I TRIED - Very Sad Storytelling Rap Instrumental | Music To Write Deep Lyrics

🔊 I TRIED - Very Sad Storytelling Rap Instrumental | Music To Write Deep Lyrics (BPM: 92) by Magestick Records

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[leoteng]

喜歡你的第1️⃣年我還沒有告白😑
喜歡你的第2️⃣年我還是沒告白😟
喜歡你的第3️⃣年我還是沒告白☹️
喜歡你的第4️⃣年我還是沒告白😘
喜歡你的第5️⃣年我還是沒告白😍
喜歡你的第6️⃣年我終於告白了🥵❤️‼️
但換來是你無情的拒絕🥹💔
但換來是你無情的拒絕🤡
收到你的死訊 我心如刀割🔪🔪😅
時間無法回去 只留下傷痕💔

[amberlove]

Reading all the comments is so refreshing, everyone got a different story to tell using his/her own style .I don't know why, but i almost cried because of this .🤞❤

[AimzBeats]

How are all of your beats so perfect? 🔥🔥🔥

[ManjiChicken]

0:18
Been a long time since we were young
Sitting long nights tryna think of one
Time where I felt alive, or had fun
Didn't get in fights, or keep a gun
Imagine my mom's face, she'd be stunned

Digging deep in the heart right here
Tryna figure out, what's inside?
What's sincere? Let my feelings out
Got a mask on feeling dead inside
People ask oh, still feeling fine
Draw a deep line in the sand right there
Keep walking, still talking, but never pass
Lookin out, from inside of the lookin glass
People walk by, just look and laugh
Feeling time slip by, through some broken glass
But it never slips, got an hourglass
With a broken lid, watching my time fall
For some other kid, missing mom's cooking
Start to reminisce,
wishing I could be that other kid.

Been a long time since we were young
Sitting long nights tryna think of one
Time where I felt alive, or had fun
Didn't get in fights, or keep a gun
Imagine my mom's face, she'd be stunned
(X2)

Wishing I could go back and ask
My younger self, why he had to make the mask
Or How he felt, looked so happy all the time
But no lie, he was still dying inside
Try to focus, but the image fades with time
It Gets all fuzzy, and it goes black as night
Im Feeling ready, Thinkin that tonight's the night
I cock back, but i can't face the blame
Bite down, I squeezed but nothing gave
Gun jammed, that's why I'm still here today
Woulda died, spread my mind in crimson tears
Woulda died, on just my 16th year
2012, was the time to make a change
I just couldn't, undertake all the pain
Put the mask on, to hide away my face
Keep the people out, just can't face the blame

Been a long time since we were young
Sitting long nights tryna think of one
Time where I felt alive, or had fun
Didn't get in fights, or keep a gun
Imagine my mom's face, she'd be stunned
(X2)

Yung Simo (Evne) - I tried

[ManjiChicken]

Beautiful beat man, big props. Really lets you pour emotion into it. Keep up the good work. +1

[改車王]

I haven't confessed my love to you in the first year I liked you
The second year I liked you, I still didn't confess
I still haven't confessed my love to you in the third year since I started liking you
It’s been four years since I’ve liked you, but I still haven’t confessed
I've loved you for five years but I still haven't confessed
I finally confessed my love to you in the sixth year of liking you
But you rejected me mercilessly.
But you rejected me mercilessly.

[DanLoaf]

Setiap kata2 ku luah sebelum terlambat
Pandangan ku kabur engkau tolong melihat
Dari ku liat engkau ajar dan buat ku ligat
Ku jatuh kau tarik ku dan panjat

Bukan cinta bukan suka bukan dia
Tiada apa yang boleh pisahkan kita
Mungkin ku salah kau tiada lagi bersama
Harungi bersama pancaroba kni tiada

Cinta tak buta yang buta tuannya
Bila cucuran air mata mengalir dibirai mata
Mengalirnya air mata ku bila kau tiada
Malangnya kita tidak lagi boleh berjumpa

Kerna kau ku pandai bersabar
Sengan untuk ku tanya khabar
Bangunnya aku dari tidur sayangmu ku lapar
Sakitnya diriku bagai mukaku ditampar

Berperang dalam kata aku engkau anggap musuh
Tidak ku sangka hubungan kukuh lagi utuh
Ku hanya redho istana kita sudah runtuh
Pedih dari hati sakit ia buat ku terbunuh

Tiada harapan tak mungkin bersama semula
kau dan aku hanyalah memori...

