NateWantsToBattle - Socioenvy (Official Music Video)

WARNING: Some viewers may find some imagery in this video disturbing. Viewer discreetion advised.
Official music video for Socioenvy from the 3rd original album To Let Go by Nathan Sharp (NateWantsToBattle)
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Performed by Nathan Sharp ► @NateWantsToBattle
Mixed/Mastered by Shawn Christmas ► @ShawnChristmas
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Wish I never fell into numbers
Wish that I could dissipate my rage
Wish I could unearth my thunder
Artificial taste it holds my name

Thought that I had always been numb
But now I can’t ignore the bends and cracks
Wish that I could turn the noise off
Disassociate and not come back
Why do I come back?

Wish I weren’t obsessed with purpose
Stay content with anything that’s mine
Wish I weren’t results of regrets
It’s nauseating when I say I’m fine

So sick of waiting for an answer
Staring at the sky in hopes it falls
The sum of all my charts and failures
I wish I couldn’t feel a thing at all

Wish I never fell into numbers
Wish that I could dissipate my rage
Wish I could unearth my thunder
Artificial taste it holds my name

Thought that I had always been numb
But now I can’t ignore the bends and cracks
Wish that I could turn the noise off
Disassociate and not come back

[TFresh]

Fun Fact: Nate revealed in one of his livestreams that the very first noise you hear in the song, the small rising sound before the piano comes in, is Nate saying/yelling "Fuck" and it is so heavily processed that you can't hear it anymore.

[april]

You can really feel the emotions in this album. Absolutely a work of art!

[Glossy_Mossy]

I think part of the reason Nate's fans like his songs more now, is because of us being able to share those feelings..

[abijigailstew]

This is my favorite song on the album. There's so much to it musical with the resolution/modulation. The lyrics are a message that rings true with so many artists. The emotions across the whole piece but especially during the second chorus just reflect so much from within

[horrorwood]

one of my favorites off the album. the presence of regrets haunt this track, it's darkly beautiful

[KeithDrawz]

This song has a special place for me, the lyrics are so meaningful and the line 'dissociate and not come back' Ill always feel a connection with Nate because of that line...dissociation is hard but when you manage to see something that is better than what you have to deal with in the real world, you don't want to come back

[Sutokid]

Lyrics to sing along:

Wish I never fell into numbers
Wish that I could dissipate my rage
Wish I could unearth my thunder
Artificial taste it holds my name

Thought that I had always been numb
But now I can’t ignore the bends and cracks
Wish that I could turn the noise off
Disassociate and not come back
Why do I come back?

Wish I weren’t obsessed with purpose
Stay content with anything that’s mine
Wish I weren’t results of regrets
It’s nauseating when I say I’m fine

So sick of waiting for an answer
Staring at the sky in hopes it falls
The sum of all my charts and failures
I wish I couldn’t feel a thing at all

Wish I never fell into numbers
Wish that I could dissipate my rage
Wish I could unearth my thunder
Artificial taste it holds my name

Thought that I had always been numb
But now I can’t ignore the bends and cracks
Wish that I could turn the noise off
Disassociate and not come back

[Swishyhead]

So many heartwrenching callbacks to Perfect By Design, as you find all the bends and cracks you couldn't see before.

[andagoat]

Can't listen to this song and not appreciate the ending notes that perfectly transition into Without a Cure in the album. The first few times listening, I thought the two were one long song. Phenomenal orchestration and arrangement

[lukelcs]

You might monetize your pain, but you also share it.
And that is a precious gift for so many of us.
Always remember that .
We love you Nate ^.^<3

[WereWING]

the fact this song is kind of a redux of What You Want is to me. It sounds so good, it really continues Nate's kind of overarching theme of self mythologizing and self reference in his material that I think a lot of artist want to do, but can't pull of quite this effectively. Nate is an amazing songwriter, an amazing vocalist, has an amazing mind for concepts, and this whole album just further proof of that. You'll always be one of my biggest inspirations, and in a world of white noise, one of my favorite sounds. Incredible work.

[ChristopherKapoun]

I was really digging the soft piano vibe and then the second half kicked in with the visuals MMM-MMM!!!

[jess-lynne]

this song is quickly becoming my favorite on tlg. this music video had so many emotions all at once. wow.

[wantedpandafox]

This song is on a whole other level and it's incredible how much emotion can be felt in the vocals, music and the lyrics. Every single song just continues to blow me away

[yeetopateeto-]

Not often do songs resonate with me to such a degree that it brings me to tears but this was one of them that destroyed me. Amazing song!

[JennaBomb]

Nate I hope you see this and I'm gonna keep saying it regardless...you have kept me here and kept me from doing some really awful things. I need your music because it really does help me it keeps me centered and reminds me that I have to keep going. I have never related more to a song and this is perfect. Thank you for your tours, your time putting out your music and for everything you do without realizing that you're helping so many of us. Stay safe Nate, stay safe everyone.

[nicolettestiltner]

the scream will never not make me emotional

[Catpuff]

Dude this feels like it's shoulder to shoulder with one of my all time favorite bands like Anberlin, Three Days Grace, My Chemical Romance. You've grown so much in your craft over the past years ❤

[ScaryDusk]

This song will always be one of my favorites, This song is nothing but pure unbridled emotion. Nothing more, Nothing less. Amazing Work Nate, To Let Go is definitely your best work so far.

[levisnk]

I need nate to see this so he can learn how incredible he is 😭.
I think no one can understand how much i love nate. He litteraly saved my life, it's weird to say that a person that never seen you or even knew you existed saved you, but it's true and it's deeper that what i just explain in this massage. I had a lot of problem back then, if it wasn't to listen to his songs, i wouldn't wake up. I've lost the count but i think it's been 7 years i listen to his amazing songs, Honestly if i don't hear 1 of them the morning, my sadness and even sometimes my need to die stay in my mind .
Idk how to explain how i feel when i hear his songs, i just feel safe and happy.
This is not a joke, nate, thank you for saving my life. It's hard for me to say in details what i went trough but i hope some of you will understand what i meant and maybe even relate. Never mind, i'll always support him and i'll never leave the place i made myself with all the other fans that will stay till the end.

Sry bad english xd