✩﹒INVADER MEME | 2ND AUD 4 DREAMING HOPE | @hitori @hoshiocide

notes ➼ ERM IGNORE THE GLITCHING AND HOW ITS OFF TIMING... also theres gonna be some extra info in the pinned comment too! note that this is a SECOND AUDITION and not a replacement!

Name : Chiharu Tsujihara
(Lil') Ultimate : Crocheter
Age : 13
Birthday : 5/18 
Height : 160 cm (5’3)
Gender : Female
Pronouns : She/Her
Sexuality : Pan + Asexual (shes kinda flexible on labels since shes 13)
Likes : Crocheting, making plushies and dolls, painting/drawing, cool summer air, going to bed at night, writing/making characters, siamese cats (she loves both cats and dogs equally!), the beach
Dislikes : Mustard, bugs, school, her parents, everyone who's been bad to her, chewed pencils, gross smells (especially the smell of alcohol and drugs), her vitiligo, most people
Fear(s) : drowning (but not a heavy fear), getting extremely sick/dangerous diseases (sometimes), bugs (sometimes)
Habit(s) : twirling her hair, drawing on herself (sometimes circling her vitiligo), poking her face, fiddling with the yarn on her arm
Personality : extroverted, likes to mess with people esp ones she doesn't like, doesn't show care for people unless she really cares about them, manipulative, somewhat like angie/kokichi, a bit bratty at times. is either brutally honest or really sarcastic.

Backstory : in the pinned comment!

GL2 Code : ill dm it to arisu :D
Okay w/ Shipping : umm maybe with other lil ultimates if they get in? but maybe not idk
Secret(s) : one time she almost manipulated a person into killing themselves at her orphanage, but tried to convince them not to since she still had enough heart.

Okay w/:
Protagonist? Wait… maybe?
Support? No (doesn’t fit)
Antagonist? YES I MADE HER TO FIT ^0^
Dying? Sure
Dying Early? Noo im sorrys :((
Survivor? Yes
Traitor? Yes
Mastermind? Possibly...? take that as an "uhh.. okay", its like kokichi or something.. like he wouldnt be the antagonist because hed be too obvious/obviously lying or fake

Type of friend? actually pretty nice, although she doesn't give much attachment since she expects you to leave her after a little bit. if you're actually nice to her, she'll give crocheted gifts as a form of love/appreciation
Type of lover? she hasn't fallen in love before and isn't a huge fan of relationships since the relationships she's seen with most of the people within her age group don't last, so she'll try to push down her feelings but if she's shown enough care she might give in. she'll act really joyful around them and be similar to "type of friend" but she'll put way more effort in things and be nicer, she won't tolerate anything that happens to them

xtra info:
- in the killing game, since it's been 3 years and they've changed a lot, she wouldn't recognize ayumi at first, but when she finds out who she is, she'd be scared for her to find out who she became so she'd push her away.
- she makes voodoo dolls- she's pretty messy and unorganized, in a way similar to himiko
- she'd be surprised when she hears of the killing game at first, but then doesn't really care since she thinks she has nothing to lose (she does)
- the tsujihara family has tall genes !! (kind of?)
- like ayumi, she did get devices for school work and tried to research her siblings- sometimes she'd sell her crocheted stuff to the other kids in the orphanage
- although her backstory is kinda dark, she doesn't think of it that way and doesn't really care at all
- she's pretty good at controlling string puppets, it was some of the toys she was bought as a kid
- she used to like dress-up dolls, and she would crochet clothes for them- she keeps her crochet needle in her hair

[vanillasprinkle]

EDIT: I DOMT SUPPORT THE SINGER BTW CUZ THEYRE A PDF FILE.

oh poof! people who read ayumis backstory who guessed that i would also aud her sister?!??! no imnot talking to you you little sillies i already told
um heres her backstory since i couldnt fit it in the desc!!
rememb that this is a second aud - not a replacement :3
also maybe prioritize ayumi getting in??
also during the "in-va-da" part, the girl in the pink and purple is her past/younger self, it'll make more sense once you read her backstory :)

(don't read this unless you've read ayumis) Chiharu grew up being the different child of the bunch. The 3 kids were all neglected by their parents, but she was neglected more, because of her vitiligo. her parents thought there was something severely wrong with her and just avoided her and insulted her a lot. sometimes she would overhear it, but she was 9 back then and her parents usually talked about it when she was asleep. different from ayumi, she knew that her parents just hated her and it wouldn't change no matter how good of a child she was from the get go. so she never tried, there was no purpose to. her room was quite messy, she was quite disorganized. it's not like she was gross, she just left stuff on the floor and on the bed and stuffed things in drawers carelessly without any sorting.