Tiada maknanya lagi sudah tiada lagi
Fantasi dalam komplikasi  ilusi jadi reality
Yang hanya kontroversi  hubungan semula jadi
Boleh bertuka orang nangis boleh bernyanyi

Tak bererti senyum tanda ku gembira
Di luar orang tahu di dalam tuhan saja
makin rebah makin jatuh dalam lembah
Memang susah hati gusar mula parah

Tiada macam dirimu ku tunggu terus menunggu
Sekali pun tak berpaling biarpun kau tahu
Sejadah dibentang ku bersujud sambil tangisi
Meminta pada DIA agar engkau pulang kembali...
Saling berputar bila ia kekal terpahat
Takkan kekal semula jika jasad disiat

Indah bila dilamun, sakit bila ia berakhir
Dalam mimpi aku mengelamun, bangkit dengan nafaz terakhir
Terlepas tangan hilang dari pandangan
Mahu kenyataan namun mimpinya berangan

Ku rindukan memori bukan dirimu yang telah pergi
Minda mahu ku pergi, hati suruh ku menanti
Ku tak pasti kita masih serasi
Setelah cinta kita dibakar benci

Cinta pada harta bukan cinta dalam hati
Aku cinta pada kamu bukti cinta reality
Biar mereka terpukau intan belian yang suci
Hanya hayalan dunia, kita tunggu akhir nanti

MOGA DIRIMU BAHAGIA
AKU SEDIKIT PUN TAK RASA KECEWA
BILA KAU MEMBIARKAN AKU TERDAMPAR
AKU TEMPUH DENGAN BANGGA

TIADA PUN RASA TERKILAN
AKU ANGGAP INI SEMUA SURATAN
AKAN AKU SIMPAM SEMUA KENANGAN
TERIMA KASIH SATU PENGALAMAN ~

Jujur masih ku cinta
Jujur masih ku perlu
Hakikatnya hanya pada kata
Bukan lagi macam yang lalu

Masihkah kau ingat hubungan yang tiada kisah tamat?
Nahh semuanya sudah terlambat
Hati ini rasa bagai dikerat-kerat
Kau buat hati ku dipijak dengan kuat

Semua kenangan telah disuratkan
Tiada lagi memori kecapi abadi
Semua sengketa manis telah ku hapuskan
Kini tiada lagi engkau disisi


Selamat tinggal ku harap engkau bahagia ='

[AnimeChannel]

Đi trên mái nhà, qua từng phố không một nơi nào để về
Bước vẫn tiếp bước, sau nhiều mệt mỏi không một ai để mà kể
Đứa trẻ đó vẫn cố gắng tiếp sống từng ngày, trong đầu thì vẫn luôn luôn

[kakashisei]

Bro this is incredible 🔥🔥
Thank you
You made my Sunday

[SarmilaSheroon]

(Hook)
You believe in what you see,
I believe in who let me see.
You idolise some persons,
I idolise the one who made them.
See thats the difference between u and me
Thats the distance between u and he .x2

(Verse 1)
I praise the living God and you
Praise the one who's none
He calls you as a son but you ain't listening
You guys and girls been busy with transitioning
Mero kura sacha, josko wishwas prabhu snga
Tyo athma ko lasha huna dekhi bacha
You been living with urself
Mo pavitra athma snga bachi rachu
Timi royi rachaw mo prabhu snga hasi rachu
Hascha saitan tmlai heri
Sansarik jala ma phaschaw paheri
Vako chaina deri
Xa saitan lai pacharna ra
paitala muni latarna .

(Hook)
You believe in what you see,
I believe in who let me see.
You idolise some persons,
I idolise the one who made them.
See thats the difference between u and me
Thats the distance between u and he .x2


(Verse 2)
Timro hathma nai ca timro jindagi
Timro hathma nai ca kasari jiwchw ki
Lagachaw sansar ko pachi, ki sacho parmeshwar
Lai chinchaw ki,
Yadh rakha waha ko karan aja bachi rachaw
Balidan waha ko karan aja hasi rachaw
Matra waha ko karan timi khusi vachaw
Ashish tmrai hathma ca
Bachaw na hami athma ca
Saitan ko khatma va
Na daraw timi prabhu sathma ca .

