#Mandelaeffect Have your emotions changed in the last month or so?? Potential energy shifts......

Hi Guys,
I forgot to mention, I have also felt so unmotivated the last month as well, just forgot to add this in the video, due to it being spontaneous,lol :)

Have a great day!!!!

[TarrinLupo]

Keep going, you are doing great stuff.

[GoddessStone]

Yes...totally. Thank you for bringing it up! I have always struggled to understand narcissism, it was the one thing I had to figure out, because I knew I would never be okay until |I could explain it to myself, find a way to justify it for these people, to ignore it, or attempt to be immune to the criminal abuse it caused to loving beings all around me. I sucked it up, and spun it, tried to love it, build a barrier...but 5 years ago, it broke something.

I then started the "awakening". What a lot to handle, isn't it? It pushes us into a state of PTSD. Within a short amount of time, we go everywhere we can to absorb knowledge. We learn to discern, explore every avenue. At times we are blessed with isolation, which brings in the "holy spirit", and nature seems to be right with us, we climb mountains and throw our arms up to the universe. We UNDERSTAND "Rocky Mountain HIgh". And it is lovely.

Then, when we are convinced of "Oneness", and are Zen as a willow...BAM! Here comes the test.

This process is repeated over and over again in almost every aspect of our lives. But, there is always some beautiful purpose behind it, we are sure of it...and we grow and learn.

Now that we are this far in, I feel us all losing steam. We can't be shocked anymore, no matter WHAT someone says, its like "Well, huh...interesting". But speaking for myself...I can't get INTO it right now. It seems to much and too long. I have experienced and learned enough to know one thing: I don't really care what happens, I just don't want to do THIS anymore. So, I feel I am just going though the motions.

But this month, I feel just...different. When I watch a movie, let's say "Jack Reacher", like a friend wanted to watch...I couldn't sit still. I could not stop myself from saying things like"are we supposed to like this creep? how much of Tom Cruise are we supposed to keep watching? is every movie now about the wallowing narcissist hero we wanna BE?". And well...that is just not like me.

My mood is all over the place for the first time ever. I have always been an empath, but could keep my cool no matter HOW shitty people were acting. Now, at the first whiff of narc behavior, I say something, say that I am leaving, and then just leave...and am actually ANGRY about it. I used to take it, then try to see if it was my behavior that caused it, and cry...no, lament.

Anyway, I try very hard to make myself laugh, and other people laugh, and feel comfortable, and I provide always a warm, cozy environment...but now if I am actually happy for a moment, and some clown slaps the smile off my face, or the face of anyone else...I have a real open problem with it

As for energy, there is evidently a HUGE coronal hole facing us, so maybe that's something?

As for the trolls, I'm sorry, and I thank you so much for talking with us, when you get such harassment for it. Flipping narcissists. But, they do serve a purpose. They point out every possible flaw in our theories, they ensure we give thought to what we say, and push us further than we would ever go to find more and more knowledge, even if it is just to defy them. We sensitives have spent a lifetime allowing bullies to keep us from our potential, and these guys...are our demons making sure we remember always, who we are, and that self control, and honor, are the only things we possess at all.

Huge hug from Germany.

[alwaysthinking]

YES! I have felt so elated, so completely awesome one day, then the next day I feel so angry I want to punch something (LOL), and for no apparent reason. And yes, Sometimes I get the feeling like I am somehow 'under attack' when I have gotten the anger feeling. Hard to explain..

[whitehorserider]

you pretty much nailed what I've been going through for a month now, to say that my emotions have been going up and down is a complete understatement. thanks for the vid I don't feel so crazy anymore.

[ste]

Stay strong pal, you're describing me virtually exactly about 9 months ago, I felt agitated, feeling extreme anger towards nothing in particular for no reason, before this I was known as the coolest head in a storm, completely unflappable and essentially a really strong person. I took time off work to get my head straight and it got worse, I started ruminating. I went to the docs because I felt like I was an observer of my own actions rather than choosing them. The symptoms were of depression he said, a surprise to me and to everybody around me as I said, nothing bothered me EVER! Anyway, I stayed away from work for a while and about six weeks later it was almost like a revelation overnight. My priorities changed, my mind felt crystal clear and so pointed, and now my focus and concentration are sharper than ever. Sorry the post is long, but hold in there, I don't know what is happening to you but I suspect it has already happened to me and maybe it is a raising of consciousness, but whatever it is stay positive because it does pass and I cannot dismiss that it isn't connected somehow to the phenomena happening around us right now.

[ladeetee]

It's not just you, look at what's going on all over world... All the negativity and anger just permeates and vibrates throughout the universe and we are directly impacted by it.
Even those whom are unaware of what's happening to them and why.

[johannahpatterson]

I am grateful for the sharing of your feelings about all that has happened in the past 7 months....M.E. is hard to handle. The bi-polar up and down emotions are real....have to keep a grip on it. I watch other people a lot. Many are not aware of anything. Me, ? Oh, I have the constant jitters and have to chill out, forcing myself to calm down, focus, and breathe normally. Very hard at times, though. The slightly out-of-control of life energy has been with me for awhile now. I am trying very hard to find and keep that special mission of being effected by the truth of supernatural phenomenon going on. Thank you for making this video. It helps me stay connected. Please make more.