although, in school, she did have to try even if it was annoying. chiharu hated school so much. it always felt like everyone hated her. people would push her, try to trip her, straight up punch her, pull her hair, and steal and damage her things a lot. they would make fun of her traits, especially her vitiligo because she was "so different" from everyone else. the teachers would get mad at her easily if she didn't tried hard enough or if she failed, so she felt threatened to put effort in her school work. she usually kept her head down and try to blend in with the crowd because she didn't want anyone to see her since literally no one liked her. well, there were people who were neutral to her and didn't have anything against her, but they were just people - not friends. at least she got to talk with them sometimes, so she could actually socialize with people. at first, she cried so much, but then she just grew used to it. on the walk to her school, she would always see drunk people and smell people smoking weed and she got sick of it so fast. she never told anyone about her situation except mentioning it to her siblings sometimes. her brother would try to mention it to their parents but of course the parents didn't care enough. they acted like it wasn't happening at all.

as a coping mechanism for everything, chiharu got into crocheting. she would usually crochet dolls of herself and how she felt to vent, and dolls of the people she didn't like so she could use them as punching bags to vent out her anger. she developed a talent out of this, although she already did have some natural talent. if she didn't feel like crocheting, she would draw or paint. it brought joy to her creating cute things, or just happy things. things that she wished she could've felt. her parents also didn't buy her many toys, although they did when she was younger, so she would just crochet them herself. it also gave her the freedom to make whatever she wanted, if she wanted something she saw online, she just crocheted it. although it was a lot of work, she was happy with it. the only joy she got in life was from her siblings and crocheting. she had a very close bond with her siblings and cared about them more than anything else. they would always have time for her and she'd always share things with them. 

chiharu didn't feel remorse when ayumi punched her mother at all, she deserved it. when she saw ayumi getting drowned by her own mother, she froze in front of the window door thing. all she could do is scream, her body wouldn't move. she told the brother about the situation from across the house, and he immediately rushed out and tried to stop their mother. she regretted not being able to help ayumi so much. she couldn't do anything about it and it was horrible. she was just standing here, being helpless. it was almost like she was just going to let ayumi be drowned. in the meantime while ayumi was in the hospital, she was making a gift for her, to try to apologize, and because of what she'd gone through. but she never ended up giving it to her, since their dad disowned them quickly after ayumi got out of the hospital and they were sent to different orphanages.

chiharu wasn't as lucky as ayumi when she was sent to an orphanage. it wasn't the worst, but it was definitely worse than home life. when she first got there, she broke down so much. she had no way of contacting her siblings and didn't know if she would ever see them ever again. her regrets still laid in her heart, especially because she couldn't give her gift to ayumi. people would bully her relentlessly, but not as worse as her old school life. she did learn how to defend herself and snap back at others on her own, especially with all her pent-up feelings. they were bottled up so much that the cap snapped off, leading her to be worse to others. it made her smile when she saw people being manipulated and getting worried after she snapped back to them. it was honestly just a circle of bullying, passing to another and wouldn't end. the people who took care of them weren't nice either. they were super strict, and would slap them sometimes. people who were older than her in the orphanage would try to take advantage of her, but she grew smarter and mature to not be so naive to get bullied and manipulated since she'd been through it before. 

her new school life was decent. she got smart and clever from all the effort she put in her old school. it was a pretty normal school, but she just had a pessimistic view on everything. she did make some friends there, and would go to their houses sometimes. but they would come and go, she didn't really care about them so much. her attachment to people grew less because of all the times that she'd lost her loved ones. whenever people gave her bad vibes, she would act pretty rude to them like how she was bullied before, and by the people in her orphanage. she'd give people crocheted gifts to the people she liked or at least people who treated her pretty decently. eventually, she got an invitation to a school for young gifted people, and thought about her future. she didn't have a destined high school, but it probably would've been good for her, so she accepted. she had to say bye to all of her friends, but she wasn't super attached so it was okay to her. to be honest, she was happier at the orphanage than she was at home, without counting her siblings. so finally going to this school, she felt a little more hopeful.

[hoshiocide]

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SO AWESOME 😆😊

- why’d she drop like that?