(Outro)
I stand tall cause I got god with me
Slashed satan
Got bible two edged sword with me
Got his words with me
Uha ko bachan msnga
Jiwan mero fika vaye prabhu savai ranga ....
(Aka)

[itscyn]

Cant say I didnt try, never said i didnt lie, didnt get sleep last night, pillows soaked from the tears i cried, god i do this shit all the time, gotta stay up gotta stay on the grind, got these stupid ass thought runnin in my mind, usain bolt setting record times, baby i said i wanna run, but i really wanna fly, you ask me to stay and i ask why, i dont got enough fight, who knows if this is right but fuck moneys tight, and i gotta find out tonight. Yeah i gotta problem with drugs, so what i like to feel numb, get high and get dumb, forget all the regrets causin me stress makin me eat tums, if i had a guitar maybe i would strum, but instead i got a fat ass blunt, rolled up, so what, im bout to fuckin light up, y'all can just sit back and judge, you dont know the struggle, you dont know the grudge, im just trying to fill the whole created by love. Got niggas who closer than blood, got family but only kinda know some, dad kicked me out reported me on the run, 17 surviving on crumbs, sleeping in a laundry room this shit aint fun, thats only a glimpse of the story, about why I use drugs, yeah I love weight not just for fun, gotta keep money Rollin in, god please forgive me for my sins, tired of takin L's I just wanna win, when I die put my body in a bin, hope I never see the inside of the pen, I'm just gonna keep writin with my pen, been doin it since I was 10, back at square 1 here we go again, all these fake niggas claiming they my fans, all these snake niggas saying they my friends, take the knife out just to stab my back again, so when I do them drugs I do a full send, you can see my struggles in a trend

[fettyaj]

Hello.. I wrote this song and it describes my feelings I am 13 years




[Start At 0:20]



Why am I so depressed?

Why am I such a mess,

Constant voices in my head

making me feel stressed

trying to figure out what's best,

It’s kinda hard to do when i’m always upset

I'm down in the dumps but never alone,

these voices in my head are starting to feel at home,

No matter what I’ll always feel unknown,

All alone in the dark,

watching my life fall apart,

I need something new,

a brand new start,

These lyrics are coming from my heart,

I got a bitter taste and I'm feeling kinda parched,

I just wanna go back to the start,

But it’s always back to being alone,

Why won’t anyone pick up the phone,

Now it's just me and my thoughts

They been coming around alot lately,

Why the fuck I am pacing,

Why is my heart is racing,

Why am I so insane?

Anger and sadness are the only things in my brain,

got my feelings locked in a cage,

I feel like i’mma go on a rampage

I need major help

I need to get saved

I’m Feeling estranged,

These thoughts will forever remain

I just want them to all go away...

My hearts filled with pain

These voices in my head

Telling me I'm next,

I have done things I regret

Sometimes I think i’m better off dead

but it all restarts like I hit replay,

Please help I don’t wanna live another day,

I always had self hate

I always take the blame.

Why am I so ashamed?

I feel so misplaced,

I just wanna take a break

I feel like i’m in a dream I can’t awake

I can’t sleep at night

Why do I even fight?

Why do I even try?

All I wanna do is cry

But I keep telling myself it’ll be alright,

Hoping one day i’ll have peace at mind

But I know

I will always turn to suicide

I just wanna give up and say goodbye….

I’m tired of the lies

I just wanna fucking die

I don’t even wanna be alive

I don’t know if I can survive

One more day on this Earth

I will always be hurt

I need to stay alert

I need comfort

I’m tired of hearing the souls in my mind

I’m tired of hearing them scream and cry

But for now it’s time to say goodbye

I’m ready to end my life

I’m ready to fucking die

I’ll see you again another day

I lost all my faith

I promise you time will fly by

But for now it’s temporary goodbye

[michaelchurns]

STOP WITH THIS IS MAJESTIC FOR THE INTRO PLZ IT RUINS MY FLOW

[doha]

'’m running from my demons I dunno why I cant chill
All my life I’ve been feeling like I’m running up a hill
And I don’t make no progress, I just keep falling down
And sometimes I just cry, when I’m thinking ‘bout my mom
I’ve Let so many people down, and I’ve made people frown
So now I’m left alone, all my loved ones are gone
So when I lay up in my bed, and start to overthink
It’s these heavy thoughts again, and I just start to sink
Dunno why I can’t float, or stop thinking thinking about this day
And every day I ask god why it had to go this way…

[amirulhakimi]

Mana keadilan?Waktu diperlukan
Hilang jauh tiada dalam pandangan
Kau butakan mata, tidak lupa hati
Bila ku dh pergi baru kau mencari

Baru aku tahu masa senang tumpang
Bila tengah susah aku dibelkang
Macam lah aku ni setiap masa senang
Aku tiada apa memang susah menang

