Dear Pain...

Dear pain,
we've been together for so much time I lost track counting the years.
I've felt you in multiple ways. Physically, mentally, emotionally.
I've felt you as a broken heart when my first girlfriend and I broke up, I've felt you as depression, I've felt you as a bruised leg, I've felt you as disappointment, as abandonment, as this sharp pain in my back that didn't seem to fade, I've felt you as loneliness and I've felt you as an orphan in my own home. There's more but you know about all the ways.
But as much as I'm used to having you around, I think it's time we go our seperate ways.
See, times change and the past is long gone. And the reason why I feel you in my back is because I've been carrying these past events for too long. This story that I keep repreating to myself. The same symphony that's been playing over and over and over again. I'm tired of rereading it, and I'm tired of listening to it.
Nothing is forever and neither is our relationship. I love you and I'm thankful for you because if it wasn't for you, then I wouldn't have realized that I am so much more. That I am more than the things that happened to me. That I am the one to break the cycle in my family. If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't have learned all these valuable lessons that turned me into the person I am today and I couldn't give them away like I do but I think we're better off not spending so much time together anymore. You gave me a lot but you also took a lot out of me, especially energy and I here by take my power back.
You are a big part of my story but I won't let the story so far have all this control over me in the present moment anymore.
It's time to turn the page and write a new chapter and this time I'm very much aware that the pen is in my hands.
Thank you for making me feel what I was too blind to see but I'm healing now and I'm letting you go.
We're probably gonna see eachother again sometime but just know that next time I won't let you stay, I won't make myself suffer. I'll take the lessons and then you'll have to go.
Thank you, I love you...but from a distance.
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[JetpacksAudios]

I was sitting in a hotel room in Berlin when I wrote this.
This is my goodbye letter to all the past pain that I still carry and am learning to let go of.
Thank you for taking the time out of your day to listen, I highly appreciate it.
Much love x

[mariehmrichard]

Do these audios hit anyone else? 🤷‍♀🖤
Much love for Jay <3

[Amal-egq]

You really should write your own book😍🔥🔥

[certified.caroline]

I need this I really needed this. As my first day of school is tomorrow and I've been bullied all my life and im ready to say goodbye to pain. I need to take control and say you have changed me for the better but we need to go separate ways! Goodbye pain.

[kaylagarland]

Thank you Jay. You have helped so many people, it is amazing. You are amazing. 🥺💖

[Leo_error]

I love this so much. This audio feels different from others. I really love this audio.

[jessicabaxter]

Girl, you're in my head again and taking a stroll through my soul. It's evident to me that we've been through some of the same struggles. You're always letting others know that they aren't alone and that even if they feel like no one cares, that you do. I want you to know the same is true for you, you are never alone and you are always accepted, cared and thought about, prayed for, and loved. If you ever need to get away, rest, replenish, recharge, heal, hide, or for any other reason, you've got a kitted out rockin' rocket 🚀 shaped home in my soul. Love ya, girl! - Always, Another J 🙏🏼✌🏼💙

[clemb]

Thank you
I don’t know what else to say
You help me trough this war that I lead against myself because I don’t feel love and that I am different of other people
So thank you ❤️

[abigailrice]

No words once again. I needed this audio so much right now. getting ghosted by the person you really like kinda sucks man. But, I'm learning that pain can go away even it it takes awhile. You're right, the pen will be in my hands my dude. I so appreciate your words, seriously. They always manage to make me better. Thank you. <3

[aoddunegan]

I try my hardest to let go... but when I think of all the friends I've lost, family members who've died, and the up coming move. I just cant do it. But Jay you are helping so many people. Keep this up and you will save lives. And for all those people who have givin into the pain. Please keep fighting! Dont give up yet!! You can and will get through this

[keelyabarber]

My mom died in a car crash a few months ago and this really helped me, thank you jay

[hope]

Each pain makes you more strong!

You’re awesome!!!!

[kaylakayla]

dear jay, thank you so so much. i've been dealing with so much pain for the past years and this is what i really needed to hear, you make me feel less alone. i'm currently going through one of the toughest times in my life, but i know this will pass❤

[seforabonello]

I really need this, there is this girl who just keeps saying things about me that aren't true... This year I saw this and this video changed me, it gave me courage to stand up to this girl. So thank you a lot Jay 😊❤️

[annab]

It feels so good to have the ability to listen to these videos! They make my days better! 💜

[sophiegousha]

this hit hard...and i enjoyed it. bc sometimes u just need to cry, and this made me realize why i'm me and why i need to except that ❤️ thank u for helping and thank u for making these videos bc they help thousands of people

[ghost_boi]

I’ve been grieving a lot lately. My grandad died and it absolutely broke me. You see, when I was younger, my dad worked far away so my grandad basically took his place. I may seem happy, joyful and carefree on the outside but on the inside I’m currently a wreck. I needed to hear this. Thank you. I really actually needed this. ❤️❤️❤️

[helloperson]

I think that all of her stuff is so relatable but what makes the audio better is her voice because you can hear the pain and you can tell it’s real and not something she just put together without any meaning ily 🤟

[elmav]

I’m so happy to listen to this. I’ve been feeling a lot of emotional pain. Thank you love your videos 💜💜

[bunnypop]

I needed this because I am still depressed and feel this pain from Cameron Boyce dying of a stroke 😭 thank u jay