Where I've been

[lindzexposure]

… what an absolute relief to see you! I have to admit, I’ve been hunting you the best I can, contacting people on Discord, reaching out to companies you’ve partnered with… just hoping someone could do a welfare check, to make sure you were still okay.
I’m sorry if it’s come off aggressive, I just really don’t want to see you suffer. You’re not alone. ♥️ thank you for letting us know that you’re still fighting, and thank you for sticking around. If something happened to you, I would sincerely mourn and be so upset and regretful. I appreciate your life and your existence. Over the past 5 years I’ve been through some really awful times, and I’ve found comfort in the hundreds of hours of uploads from you. You’ve kept me company, and you’ve made me feel less alone.

I’m so glad to see you.

[SABOREAME]

⭐️ It's good to see you again. My heart goes to you and I wish you a full recovery, I feel your pain coming across your video. I have a similarity childhood and the years have taught me not to lower my frequency to play games and become a part of a toxic cycle. Don't expect from someone something, that they have not decided to give you. Your value does not decrease based upon someone's inability to see your worth. Revenge depletes your energy and steals from you. I learned to move forward, because what you remove your attention from, will cease to exist. Expecting more from the people we love is the greatest cause of disappointment, and giving more to those who do not deserve it is also. One day, you will tell your story of how you've overcome what you're going through now, and it will become part of someone else's survival guide. Forgive yourself for accepting less than you deserved but move on. Life doesn't get easier, you get stronger... Stay Safe & Healthy... Abrazos

[DeepSixedCain]

So happy to see you back, you’ve been on my mind.
Your looking well.
I discovered your channel two month ago & I really like your videos.

You have a beautiful soul & Understand your heartbreak.

I create art film videos on my channel you might like as you are an artist/actor yourself.

[LebSista]

Hi.. Strange how I don't know your name, yet learnt so much about you. I think we are in the same boat, a generation of lost peers due to parent negligence. I see a fair bit of myself and my brother in you. Our parents have since passed away and we never really got closure. From then on, time has some how stopped, and I've watched the world go by, people growing up, finding their careers, getting married and having kids and I'm watching it all and wondering will I ever get my feet out of this cement. At some point I apparently turned 30 and now I'm close to parting from them, they seem like a matter of months than years..but listen to me, we're good people, we don't deserve to cut our lives short because of this. Our lovely planet is a bustling ball of knowledge and curiosities. Delve into some Bob Dylan, become your own best friend and contemplate on a plan B. Also, you play the guitar, that is amazing and I'm so jealous. Bye now :)

[rignatz]

Good to see you back and thanks for sharing your technique to getting a full head of hair again 😉

[avtobezzabot]

We are all children, old, gray - haired and sick, but still children !
I start losing my hair from 25 I guess now 33 ... We are emotional person and maybe something else 😅
My " blood" father I don't know who and where he is, father love ? What hell is that ?! One thing can change it, have owen child and give them all what you was lose ;)))
From Russia with love!

[summerbee]

Brother!!!! 😭 Bloodyhell!! So much sht has happened in 3 months, but seeing and hearing your voice has given my anxiety a cure 🙇‍♂️
Knowing your well “alive!!” Brings happiness back in our lives but more importantly your feeling more optimistic about life and your focused and you know what you need! Don’t let family distract you. Mine are all assholes and I kid u not. I do have a similar life like yours. I’m 41 now and still living ground hog day with no answers and honesty from my family…my life with suicide has been at the forefront of everything but to depressing to talk about all this let alone remind myself…but hey! The sexy man is back!! And all your hair back!! Congratulations 🥳 now I need vita wheat

[michaelnash]

Wow talk about bearing your all, that takes balls. Resonates with me on so many levels. Words fail me but i reach out to you the best i can with empathy and love that you deserve as a human being. You are not alone.

[jasperkrown]

I think it’s time for him to come to the realization that a hair transplant is the way to go so he can focus on his acting career and spend less time playing with his partial wig. It’s time stickonhair, it’s time

[stevemcculloch]

Great to have you back been worried that something had happened

[nishan]

Bro fuck it all. You survived. That's all that matters. Grow a beard, get some nerd glasses, change the name of your channel and talk about how you dealt with the emotional damage you have survived. People everywhere are sad and they need your tips that 39 years of experience has gifted you. You'll make it. Trust me on this one. Hairsystem wearer myself. Much love from India

[waynedavid]

In the brief pic that you put up of when you lost your hair, you actually look much better then

[NecrossVamp]

I hope you get better, you deserve so be happy <3 send you lots of kisses and hope to see you more

[dafcjim]

Hopefully you can come back to us with weekly videos! Miss you bro!

[robertrobertson]

I don't think you read comments much, but if you happen to come across this, You aren't alone. There are plenty of us who suffer for long periods of time with issues that are even more disabling than depression. Trust me on that. As far as other people "understanding". They won't. No one can understand what isn't experienced. It's like trying to explain what the color blue is to someone who never saw color.. No one will fully understand unless they go through something similar. Even then they probably won't know exactly how you feel 100 percent. In this world, there could be no one who has your back. Not God, not even your own parents. You either have to find a way within yourself, even if you have two broken legs to try and claw your way out of the ditch. Sometimes we get lucky and some people might help us along the way... But this world is cruel and unforgiving. It doesn't give a shit about happy endings or how long we suffered or what we deserve.. You just have to do the best you can and build upon any success you are able to attain and take baby steps one foot in front of the other.. Life is short and it's kind of meaningless in the grand scheme of things.. You just do the best you can and enjoy it as much as your able to.. It's hard to do when you're suffering.

[massivetanman]

So does this mean you’re not going to be doing anymore hair tutorial videos always enjoyed your material?

[leonwillett]

Hey man, if your dad came after you with a harness and rescued you from the hole, what would that look like? You say he holds the key to your cage. What would unlocking your cage actually look like? How would he heal you? I’m asking seriously. Much love to you.

[edgybikercop]

Good to see you back. i hope thing improve

[mikesully]

Mate not trying to be funny and I know you've always been against it in the past but if you have the $$$ look into a HT I promise you it would literally be a load off your mind

[HRCISASKNK]

Dude like I have told you before, stay away from sugar and carbs.