Mana ada org mahu kalah
Walau setiap nafas aku semakin lelah
Terus berjuang even perlu korban darah
Terus betulkan kalau aku ada salah

Talk about time, its will never waiting
Rest of your life kita mesti hardworking
Fuck negative thing kita buat something
Yang perlu orang fikir "waw they have everything"

Keluarkan aku dari dunia fantasi
Sudah puas aku berhalusinasi
Kejut aku jangan tinggal sendiri
Aku tidak mahu lagi berimaginasi

[lalnunthara]

Ava nalh tehlul ve.
This is majestic, showing impressive beauty.😯

[J]

I’m depressed
More than ever
The word suicide burned to a letter
Stop telling me I’ll be better
Life sucks and it takes so much effort
I’m dying inside
Every tear I hid with another grin
I’m crying inside
Holding my emotions within
I’m cutting this lines
One for every lost friend
Where the fuck is the end
I’m trying to pretend
Act like everything is good
When really I can’t mend
I can’t mend all the holes that tore my heart apart
I always want to take things right to the start

I only tell my friends some things
I dont say
I see myself and only want to be skinny
That I want to drink away my life with a bottle of Henny
I made these scars to not feel empty

I hate pity parties
Having people say I’m great when I know I’m not
Even my breathing, I want it to stop
I know I am not perfect
I know that I’m not worth it
I know that I’m hurting
Just fucking pretend
Act like everything is good
Stop acting like my feelings can be understood
I hate opening up
If I tell anyone I cut
It makes me feel so stuck
Stop asking me how I am when you know I’m not great
I act like I am until this depression goes away
I only say I’m okay
That’s a fucking lie
But I can’t tell anyone how I want to die
I make up lies for everytime I cry

[TA_RSA]

Chorus
Never look to the sky
Cause I'm mounted to the ground
Big dreams, big depression
Never lucky always scared
Cause I know the future ain't bright
The future really ain't bright

Verse 1
All my pain and my cries never faded just got hated
Always lied to my face and I hate it
Tossed my heart around thinking that I wouldn't mind
I got torn apart trying not to fall apart
Oh my God is this really your will
Must I tell you how I really feel
Must I tell you how I feel
Must I tell you how I really feel yea

Chorus
Never look to the sky
Cause I'm mounted to the ground
Big dreams, big depression
Never lucky always scared
Cause I know the future ain't bright
The future really ain't bright

Verse 2
I'm begging on my knees
No more hurt I say please
I'm a hustler for life and I will struggle for life
Make a living that's a dream
Always smiling when I'm hurt
Oh my God is this really your will
Must I tell you how I really feel
Must I tell you how I feel
Must I tell you how I really feel yea

Chorus
Never look to the sky
Cause I'm mounted to the ground
Big dreams, big depression
Never lucky always scared
Cause I know the future ain't bright
The future really ain't bright

Verse 3
Never faded and I hate it
Too bad you didnt make it
Tough luck tough love
Take your time it ain't mine
Cause I really wanna die
Oh my God is this really your will
Must I tell you how I really feel
Must I tell you how I feel
Must I tell you how I really feel yea

Chorus
Never look to the sky
Cause I'm mounted to the ground
Big dreams, big depression
Never lucky always scared
Cause I know the future ain't bright
The future really ain't bright

Conclusion
All the pain and the hurt never faded...
Never faded and I hate it
Always dreamed and I thought I would make it...
Too bad you didnt make it
All the pain and the hurt never faded...
Always dreamed and I thought I would make it...

[hollybeecham]

Growing up was a fairytale
Guess i never thought that it would fail
Thought i knew everything at my young age
Never knew that i was just backstage


Primary school
Friends all around
Secondary school
No one to be found


I wish that i could just
Make it all right
To dissapear
Out of plain sight


Im getting older now
Its getting rough
Never thought
That it would be this tought


Struggling to find my way
Just cause its dark
Maybe i just someone
To be that spark


The futures nearly here
I'll see what it holds
By that time
We will all be old


Incomplete but i thought i'd post it x :)

[Emily-iswo]

you smiled through the pain
you smiled with your heart
you smiled even when it was you that was torn apart

your emotions are faded
and that’s what makes this tough
they’re messed up and everything at all of the above

Pain in my chest
Death on my mind
the ones who claim to love me can’t even look me in the eyes

My life was feeling empty
It made me feel confused
I can’t help but think that im really being used

I tried to make y’all happy
I tried to keep this smile
I tried to convince myself I was happy for awhile

I tried to keep my sane
but I tried to stay alone
I tried to call for help but didn’t think y’all would answer the phone