childhood memories.

Tracklist:
0:00 Øneheart - this feeling

1:31 reidenshi - november 8

3:20 karamel kel - aglow (intro)

5:23 bonjr - if it's real, then i'll stay (slowed + reverb)

9:09 diedlonely - avenoir

14:04 mathbonus - there is light in us

17:46 symphocat - long whale song

#ambientmusic #darkambient #sleepmusic

[hektornado]

No memory will ever recreate the feeling of having nothing to worry about, no responsibilities, just being yourself in your own world.

[josh-innit]

"We don't know that we are creating memories, we were just having fun"

[jurgenwind]

i wish i could time travel and live my childhood on an endless loop.

[notrealgummy]

Your childhood ends faster then you think

[A_Random_Melon_Pult]

Sometimes, I just wish I could go back in time, not to fix the mistakes I had made, but to feel something twice.

[iluvmyself]

You're outside with family and friends. The sun feels wonderful on your skin as it smiles at you. The grass is greener than ever and the sky is blue. Nothing matters right now, because you're in the moment. Everyone and everything you've loved is with you and life is as pure as it could ever be. All those warm childhood memories are coming back to you. Now you're running in the backyard, you fall and someone picks you up. "It's going to be okay". It is going to be ok. Believe that. No matter how hard things may seem right now. You are more than enough. Never forget it

[anastasianordstrom]

growing up as a kid in the early 2000s I loved how my parents kept me away from technology. they raised me in a way where I was excited to see people in person and create memories with them. Every holiday was so exciting to attend, I never EVER had to worry about what was going on. I lived as a normal person, not worrying about things, enjoying life and being me. now... things feel more depressing and dark... I would honestly love to live in an alternate universe where I can be in the nostalgic feeling of this time.

To my younger self,

don't wish to grow up quickly, cherish the memories you made and are going to make, be happy, be free, don't worry, and just be you.

[Josuvious]

We once played with our friends outside for the last time and we didn’t know.

[carolgoodmanson]

i’m never going to be a kid again and tbh i think i’ll always be heart broken over that fact. I miss not caring about work or school I just wanted to play with my friends outside, and make pretend base’s in trees or play man hunter, or to just play at a park with your family after school. I’m always gonna miss middle school and how easy it was, how much fun it was. I miss being an ignorant little girl who didn’t know anything about the world, who just wanted to watch dora and play with barbie’s. Living seemed so much more appealing as a kid you’d wake up and immediately want to go outside to see the sun finish rising and to smell that fresh air it seems differently then it does now

[cashg.]

You ever know how much you’re gonna love a memory as it’s happening?

[MASKEDMAN]

I was born in 1992... this feels like the early 2000s reminiscing on suburbia, out and about with friends... not a care in the world. We physically had to login to a computer to check MySpace, Facebook, YouTube. Anywhere further than a 10-minute drive seemed like a whole other world away. Everything was cheaper. America seemed calmer then. We all were happier.

[hjumper]

You go back to your childhood home after 20 years and you get hit with all of your old memories

[chiaraa.d]

It reminds me of when as a child every day in the afternoon after school I went to the park with lots of friends to play and now I'm alone with no one.

[paimonmon]

It's so sad that we can't repeat our childhood, but it's even sadder when we think not everyone had a great childhood

[Chill_Dreams]

To the person reading this, Good Luck! Don't stress, everything will be fine. No matter what difficulty you are facing right now, you can overcome it! You are strong and brave

[ssellvaa]

I remember .. 10 years ago .. an image that is still frozen in the back of my head, our old little house .. it was spring, the smell of coffee filling the place, my mother was in the kitchen with my aunt, the sound of the television in the next room was emitting faint laughter, the kids outside were screaming .. and I was sitting in the foyer with a chessboard, the sun creeping through the windows onto my skin... Misho, our cat, was lying in front of me.. I didn't realize it but I was so happy then . I wish i could go back to tell everyone that i loved them and loved every moment i spent with them .

[Averagewaterdispenser]

I'm still just 15 but i feel really old and i wanna go back to my childhood days where I had real friends instead of online friends, physical games instead of online games and would talk irl instead of talking through phone

[Pilps]

Born 1993, when I was around 5/6 me and my family had to move to Germany, Osnabruck because my Dad was stationed there for being in the British Army. We stayed there until 2001. I can honestly say from what memories are still there in my head, are the best years of my life. If I could just relive those days, just for a few hours, I would be so happy.

I spend hours crying happy/sad tears on Google Earth Pro with the time machine of the maps. Seeing my old Primary School before it was demolished. Seeing the Army barracks my dad was at before that too was sadly demolished. Seeing my old childhood home which I haven't seen since we left 22 years ago.

It's even more saddening with how Germanys privacy laws are. Google Street view is practically none existent. So the buildings and the streets I fondly remember are mainly just these pixelated resemblances of buildings that I still vividly remember from my childhood but i can't see how are now or was a few years ago. I only have what I remember, and the odd remnants of videos here on YouTube which is extremely lacking and rare to find.

The walks we went on, the Warner Brothers Movie Theme Park down south near Dorsten. Pony rides in the woods and picking the oldest one there who was called Boris. I picked him all the time because he liked to eat the grass a lot which made the ride last longer so I could spend more time with him. The little & big lake walk just behind the Nettebad. The traditional Christmas Markets in the town centre. Playing video games when my Dad finally came home on my Playstation 1, we would try and beat the games in one day but never could because I didn't have a memory card. Getting excited whenever Pokemon was on the TV. Friends round mine to share the big swimming pool I had.

Watching Halloween Town before going out trick or treating. Finding our first ever pet, a kitten abandoned behind a grit bin while we were on a bike ride and taking her home, we named her Millie. So many memories. All lost to time. With only old VHS tapes & photographs to try and relive those memories at least just a tiny bit.

Oh what Id do just to go back to those days. Nostalgia is such a beautiful but cruel mistress. I hate to love it and love to hate it. I Miss you Osnabruck. I miss you childhood.

But. I have a baby daughter now. And I honestly can not wait to be the best father I can possibly be. And to make everlasting memories with her that she can look back on and smile just as much as I do looking back at the ones I made with my Mum & Dad.

Oh Germany. Oh Osnabruck. Oh childhood. You were the best of days. I'll revisit you one day. With the whole family hopefully.

[abdullahamir]

Wish I could have real life friends who listen these kind of playlists every night 🌃

[moonlightmando]

I’m so glad i grew up without tik tok or anything of the sort. Watched YouTube in its glory days, played the wii, hanged out with friends. I wish i could just relive all these memories. I’m still young (ish), but no longer feel the warm embrace of childhood.