me
traumatized 8 year old feeling like he needs therapy
hes sisters only 20 hes brothers 17
but they gotta be adults paying bills theyve never seen
and on top of that you see his dad is millionair
refusing to see his son cos it seems hes never there
and even in amsterdam ma you gave us every cent
with 5 euros in your pure making sure its well spent
I was in the second grade so I couldnt understand
as a mother it was hard doing all that you can so Im sorry

I know I need some growing up, but I promise it be better when my musics blowing up till then Im sorry
uh uh I swear Im sorry uh uh I promise one day it be better but till then I swear Im sorry
I know I make you mad its hard to realise, till the day that I get big il wipe thosetears from your eyes I swear im sorry
uh uh I m swear im sorry i promise one day It be better but till then i swear Im sorry

At the moment I can see that its getting that worse
working 6 days a week to the point where your back hurts
no mom should have to do that at the age of 56
And I know I make you angry to the point of feeling sick
and the age of 10 you got us to australia its true
that now I've got it all and simply from you
and at the moment i can tell that really hurts to see
but its cos of you im getting a university degre
Im dropping tears on my hand As I write this
its hard to admit im in financial crisis
tryna make moves with this music till my backs bent
livingin a country thats refusing my accent
but I promise I will do it, not for me but for you
you the only reason I persist so one day Ill make it through
but till then heres my apology listen dont worry
cus one day we'll laugh about but till then ma im sorry

I know I need some growing up, but I promise it be better when my musics blowing up till then Im sorry
uh uh I swear Im sorry uh uh I promise one day it be better but till then I swear Im sorry
I know I make you mad its hard to realise, till the day that I get big il wipe thosetears from your eyes I swear im sorry
uh uh Im swear im sorry i promise one day It be better but till then i swear Im sorry

[ashleyking]

I love that your a rapper that does not only talk about sex and drugs. Your raps actually mean something. I love what your doing.

[Skye_Vibes]

I'm 17, I relate to your music....I used to cut and think I had nothing to live for....then I heard this music...and I felt better somehow...and my dad, being gone for 14 years, your song "dear dad" really struck a nerve. And I loved it so much. I stopped cutting now also.

[Flitch]

Bmike has grown so much since he released this. I'm so proud of him.

[kyliecollins]

I love b Mike he has such a great voice

[kyliecollins]

My favorite song by B Mike is Life in my stomach

[casandrafery]

Your voice is beautiful and your music is gr8 m8. thank you. 😭😙😭

[maryevelynmarcus]

My father died, my mom married my step mom. My arms thighs and stomach are covered in scars.... I'm fighting my demons. And this music, the musuc you write and rap, helps me get through this. Thank you.

[towelie]

This sounds like the mother's side of Dear Dad :'(

[katrintodd]

After hearing this song and seeing that it only has 174, 149 views I'm going to share as much of his videos as i can to try and help him become more well known and so he can get more money for his family. Bmike you are an amazing singer and I hope someday everyone will know your name!

[chacealex]

You are my inspiration thank you your songs have gotten me through a lot ...thank you

[freyad]

I just love how these amazing songs get people to open up and tell others if they're going through something. Never give up, you're always loved ❣

[sakuratorres]

Man. This is deep. Keep it 💯. The baby don't cut song I relate to a lot.

[abbykeaton]

r.i.p mom
Leticia dawn lawson
her 3 months of being gone is today
i miss you alot and i love you alot

[tylerrhynes]

b-mike keep singing you help alot of people, my mom went through cancer and I listened to your music to keep my self from the self hate I had towards myself, thank you

[santannaadkins]

Fucking appreciate what you have people God damn! My mom beat me for 7 years and then overdosed on medication she was buying from her family members. She died in my fucking arms!!!! Appreciate what you have!! Even if it's not everything you want atleast your mom tries to provide for you as much as she can. My mom never did that so be fucking greatful!!!

[-ht]

see, he really cares. he is perfect, i would probably break down if i would ever meet him, because his songs are touching me some much and i can relate to them so much.

[skylerbailey]

I can relate to a lot of your song. Baby don't cut is the most inspirational.

[aaahhh]

You're music is amazing and inspirational. Thank you for righting this song because I know that there are some people who take their mothers for granted. I am 13 years old right now, and on my thirteenth birthday my mother was sent to the hospital. Three days later she died. I have to live without a mother, but the songs you write about self harm, and your family mean so much to me. Thank you.

[nanamienjoyer]

I love you so much! I'm such a big fan...and i love how you actually care about your fans unlike some bands and singers...you are amazing! xxxx

[emilycharter]

I"m 17 almost 18 and my mom and dad both threw me out on the street and now i live in Utah. I no longer have family to talk to. Listening to your songs help me to overcome my depression and continue moving on in life. Thank you.