when u come home

Listen to 'when u come home' by Swell Silverstein
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Swell Silverstein

artwork by bootleganime

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[thebootlegboy]

sad songs are always my favourite, anyone else feel the same? 💜

[chemoemo]

It's sad time once again boys . . .

I understand the nervous anticipation; the anxiety that comes before meeting someone after so long, and with the both of you changing so much. Whether it be a past lover, an old friend, or troubled relative, please know this - there's always room to improve, to calm situations, and make something good out of bad choices. While there is no true "second chance", the consequences can be worked on, and can be made better someday, somehow - it just takes work, time, and a little patience. Welcome that returning individual with open arms if you can, and know that things can change - learn from your past mistakes, and improve. I trust you. Until that time comes, listen to some music.
Enjoy.

[mynmynm]

Finally i found the lyrices..

I saw you
Again I knew just where you'd be
I'll stop this
Real soon when
you're back safe with me
When you come home I’ll stop this
When you come home I’ll hide it good
I’ll never cry again
when you come home to me
In picture
I'd see it you weren't really there
In truth I
Still feel it hanging in the air
When you come home I’ll stop this
When you come home I’ll hide it good
I’ll never cry again
when you come home to me
When you come home I’ll stop this
When you come home I’ll hide it good
I’ll never cry again
when you come home to me
come home to me
come home to me
when you come home
when you come home
I’ll never cry again
come home to me
when you come home
when you come home
I’ll never cry again
when you come home to me
come home to me
come home to me

[Layla-echr]

"I'll never cry 😔💔
Wish I could say the same

[Chuuba]

Still remember when you were at 100k subs you've grown a lot and we grew with you

[mydixiewrecked]

Man.. always hitting me right in the only piece left of my

[DreamhopMusic]

I hope none of you guys will ever be in this kind of situation :(

[webba]

*School has just begun and i'm already behind in **_everything._* I feel useless. I've heard i have potential, but i've also heard that's just things you say to people my age... i feel useless.

*My grades will drop right at the finish line, * parts of me knows i shouldn't give up now. Not yet, it's over soon but.. something, i have no idea what, but _something_ happened and for the first time in my life i feel like i don't want to come home when school is over.
Not cause i don't like it here - it's the only place i feel remotely okay - but because i feel like i don't deserve it. *I feel like i'm a dissapointment for not doing my best..*
I'm dumb for letting those parts of my mind decide so much for me...
my mum has rarely time for just me - it's January and it's a lot of work for her, on top of that she has to help looking for a new apartment for my sister, help me find a new school, and her fiancè is in China for work and my brother _just_ moved out, so she barely has any time over to help me with my stress or even book a psychologist for me. *Not that i'd ask for any of it.* I don't want to push more pressure onto her, i can feel how her pressure is already pouring over onto me.

Right now, It's 2;32am on a school night. _They say i have potential, but that's what they tell people my age._ So I think i might call in sick again, tell myself it's just to study at home, Though, that's never what i end up doing anyway...
*i feel useless, stressed and stuck in a time lapse of my own life.* I make the same mistake a billion times, knowing exactly how to fix it but still choosing not to.
I feel like i'm a cloud, i'm here but i'm just a bit not. *You cannot touch me and i still ruin your day.*
My memory is getting worse and i have never really been able to tell time in general, and at this point it's all so blurry and i am scared.
*So, so, so fucking scared.*
I'm a fucking amazing actor when it comes to it though, cause shit i'm good at pretending like i'm not panicking constantly.

*I feel so off. Like i'm floating, but i'm not the one in control.. but at the same time i feel like i'm in a cage. I feel so useless..*

I know i'm repeating myself, but so is my mind. Trying to grasp reality if it even exists.. that's no excuse, just an explanation that doesn't really make sense.

_I love you to death, cause i'd fall for just about anyone who listens. Thanks._

[brilis]

there might be multiple reasons a person clicks on this video.

some want a soothing track to lull them to sleep. to those people: leave the comments and get the rest you deserve. sleep well.

some are lonely or are feeling very sad. to those people: all pain ends eventually. the good will come soon enough. you can do this.

some may be studying. to those people: leave the comments, I wish you good luck, you’re going to do amazing.

some can’t stand the silence and the thoughts and tears that accompany the silence. to those people: take a deep breath in. now exhale. now say, “I’m fine. I will be fine. I am in control. I am okay.”

to anyone who is reading this right now, i love you. and so do many others. you have nothing to worry about. take a breath and appreciate the good things about this world. everything is and will be okay. you’ve got this. and i love you.

[xxviaa]

I love you bootleg boy, you’ve got me through so much :)

[dolllipnaive]

sad songs makes me feel weirdly most especially your songs. i can play em all day

[clovr]

If you’re reading this. You are alive and loved. Keep pushing. Don’t give up. Much much love from Houston Texas. 💜💜💜

[Katsyl]

where we just watch Disney movies while in eachother arms as if we were part of a teen romance book.
We can ignore the doorbell during those late mornings when we both wake up at 11:30am.
When you come home I forget all my worries and I finally relax.

Uh hi there. So I'm really sad at myself because in the middle of writing this my phone deleted half of the poem before I could post it and I can't remember skksksks. so apologies for the half written poem I'll try to 're write it at some point. Well with that I wish you a good morning, afternoon, evening or night wherever you may be. Till next time. ❤

[oren]

"i always hugged myself, but when you arrive infront of my eyes, i want to hold you tight."

-signed, emotions

[CollegeMusic]

loving the illustration 💕

when can I get my bootleg phone?

[TEMI]

this is the gold community of the internet, love you guys! <3

[clowie]

This is amazing thank you the music you upload is amazing and it helps me! Thanks hope you have an awesome day

To anyone reading this you are amazing and soon things will get better! I love you try and stay strong! You matter and you are beautiful/ handsome!!!

[kikiredeye]

I still come to this song even after years and it still hits me the same way it did the first time I heard it🖤

[boxinggorillavlogs]

I hope no one feels this way... but knowing im not the only one makes me feel less alone. Conflicting emotions, as are most this days.

[alexmkc]

How is it possible for Sad songs to get me so emotional but calm and a little happy as well? Something about them give me comfort but at the same time I get so emotional thinking about everything I’ve gone through.