Mod Sun - Runaway

Produced by Mod Sun
A forgetbrennan film

Filthy Fangs Records, 2018

Mod Sun - Runaway | Lyrics

When everything seems lonely + I’m feelin out of place
I go to my favorite restaurant + let a newspaper hide my face
+ I runaway
I order myself a coffee even tho I hate the taste
So I pour some whiskey in it + get drunk in a public place
+ I runaway
As the morning becomes afternoon + the drugs start to fade
Instead of be a human + face all the voices that I made
I’d rather runaway

Yeah I’m gettin older I should probably start thinking bout my health
Try to talk to the man in the mirror but he’s never any help
He just runs away
I’m starting to lose it
Starting to lose myself

When everyone is soft asleep I’m alone with my best friends
Cuz all I ever needed was the voice inside my head
But I runaway
One day I’ll be gone + all you’ll have is the words I said
that’s why I stay awake at night everytime I look at my bed
I just runaway

I’m starting to love myself.

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[VickaaiMinajXD]

Please do more acoustic, your words are so deep

[MsMnRaw]

I love you Mod. It’s true that you do need to take care of yourself. I lost myself and in 2007...ended up in 3 hospitals trying to run away. 11 years sober, It hasn’t been an easy road but for me it was the only path to life.

[jebustchrist]

you have no idea how much i listen to this song sir.

[Bluejayxx]

Music save lives. Your music save lives. This spoke to me. Especially after my mom just passed. Thank you for speaking your heart and sharing it with us. I love you best friend. I feel another ASL cover coming soon. 🤟🏾

[courtneyknox]

This is the prettiest yet simplest music video I have ever seen and I am loving it.

[miabaulz]

Starting to love myself… much love brother and many blessings 🙏

[natasha]

this song is so underrated, it triggered something in me that needed healing. Thankyou

[Rikkiii]

I felt this song on such a deep level. It’s been on repeat ever since I first heard it. You’re definitely right, it is an amazing song to listen to at night. The chills. Soooo

[rufurn]

I want to report How amazingly awesome it is!!! :)

[bealsonwheels]

Saw this on 10-10-2018 in concert at the Rex Theater in Pittsburgh Pennsylvania. Love my hippy MODSUN!!! He even took a selfie with my boyfriend and myself!! Love ya MODSUN MY HIPPY!!!

[bobdylan]

This song manages to always find me when i need it the most. Man has given me the strength to save myself more times than i can count

[tereniapuspita]

I just know his music recently when he duet with Avril, and started to find his old music and I'm glad to hear that he has many good songs back then.

[goodvibes]

This song made today better <3 thank you Mod Sun. You never cease to inspire me, this song was so beautiful it brought me to the brink of tears. I started to listen to your music a couple years ago, when I was at a really dark dark place, I had completely lost myself in my own depression, I started to be afraid of myself, and of every little thing. Your music inspired me to change that, you've inspired me to be this overly positive hippy I am now. You've inspired me to not only be more positive, but to be more outspoken as well and to take more risk and fully allow myself to be, myself. To live life to its fullest and not let anything get in the way, not even myself. In a nut shell, you inspired me to just live. This song really hit home with me, in the sense of reminding me not everyone can be happy all the same, but that we gotta find our own unique way there, and that even when we lose ourselves its not hopeless. Nothing is hopeless. I love you so much.

[restoredecormore]

I just found your songs, I have been non stop watching all of your videos. MOD SUN! You are my new favorite artists, no one can compare! LIVE, LAUGH, LOVE! Stay on top and strive on. You are changing the world, one soul at a time. We needed someone like you! Thank you for being you.

[mwewrestling]

Literally happened to to me a week ago! My wife was none to happy but i was losing myself. Now I couldnt be happier, sometimes you just have to find your center again! Anyway, I see this song a week later and it makes even more sense now. Thank you Derek!MODSUN

[andrewdejesus]

This might be the most important Mod Sun moment. Thank you for continuing to give Brother. Massive Love🙏

[B-fm]

I swear this song is the most accurate description of my daily conscience

[lesleescott]

@Modsun wow just wow thank you God for letting this man find his true calling and having the guts to acknowledge that passion and put his best foot forward 😎🤟💚we love you...

[kimberlysoria]

i want to run away... now more than ever.

thank you for all that you do, mod & bella. y'all keep me grounded.

[chloelamb]

Mod. No words are enough to describe how much I love you. Thank you for being you. You helped me gain a new perspective on life a few years ago and I just want to thank you.