[rawtide]

I agree with you. We have been on same time shift for about 7-8 months. I have felt very lethargic and introverted since the shift. Things that I use to enjoy most in my life seem less important. I've felt as if I wanna just sit and ponder or sort out my emotions. Like most experiencing this, there's little of family or friend support so I think experience leads many to feel alone and outcasted. But its all good brother. Thanks for your videos. You seem like a pretty cool mate. Cheers

[GlamourseekStyles]

I agree. I've was feeling great but the last 2 weeks for me I feel like I'm going backwards and my emotions are all over the place. I keep thinking about past relationships that went wrong and I feel like I don't have as much control over my thoughts and emotions lately. I've been trying to figure out why I'm feeling this way. I'm also ME affected. Thanks for making this video!

[ReneeWeatherford]

Thank you for your videos and sharing your journey with us! I too have been feeling this way since I have become more and more enlightened. The shift has been happening within and I have no doubt that because you're opening up more to Truth, you are feeling more.

[tiffanys]

Hi!
1. No Troll.
2. Brand new to your channel - this is the first video of yours I have watched.
3. I too, have countless hours of research based knowledge which has helped me to understand my purpose, as I have always felt misunderstood and that people are.. transparent? More so now (month or so) than ever. I am extremely humble so No ego here.. Solely self awareness that I am on a different wavelength mentally than everyone in my, what once was, circle.
-My (very new) "metamorphosis" was brutal. Tested every single aspect of my being and literally sucked me dry, removing everyone and everything that I loved. Test after test after test until It was understood that I GET IT.
I am here with propose and this world has changed (to poo)
4. My focus has been in other areas however, more on the astrological, spiritual, (in every sense of the word) light workers, indigo children, spiritual healers, Empaths, effects of vibrations, frequencies, polarities ETC ETC ETC. This is the first video of yours that I watched and typically never comment. I don't want to expose much because I too have TROLLS but I am a Firm believer that coincidences do not exist.
6. As of January 2017 my life entered into the darkest "obstacle course" where most would have given up.
Circumstances where lies are more believable than the truths. Regardless, I was forced to keep going.
With that, I will say I am on a VERY similar journey. Kind of lonely, as my trust in "people" has dissipated. Also a sense of uncertainty, yet a beautiful overwhelming feeling of clarity, if that resonates at all?
7. Typically never leave comments, but once you mentioned a particular subscription, that I too follow rather closely, I wanted to just say hi. And I get it. I'm there with you. There's only 144, 000 of us.. small population. (I'm sure you'll understand)
8. I have my thoughts regarding answers to your video. Nothing you haven't thought of yourself I'm sure.
Just be open to it. Positivity and love. Can't stress enough.

Best Wishes Always,
Tiffany

[MarcelaZ]

Thank you for sharing this. I feel the same. Anger for no reason at all, Specially the last month or two.

[thenewarrival]

I always appreciate your videos and your insight Fam! Yes, emotions are harder to control here! The energies are very, very strong now.Stay encouraged and be well!

[donna]

You should join Dr Tarrin P Lupo & guests on a Thursday night, its the Mandela effect roundtable, I enjoy your channel, It's been 7-8 months for me, my emotions....yeah mines are all over the place also my sleep pattern has been crazy the past 3-4 weeks, I was just saying on Dr Tarrin P Lupos channel a few days ago about my sleep or lack of lol I used to sleep till my alarm at 7am but past 3-4 weeks I've been up around 5am, keep your chin up! We're all in this together! Ignore the trolls!

[adabsurdum]

I really enjoyed listening to your thoughts today Mr Motion & i've enjoyed many of your other videos too! I know that now you've talked about this out loud you probably feel a lot lighter, right? emotions can be really heavy things to carry around with us & when we finally start to let go of those old feeling that we've been holding on to for so long our nervous system kinda freaks out as the feeling of being totally relaxed is so alien to most of us it's a bit of a paradox I know, We almost crave for things to worry about sometimes. as for anger? Buddha said “Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned.” Stay tuned dude!

[lilnat]

Thanks for the video, love your work! I have been greatly affected by the emotional roller-coaster as well. Not having any of it doing with any direct M.Es, but can definitely tell something is going on. Keep ur chin up, stay tough! Love ya! <3

[TheCatJacobs]

Yes. I'm all over the place. Just when I think I'm on the up and up, I regress almost into old habits and old fear patterns. It's exhausting but it really REALLY helps to know I'm not alone. We are all struggling through these energy waves. We are in this together. I am grateful for your video and for what we're all going through.

[dustyandsneezing]

I've experienced the feeling that all this Mandela stuff is really heavy. Not so much lethargic or depressed but worried and paranoid. That's still not good but either way, this is a huge phenomenon that nobody wants to talk about. Thank you for being somebody that wants to talk about it.

[alwayscurious]

Hey, the past 3 weeks was a living hell for me. Depressed, all of my energy seems gone. I wasn't capable of anything... It was never that long.

[SaltedSeeder]

I'd say my emotions have been all over the place but that's pretty normal for me especially being in the situation I'm in at home. The one thing I've noticed is my motivation is low and it seems there's this force trying to pull me back to sleep meaning it's putting doubt if this is real. But then a strong Mandela effect will pop up and get me thinking straight again. In the US it was Ed McMahon not being the spokesman for Publishers Clearing House ever? blew me away kinda like the Monopoly mans monocle.