that feeling when you find peace in being alone (playlist)

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[nobodyplaylists]

timestamps / (author/s)

00:00 cozy solitude 'slowed + reverb' (nowt)
02:19 evenfall (daniel.mp3)
04:19 color me blue (akane)
07:23 let the sea take it away (nowt)
12:08 forever 'slowed + reverb' (l0ws)
14:47 a drawn out evening (lush751)
16:52 cold (hydrex)
21:33 homesick (noluck)
23:43 the exit (clément rambaud)
25:58 analysis (davide boga)
28:08 mist (ellia dunn)
31:01 can you stay here? 'slowed' (nakedleisure)
33:19 lost (janae milligan)

[Nubbley]

being alone isn't sad. it is beautiful, don't ever let anyone tell you otherwise.

[theyluvv.mei_]

a couple weeks ago i decided that i wont be behind my friends hoping they will talk to me, so i have started to be during breaktime in a nice area of my school and have picked up some nice hobbies i write, listen to music, watch the birds and nature itself, draw, think, study, and read, and finally i made peace with my loneliness and realised that the only person who will always be there for me its myself, not my friends not even my family members just me, and honestly i feel better than before, i used to cry because i felt sad since I was left behind and felt like nobody cared for me, but someone does care for me, and that someone is myself, it even helped me realise the beauty of this world around us and the value of such small things. So to anyone who is being left behind by their friends or anyone, dont let them make you think that it is your fault, you havent done anything to deserve that, and remember that as i say to myself "i'd rather be left behind sitting down than standing up." Take care of yourself

[rinsworld]

Being alone is the loneliest feeling, until it becomes your only friend and then it's the most comforting feeling ever.

[fategamingandhighlights]

Alone, I sit in silence deep,
My thoughts they wander far and wide,
Into a vast and endless sleep,
Where all my fears and doubts reside.

The world outside, it seems so bright,
But inside me, a darkness grows,
A feeling that consumes the light,
And wraps me in its somber throws.

I try to reach out, but no one's there,
No hand to hold, no one to care,
My heart it aches, my soul it cries,
As time goes by, and life just flies.

Loneliness, a constant friend,
A shadow that just won't relent,
A companion on this lonely path,
That leads me through the aftermath.

But still I hope, and still I dream,
That one day I'll find my team,
A group of souls who share my pain,
And help me find myself again.

Until that day, I'll carry on,
In silence, but not alone,
For in my heart, I know it's true,
That one day I'll find my crew.

[fortheloveofsanity_]

It's been a while.
I hope everyone is fine mentally, physically and spiritually.
Don't let the past regrets devour you and don't let the future intimate you. That is an absolute battle. And, You are strong enough to fight it. Beleive in your inner strength.

Much love. Yours humbly, Moli. 🌱

[kalkidanyishak]

you were my calling to study while listing to you

[rm.]

God. I've been feeling this way the past couple months, been hella stressed out. I'll finally be able to breathe again in two days, and once i'm done, once i've closed that chapter in my life, i'm gonna blast this playlist through my speakers and cry. Thank you so much for this timely upload. Take care.

[snoopgrey]

I find this playlist very comforting and nostalgic in a way. I love to live a busy life. I'm currently in college trying to balance wayyy to many activities and classes to the point where when I get home, I just crash in my bed. The time I get by myself is quiet but so calming. It's much needed for me to recharge my brain and playlist like these, which help me wine down for the night. Thank you nobody for every playlist and for posting them on spotify!

[the.seagull.]

I still remember exactly where I was. Sitting on a beach in Malibu, just after sunrise. It was the day after Christmas, 2009, and I had never felt so alone in my entire life.

In September I'd had what people call a nervous breakdown. My mind just totally collapsed in on itself. I quit all my college classes, quit marching band, isolated myself in an apartment, and stopped answering calls and messages for about 4 months.

It was deeply embarrassing and humiliating. It felt impossible to get out. I just wanted to go into hiding for the rest of my life, give up on everything and wait to die.

There were probably a lot of reasons. My parents divorced when I was very young and I know there was some fighting and abuse. I know that stuff can seriously impact a little kid stuck in that situation... feeling weak and scared and powerless to defend yourself. It just imprints on your brain.

I've always been smaller and less cool than others, so I got bullied and rejected a lot. I lost best friends who simply moved on from me and joined cooler groups. I was struggling to find a major. My grades were plummeting and my dreams of being a film major were dashed.

In my freshman year I got kicked out of a friend group of like 15-20 people that included basically every guy on my floor. They called me weak, a wimp. A few other words too. I believed them... and that was really what kicked everything off.

But I deserved it too. Even though I believed in Jesus, I almost never thought of him. As a result I had fallen into all kinds of sin and couldn't get myself out of them. I was mean and nasty to my gf at the time... I took all my pain out on her and I still feel horrible about it to this day.

