How I've Really Been Feeling & GRWM

HAPPY #LANMAS DAY 20! Today we are getting ready for my fam's holiday celebrations & having an honest chat while doing so! Sending all of my love to you right now & always fam XOXOXO

IN THE VIDEO:

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ITEMS IN THE 12 DAYS OF #LANMAS GIVEAWAYS:
Becca Opal Highlight
& A Mascara!

To enter DAY TEN!!!: * open to EVERYONE! (yes, internationally tooo xx)
- CONGRATS TO @ MOOCHELLERINA!!
XOXOXOXO

Music is from Epidemic Sound
Edits by my hunni Dejan the Man
This video is not sponsored Xx

[swolfhopeful]

It’s so comforting to hear that others are going through the same exhaustion and fatigue from the past 2 years. Glad you and Dejan are close to family again and can spend some good quality time together! Thank you for Lanmas, it has been such a bright spot to watch your videos everyday! I think those are deer hoof prints in your backyard :) swolfhope

[andreahaynes]

Can I just say I have been a subscriber for several years but your joy and happiness just brings a smile to my face as I sit and watch through your videos especially blogs!! Thank you continue the great work!! Merry Christmas!

[sophiebella]

Hello Lan 🥰 ohhh my, my heart feels your pain... it's my pet-peeve when people only talk about Christmas in superlatives, when it's such a tough and sad and terrible time of the year for so many.. 💔
Personally, for me, 2021 was by far the worst year of my life so far. It definitely felt like it couldn't have gotten any worse, as if the universe turned against me. *THAT* is why i'm so teary-eyed when I think of Lanmas, and the beauty community in general, which *literally* SAVED me. THANK YOU LAN. You don't even know how much your uploads help me, and many other gals and pals 🥺❤ x

sophiebellaby

[Sandra.Viewer]

I'm so thankful for LANMAS 😌 Thank you for all the positivity and good vibes 🤗

[mychaaa]

With all that's going on and my mental health I'm so so relieved and happy that I've decided to drop Christmas this year all together and my mom supported my decision. Encourage others to do the same if the pressure and stress is too much ❤️ and thank you Lan, I've been looking forward your uploads like never before this December 💛

[chiaraspagnol]

Panetton-ay is not only the proper pronounciation but is also (and most importantly) SO GOOD! This panettone appearance just made my viewing experience of this Lanmas edition so much better because nobody knows of it outside Italy but they should because it’s so good! 💕 thanks Lan for spreading the word

[ltb]

also- I can definitely relate to feeling down and discouraged. I’m a nurse and the Covid numbers at our hospital keep going up and up. On this exact day last year, I got my first Covid vaccine and remember feeling so hopeful for the first time in months that it was a beginning to the end. A year later and I’m having a hard time grasping onto that hope I had last year. ☹️

[kaitiewy]

I cannot wait but also sad for Christmas to be over. I also am unironically in love with your Gisou sweater - I need one ASAP.

[nicoleferreria]

I literally just added that rod thing to my cart bc your hair turned out so well! I love the white elephant jello trick! I hope they were pleasantly surprised! One year a friend brought in just printer paper..like the whole thing package 😂

[AnnasStyleDictionary]

Merry Christmas everyone 🤍✨
I hope you are feeling well and healthy. In these times it is so important to enjoy the time we can spent with out family and I truly hope you are able to celebrate this holiday with your families ✨🎄

[alemilyjane]

So needed to hear that others are feeling this immense burn out and exhaustion with everything over the last two years. Thank you 🙏🏻 all in this together 🥲

[rachelb.]

Love the sweater and the whole hair do. You really pulled it off so beautifully. And Meryl is the best. Hope one day you do a dedicated vlog of her pov and daily life. Would be cute

[tara]

I love love love the jello box idea!! You didn't tell us if it worked and fooled them!!! Love that big candle you got🔥❤ Also, Meryl cracks me up! "What's outside??" My Thomas kitty Meow sounds like, "Moe, moooe, MOE!!" LOL Hope you have a festive holiday full of laughter! 🍻
#Lanmas

[vvanessavitaa]

I love these kinds of vids - they’re so calming and make me feel less lonely too. So sorry to hear you’ve been feeling down. Sending you love and best wishes for the holidays 💕 Vanessavitaa

[lyndaplancarte]

Slice and toast your Panatone (Italian) and have it with coffee or tea for breakfast. Also makes great French toast!!...grew up on Panatone and Biscoitti!!...always enjoy your vlogs...that you for being so down to earth and being yourself!!...best of the holidays to you and your little family!!

[chantellemasters]

Thank for sharing your current well being feelings. But an even bigger thank you for continuing to be so many of our releases from that world with your videos. But please don’t ever burn yourself out for our sake! If you need a days, weeks or even months break from filming then take it! ❤️

[danielledaigle]

Those would be deer tracks. I'm like 90% sure.

[sabrinarusso]

Omg! I’m obsessed with panettone. My Italian family eats it around Christmas every year and I actually baked one from scratch for the first time. It makes amazing French toast and bread pudding, and you could also freeze the extra loaf (although I would slice it first.

[katariinatasala]

You really made me go from "oh i'm glad i didn't buy the heatless-curl thingy" to "yeah man i need that in my life" in like 2 seconds. That Christmas sweater is so nice! ✨ katasalaofficial

[lauragiles]

I'm in the UK and I feel exactly the same. I had a head cold at the end of November which I then passed on to my husband, and then all this Omicron stuff has become a thing, and it all just feels so sad. It feels like we've gone back in time and nothing has moved on. Except now I've had three Covid jabs, and I'm still limited in what I can do. I'm disappointed and angry that we're still dealing with things by locking down or restricting movements, and its rubbish. However, your videos have been amazing at cheering me up and making me feel like Christmas is here. Thank you for always striving to do Lanmas, it has made such a difference these last two years especially! xx