Øneheart - this feeling

visual by: BASTARD

music by: Øneheart

fam: CRESTA LA CULTURA

[notme]

When I was like 8 years old my dad worked in my grandpa company. As a little boy i used to love trips with my dad when he had to drive for some company meetings he always wanted to take me with him. He always talked to me when I had a problem and he always protected me from every bad thing. Sometime i saw my mom and my dad arguing about grandpa's company but when I asked my dad or mom about it they always responted, ,its nothing don't worry about it" i trusted them thats nothing but i wasn't sure. These conversations started to getting more aggresive and I didnt really know whats going on. One day my mom wanted to talk about it with me and it was about grandpa's company which was about to fall. I started to getting more sad so i started to play a lot of games when they were arguing. I was just a innocent boy who wanted to have good life so i trusted mom that everything is going to be all right and started to play games more and more to avoid things that were happening around home. I started to understand things more as i was listening to conversations. My dad was lost in his mind he didnt know who he had to listen his grandpa or my mom. Dad started to drink a lot and I were feeling so bad for him that sometime I just thought thats my fault. The worst thing was that i couldnt help him anyway. I could just see him crying while drinking at night. My mom wanted the best for us so she signed me and my siblings for private school even though we hadnt much money. My mom started to yell at me because i had quite bad grades but I was to traumatized to do anything like i had no motivation for anything all I wanted is just to have my father back. I really had a big deppresion that i wanted to kill myself as a 9 years old boy. Its been years now and im still not happy but I know I still have father who made his own company with my mom. I see him trying so hard for us, that sometimes he sleeps at job. I still really love him.

[dashqe]

уф братик, спустя 10 лет эмбиент снова популярен и дал нам крутого исполнителя. спасибо тебе

[ElyaKandagalova-tliu]

Твоя музыка бесподобна. Хоть мне и 23, и я мама дочи, но эта музыка меня возвращает в мои беззаботные 15-18 лет. Где пахнет маем, а в ушах лайтовый инди-поп или инди-рок❤

[rainandcloudd_]

i really love your art. your music. it describes a lot of things. brings so much emotions. this is a pure piece of art, i love the vibe

[zumlog]

I heard this song in one mix today. The moment the first note sounded I had chills and start to think. Like I found something I lost years ago... Thank you ♥

[ArthurH]

You guys are geniuses. Love this kind of real music and the feeling it brings

[prod.pm]

Song got me thinking about the good times I had in middle school & high school 🎓 2022

[designer_lappa]

Ваша музыка разгружает мозг - это прям необычное направление в жанре музыки. Желаю Вам творческих успехов и классных коллабов 🚀✨

[lovemusic____]

так ты еще и русский, продолжай я рад, что наши ребята очень талантливые, твоя музыка описывает мое состояние. спасибо тебе <3

[AsadAlBangali]

I still remember that day when our eyes first acquainted, a trivial moment of nothing yet the timeless beginning of everything.

[laskrillz]

I just discovered you and I genuinely love every one of your songs I've listened to thus far, wow. I don't want it to ever end. Currently on a journey to listening to each song. Thank you for existing. 🖤

[remkarablin]

Я даже представить себе не мог, что автор на столько великолепной милилонопросматриваемой музыки является из России! Но даже не это важно, а важно то, что это потрясающе !

[João-ub]

I love this Ethereal feeling your songs bring

[baies]

Just like good old trance music. Magnifique! Remember "children"? Thanks ⚘

[ezemi_ow]

im glad that at least on tiktok you get the recognition you deserve, you deserve a lot more, your music warms my soul! keep going at it my due

[thelightattheendofthetunne]

this visual hit different. Just everything about this. truly amazing peace!

[totturu]

you're not a very recognized musical artist on this platform.. you're the one who makes the songs, isn't it? It's so bad someone with so much talent doesn't get what they deserve.. :(

[Zutzuuu]

The way this song just makes me feel like I've been living an entirely different life, or just like I've entered heaven, despite everything I've done, I do, and will do to this world. Thank you so much for creating this, and thank you for being you. Thanks to this song, my life feels more peaceful than ever <3.

[stefanobrunori]

Man your songs are really a thing! Keep going!

[nomesobrenome]

This is beautiful. It reminds me of "Darling, Didn't We Kill You?" and "Speak Dead Speaker", by Ulver