All of this led up to Christmas Day 2009. I slept through the entire day and woke up when the sun was setting. I couldn't even face my family for Christmas. I couldn't look anyone in the eye.

That night I decided to drive out to Malibu at 3am to pray at the beach. I had been doing that more and more recently... my relationship with God was starting to grow again. I saw him answer my prayers in incredible and direct ways. I read the gospels of Jesus and was blown away by his mercy and kindness. I understood that by his willing death on the cross for me, I could be forgiven for every wrong I'd done. And since Jesus rose from the dead, I had a new hope of life in heaven that could never be taken away. I began to believe in him again.

Just after sunrise in Malibu. I was sitting on some rocks by the beach. I glanced over to the left, and saw a huge flock of seagulls sitting there. I looked to the right and there was another big group, sitting far away in a parking lot.

I felt so lonely I actually prayed this: "God, why can't those seagulls come over here? I could really use the company. Can't those seagulls come over to be my friends?"

I can't explain why I thought that. It felt like a taunt in some weird way, to see so many birds so far away from me. Part of me thought: _You couldn't even give me that tiny bit of companionship. Thanks a lot God. I'm profoundly alone here, and not even the birds are with me._

I can't remember how much time passed after that. Maybe 30-45 minutes. But eventually I looked down at the beach and saw a lone seagull sitting there, right in front of me. He was looking up at me.

I slowly got down off the rocks and sat on the beach. He backed up a few steps, but he still stayed there, staring at me.

That seagull stayed there with me for a good 15-20 minutes.

Seagulls don't do that. They don't spend time with human beings. If you don't have any food, they'll know it right away and they'll just keep moving. This seagull didn't move. He stayed there and spent time there with me for a while.

Finally, the seagull turned and walked off down the beach. I watched him go. After about ten feet he stopped, turned back and looked at me for a long moment. Then he kept on walking away.

This was maybe one of the most ridiculous prayers I'd ever prayed in my life... but God answered it. He genuinely sent me a seagull to be my friend. But it was even more than that.

By doing this, Jesus was telling me something about himself. He wasn't saying that a seagull was my friend.  _Jesus was telling me that he was my friend._

Even in my darkest moment, when I had nobody else in the world and couldn't possibly see a way out, Jesus came to me as a true friend.

He's done so many beautiful things for me since then. He'll do many beautiful things for you too, if you believe in him. ❤

[noxious]

The ads are no issue at all. Keep the playlists coming you're doing god's work.

[collinmc]

"He is at home with his solitude. As a note reverberating inside a bell." - Peter Heller 'The Dog Stars' ... This is a fantastic playlist. When I had severe depression I rebuilt my self confidence by going on overnight backpacking trips alone. That self confidence eventually created a lot of happiness from my independence. Seeing the beauty of the world and kindness of strangers made me realize life is rare and precious and should not be taken for granted.

[Buddhas_Wisdomm]

When you are enjoying being alone you are not alone ☺️☺️

[blossoms]

Envision you achieved everything in life and now you're having the best moments. You have a home of your own, your cute, little home and you're listening to this playlist and staring right outside of your bedroom window. You see the brown leaves sway onto the ground and the sky turning colors of orange, pink, lilac. This is the peace you've been manifesting your entire life. It relieves you to think of anything because anything makes you feel serene. You get outside and take a few quick steps barefoot toward the base of a pretty tree around which sunset-colored leaves are painted all over and under the transition of the sky, you take a handful of them and toss them high above your head. You spin closing your eyes and they fall planting kisses on your skin. You smile and think how amazing you feel from inside. You waltz about the yard and realize the sun is suffusing its lukewarm beams everywhere. You run to where you can perceive them. You get there where the rays imbue you and close your eyes.

[Dark_Labs]

I just arrived home from a very busy school day, some classmates are really loud and we had to write a lot, seeing this video notification made me the day

[rhizzsuguipit]

Some of my friends said my life is boring because I always refused when they ask me to go hangout with them😁 nahh actually I enjoyed being alone

[ahmog]

These songs suits me because being lonely doesn't have to be sad like those other songs..
Working on our own craft is a personal and lonely time...

[thatonepekokinnie]

I love listening to your playlists on Spotify. You have a great choice of titles and songs mixed up.

[alicelaaa]

this playlist remember me everything that i lived, the pain, the trauma, the tiredness that i felt, everything. How i kind did over with my chance of be happy, my chance of be alive, my chance of change everything in my life, even myself. All that i had do alone, everything that i lived alone, without any help, without no words.. I am very thankful for myself not had give up. I love myself, I am so fucking strong!!!

[SoulYouTube]

I really want to be alone, but I don't want to be lonely.








This two have different meanings..